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Helvete. Redan torsdag. Veckan \u00e4r snart slut. Ja f\u00f6r frun \u00e4r det redan slut. Hon jobbar inte p\u00e5 fredagar. Det \u00e4r sedan gammalt. En princip. Men jag, jo jag jobbar p\u00e5 fredagar. Men inte p\u00e5 fredagskv\u00e4llar. Det \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 sedan gammalt. N\u00e4r jag jobbade alla dagar i veckan s\u00e5 f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte jag ha fredagskv\u00e4llarna fria. OM det gick. Ja och det gick ju inte alltid. Men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka duger. Alltid. Och det fungerade faktiskt ganska ofta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu f\u00f6r tiden ligger jag p\u00e5 soffan st\u00f6rre delen av l\u00f6rdagarna och halva s\u00f6ndagen. T\u00e4nker p\u00e5 det jag borde g\u00f6ra ist\u00e4llet. Ja n\u00e4r jag \u00e4r vaken. F\u00f6r merparten av min tid d\u00e4r i den gr\u00f6na IKEA-soffan s\u00e5 sover jag.?\u00c4r tr\u00f6tt nu f\u00f6r tiden. Mycket tr\u00f6tt. Kanske \u00e4r det ackumulerat sedan gammalt det d\u00e4r. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r man bara p\u00e5 v\u00e4g hela v\u00e4gen utf\u00f6r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ikv\u00e4ll jobbar jag p\u00e5 som vanligt. Ja samma gamla l\u00e5ngsamma men stora projekt som jag sysslat med ett tag. Idag g\u00e5r det faktiskt r\u00e4tt hyfsat med koncentrationen. Men d\u00e5 har jag ocks\u00e5 st\u00f6dsovit en stund efter lunch. Japp, tr\u00f6tt allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Just nu n\u00e4r jag skriver om saker s\u00e5 sviker anv\u00e4ndare och sponsorer. Den siste f\u00f6rsvann idag. M\u00e4nniskor som ger st\u00f6d finns n\u00e4stan aldrig d\u00e4r n\u00e4r man beh\u00f6ver dom som mest. Jo kanske f\u00f6r framg\u00e5ngsrika m\u00e4nniskor. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r dom n\u00e5r dit dom n\u00e5r. Men aldrig f\u00f6r oss andra. Vi vanliga. N\u00e4r man k\u00e4mpar finns ingen d\u00e4r som klappar en uppmuntrande p\u00e5 ryggen. N\u00e4r det g\u00e5r bra finns det hundratals. Tur h\u00e4r \u00e4r i alla fall att jag har katten. Hon gillar mig f\u00f6r det mesta. F\u00e5r mig att le fler g\u00e5nger om dan \u00e4n jag \u00e4r v\u00e4rd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att vara med om en konkurs skulle alla f\u00e5 vara. Jodu, man l\u00e4r sig vilka som \u00e4r ens v\u00e4nner d\u00e4r. M\u00e5nga \u00e4r dom f\u00f6re. F\u00e5 \u00e4r dom efter.?Fast \u00e5 andra sidan borde alla slippa det d\u00e4r n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nker efter. Det formar ens liv f\u00f6r mycket. P\u00e5verkar en f\u00f6r mycket. Tar f\u00f6r l\u00e5ng tid att komma \u00f6ver. Ja ett helt liv f\u00f6r de flesta. \u00c4r inte v\u00e4rt den uppoffringen f\u00f6r att hitta de verkliga v\u00e4nnerna. Man f\u00e5r leta andra s\u00e4tt att sortera v\u00e4nner p\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast f\u00f6rsta b\u00e4sta flyg h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n \u00e4r v\u00e4l egentligen r\u00e4ddningen. En vecka, tv\u00e5 veckor, tre veckor. Ja sen (dum)l\u00e4ngta man v\u00e4l hem. Eller inte. Fast troligen. Jag trivs h\u00e4r p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r kullen. Visst. Jag sitter h\u00e4r sj\u00e4lv. Har f\u00e5 att prata med. Inte mycket gemensamt med n\u00e5gon. Men \u00e5 andra sidan \u00e4r det inget som st\u00f6r heller. Jag kan g\u00f6ra min grej i lugn och ro. De folk h\u00e4r noterar \u00e4r v\u00e4l att jag “sitter hemma<\/em>” och “sitter man hemma<\/em>” s\u00e5 \u00e4r man ledig och har allts\u00e5 det bra. Surfar lite. Tittar p\u00e5 Bonde s\u00f6ker fru p\u00e5 TV. Sover till tolv. G\u00f6r ingen nytta. Ungef\u00e4r s\u00e5. Ja och det d\u00e4r f\u00e5r man vara OK med. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 stor skillnad mot att bo i ett hyreshusomr\u00e5de i T\u00e4by egentligen. Skillnaden \u00e4r bara att d\u00e4r \u00e4r det ingen som bryr sig ett skit om att man finns. H\u00e4r \u00e4r det iof s\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 egentligen, men bryr sig (och har \u00e5sikter) g\u00f6r\/(har) man. Andra vet oftast b\u00e4st om hur andra skall g\u00e5 i sina egna skor.?Sin egen v\u00e4g den har de mindre koll p\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skitprat som det h\u00e4r hj\u00e4lper s\u00e5klart inte ett dugg.?Har aldrig gjort. Kommer aldrig g\u00f6ra. Man borde l\u00e4gga ner allts\u00e5. Men det l\u00f6ser sig v\u00e4l genom naturlig avg\u00e5ng vad det lider det med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Helvete. Redan torsdag. Veckan \u00e4r snart slut. Ja f\u00f6r frun \u00e4r det redan slut. Hon jobbar inte p\u00e5 fredagar. Det \u00e4r sedan gammalt. En princip. Men jag, jo jag jobbar p\u00e5 fredagar. Men inte p\u00e5 fredagskv\u00e4llar. Det \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 sedan gammalt. N\u00e4r jag jobbade alla dagar i veckan s\u00e5 f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte jag ha fredagskv\u00e4llarna fria. 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