{"id":46955,"date":"2024-01-15T18:30:54","date_gmt":"2024-01-15T17:30:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46955"},"modified":"2024-01-15T18:30:54","modified_gmt":"2024-01-15T17:30:54","slug":"kallt-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46955","title":{"rendered":"Kallt"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Minus femton d\u00e4r ute. Hulken maxad. Sn\u00f6n gnistrar i gatljuset. Man vill inte g\u00e5 ut. Men pelletsleverans idag. Man m\u00e5ste nog ut. Om Hulken skall h\u00e5llas ig\u00e5ng. Skall kunna g\u00f6ra sitt viktiga jobb. Ja d\u00e5 m\u00e5ste pelletss\u00e4ckar b\u00e4ras in. Mitt jobb.?Som man blir varm av.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5, en vecka till i minuslandet. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Det \u00e4r ju vinter. Skall v\u00e4l vara precis s\u00e5h\u00e4r. Fast hellre runt tio minus s\u00e5klart. D\u00e4r i de regionerna \u00e4r det rent av lagom vinterv\u00e4der. Inget sn\u00f6ande oftast heller. Perfekt. Men det som skall ner i form av sn\u00f6 skall v\u00e4l ner. Den brist p\u00e5 v\u00e4rme som har inhandlats m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l g\u00f6ra sitt. Man f\u00e5r avvakta. Snart februari. Kort m\u00e5nad inger hopp. Men efter februari. Mars och Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag. Sen s\u00e5. Utandning. L\u00e4ngtan. Det ljuva livet n\u00e4rmar sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ytlighetens slemmiga monster st\u00f6r mig varje dag.?Vacker \u00e4r b\u00e4st. Det r\u00e4cker med ett fruset \u00f6gonblick. S\u00e5 enkelt. S\u00e5 j\u00e4vla v\u00e4rdel\u00f6st. Han\/hon\/det\/gud suckar. Ja till och med jag suckar allts\u00e5. Vad blev det av m\u00e4nniskorna? Vad h\u00e4nde med substansen? Det som \u00e4r komplicerat och kr\u00e4ver eftertanke f\u00f6r att tag in. Finns det n\u00e5got som \u00e4r p\u00e5 riktigt l\u00e4ngre och samtidigt \u00e4r popul\u00e4rt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nej!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bara yta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bara ytlighet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 man ser ut \u00f6ver det d\u00e4r havet av ytlighet. \u00d6nskar sig en storm som krossar ytlighetens spegel s\u00e5 att allt det som finns d\u00e4r under ytan blir synligt. Och kanske h\u00e4nder det en dag. S\u00e5klart g\u00f6r det det. Det h\u00e4nder. Men just nu finns bara den d\u00e4r spegelblanka ytan av ytlighet. Vackrast \u00e4r b\u00e4st. P\u00e5 allt. Alltid. Amen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tage Danielsson hade nog haft n\u00e5got bra att s\u00e4ga. Nu. G\u00f6ran Greider \u00e4r en av f\u00e5 levande r\u00f6ster som ser igenom hela skiten. Annars \u00e4r det tyst. S\u00e5 tyst. Och krig \u00e4r fred. I v\u00e5r tid. PA systems triumferande budskap. ?Lyssna inte. Sl\u00e5 d\u00f6v\u00f6rat till. Krig \u00e4r INTE fred. Har aldrig varit och kommer aldrig att bli. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sicket v\u00e4der det \u00e4r idag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Minus femton d\u00e4r ute. Hulken maxad. Sn\u00f6n gnistrar i gatljuset. Man vill inte g\u00e5 ut. Men pelletsleverans idag. Man m\u00e5ste nog ut. Om Hulken skall h\u00e5llas ig\u00e5ng. Skall kunna g\u00f6ra sitt viktiga jobb. Ja d\u00e5 m\u00e5ste pelletss\u00e4ckar b\u00e4ras in. Mitt jobb.?Som man blir varm av. Jod\u00e5, en vecka till i minuslandet. 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