{"id":47438,"date":"2024-04-01T15:15:30","date_gmt":"2024-04-01T14:15:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47438"},"modified":"2024-04-01T15:15:30","modified_gmt":"2024-04-01T14:15:30","slug":"saja-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47438","title":{"rendered":"S\u00e5ja"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"387\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?resize=580%2C387&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"young muslim woman on central city street looking away\" class=\"wp-image-47439\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?w=1880&amp;ssl=1 1880w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?resize=300%2C200&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?resize=1024%2C682&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?resize=768%2C512&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?resize=1200%2C800&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/pexels-photo-6084088.jpeg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photo by Keira Burton on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/young-muslim-woman-on-central-city-street-looking-away-6084088\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u00e5sken \u00e4r slut och jag sitter \u00e5ter p\u00e5 kontoret. F\u00f6rkyld. N\u00e4san rinner. Men det h\u00f6r v\u00e4l till en ledighet. Det fanns magsjuka och f\u00f6rkylning att v\u00e4lja p\u00e5 i byn och K och jag \u00e5kte p\u00e5 f\u00f6rkylning s\u00e5 vi drog v\u00e4l en vinstlott \u00e4nd\u00e5 kan man tycka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men sm\u00f6rg\u00e5st\u00e5rta, diverse goda ostar, p\u00e5skmust, cider, godis en t\u00e5rta, ja ni fattar. Man har tr\u00f6stat sig.  Mest i soffan med en bok eller tittandes p\u00e5 en film\/serie. Operation sl\u00f6het fr\u00e5n fredag f\u00f6rmiddag till lunch idag. Riktigt sk\u00f6nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kostar p\u00e5 oss att titta p\u00e5 Oppenheimer. Hyr den p\u00e5 SF Anytime f\u00f6r sextionio sp\u00e4nn. En skitfilm om ni fr\u00e5ga mig. Hur i helvete kunde den f\u00e5 s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga Oscar.  Tur att man inte gick p\u00e5 bio och s\u00e5g den d\u00e5 skulle jag ha k\u00e4nt mig grundlurad. Ja lite nu med faktiskt. <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Dynga<\/span>!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Den sista (?) pallen pellets f\u00f6r s\u00e4songen bar jag in p\u00e5 l\u00e5ngfredagsmorgonen. T\u00e4nkte &#8220;lidande&#8221;. Fast det gick s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Men fick in alla 52 s\u00e4ckarna i alla fall. Nu f\u00e5r vi bara hoppas att det inte blir en f\u00f6r j\u00e4vla kall april s\u00e5 att vi m\u00e5ste handla p\u00e5 oss mer br\u00e4nsle den h\u00e4r s\u00e4songen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men efter att det d\u00e4r var inburet var det bara att vattna de nysatta fr\u00f6na och sen ta en dusch och sen placera sig i soffan. D\u00e4rifr\u00e5n har jag d\u00e5 inte (i princip) avvikit fr\u00e5n under helgen utom f\u00f6r att h\u00e4mta mat, g\u00e5 p\u00e5 toa eller g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig.  Allts\u00e5 en tillvaro som \u00e4r sk\u00f6n i tv\u00e5 dygn sen b\u00f6rjar det krypa i kroppen.  Men i mitt fall en stor f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttring. F\u00f6rr hade l\u00e5ngfredagen varit en vanlig arbetsdag som under alla andra \u00e5r. Sen hade det b\u00f6rjar krypa i kroppen redan under p\u00e5skafton.  Det finns ett annat lugn i mitt sinne nu.  Lite ovant. Fast gillar det (lite).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V\u00e4nner som kan ljuga lite och s\u00e4ga att n\u00e5got man har gjort \u00e4r &#8220;<em>bra<\/em>&#8220;. Allts\u00e5 bara f\u00f6r att vara sn\u00e4ll. Dom skall man vara r\u00e4dd om. Jag \u00e4r tacksam att det ibland finns n\u00e5gra s\u00e5dana i min omgivning. Fast egentligen har jag gett upp p\u00e5 allt det d\u00e4r. Ja redan f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge l\u00e4nge sedan. G\u00f6r \u00e4nd\u00e5. For the void.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men nu allts\u00e5 arbetsdag. Fast har startat upp datorn i studion ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5 det finns allts\u00e5 en alternativ v\u00e4g att vandra. Men eftersom n\u00e4san rinner s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat s\u00e5 vet jag inte om jag pallar att sitta i studion. L\u00e4ttare h\u00e4r p\u00e5 programmerarplatsen d\u00e4r man har papperskorg och en rulle papper bredvid sig och kan \u00e5tg\u00e4rda rinn efter hand som det fyller p\u00e5 och vill rinna \u00f6ver. Irriterande \u00e4r det hur som helst. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r r\u00e4tt skoj fr\u00e5n Hudiksvall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Boa - En annorlunda va?rld - Avsnitt 1 - Vinylskivan\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/9GRky12q380?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>P\u00e5sken \u00e4r slut och jag sitter \u00e5ter p\u00e5 kontoret. F\u00f6rkyld. N\u00e4san rinner. Men det h\u00f6r v\u00e4l till en ledighet. Det fanns magsjuka och f\u00f6rkylning att v\u00e4lja p\u00e5 i byn och K och jag \u00e5kte p\u00e5 f\u00f6rkylning s\u00e5 vi drog v\u00e4l en vinstlott \u00e4nd\u00e5 kan man tycka. 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