{"id":46764,"date":"2023-12-22T12:10:58","date_gmt":"2023-12-22T11:10:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46764"},"modified":"2023-12-22T12:59:41","modified_gmt":"2023-12-22T11:59:41","slug":"dan-fore-dan-fore-dan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46764","title":{"rendered":"Dan f\u00f6re dan f\u00f6re dan"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Det \u00e4r fredag. Det skulle ha kunnat vara vilken fredag som helst. Om det var bara jag d\u00e5. Men jul s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r all in. Barn kommer hem. Jesus skall firas ordentligt. Alla som sitter ensamma blir h\u00e5rt iv\u00e4gtvingade till sociala evenemang antingen de vill delta eller inte. Du blir medicinerad om du v\u00e4grar delta. Blir st\u00e4mplad som deprimerad. ?F\u00f6r den h\u00e4r helgen \u00e4r det S\u00c5<\/strong> sorgligt att sitta ensam. S\u00e5dant d\u00e4r g\u00e5r d\u00e4remot utm\u00e4rkt under?+360 \u00f6vriga dagar av \u00e5ret. Inga problem d\u00e5.?Sj\u00e4lv tror jag inte att jag hade reflekterat alls om jag varit ensam. Levt livet som vanligt bara. M\u00f6jligen med lite mer mat i en mage som borde f\u00e5 mindre mat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast ungarna kommer hem. Jag f\u00e5r en chans till att sp\u00f6a familjen p\u00e5 TP igen. Som varje \u00e5r… Yngste sonen har s\u00e4kert hittat en gammal julklassiker till film. Troligen i svart\/vitt och n\u00e4ra stumfilm. Det finns en billig whisky. Det finns mat. Frukt. Godis. Samarin och Pepcid. Det finns tid f\u00f6r film och tid f\u00f6r att vila. Japp, jag skiter i Jesus normalt. Men tur \u00e4r v\u00e4l allt det h\u00e4r till hans minne.?Sen \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e5 jag en av de d\u00e4r som tycker att vintersolst\u00e5ndet \u00e4r det som egentligen skulle firas. Men hur skulle det d\u00e5 g\u00e5 f\u00f6r maktstrukturen i kyrka och samh\u00e4lle. Dom skulle hitta p\u00e5 andra s\u00e4tt att rada upp oss p\u00e5. Och s\u00e5 kan vi inte ha det. Nope. Vi k\u00f6r p\u00e5 med Jesus och jultomtar s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det d\u00e4r g\u00e4nget h\u00e5ller sig i sina Gudahus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det ryker in v\u00e4ldiga h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen efter sotningen. Upp med d\u00f6rrar och v\u00e4dra ut. Tv\u00e4rstopp f\u00f6r Hulken medelst manuell avst\u00e4ngning.?Medans allt kallnar till temperaturer v\u00e4rdiga en analys av orsaken s\u00e5 kommer jag p\u00e5 att jag inte burit ut askhinken. Allts\u00e5 bara att b\u00e4ra ut askhinken och k\u00f6ra ig\u00e5ng igen. L\u00e4tt \u00e5tg\u00e4rdat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Troligen har INTE Jesus n\u00e5got med det d\u00e4r att g\u00f6ra alls. Det handlar bara om gl\u00f6mska och begynnande eller p\u00e5g\u00e5ende demens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suck!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

De sista paketen ligger nere p\u00e5 aff\u00e4ren och v\u00e4ntar.?Ja, f\u00f6r egen del vet jag inte ens vad det \u00e4r. Men man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l h\u00e4mta. F\u00f6r sakens skull. Alltid beh\u00f6vs det v\u00e4l en handling av n\u00e5got n\u00f6dv\u00e4ndigt ocks\u00e5. Som f\u00e5gelmat t.ex. En viktig ingrediens f\u00f6r en lyckad jul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har v\u00e4l inte riktigt h\u00e4mtat mig \u00e4nnu efter g\u00e5rdagen. En riktig pers. Folk blir liksom som galna. K\u00f6r kundvagnarna som om de var stridsredskap. Ja och av hela den d\u00e4r st\u00e4mningen s\u00e5 \u00e5ker man sj\u00e4lv upp som en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r m\u00e4nniska som alltid k\u00e4nner av sp\u00e4nningen i rummet. Det blir helt enkelt hemskt. Som att vara i helvetet. Men n\u00f6dv\u00e4ndigt s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r att kunna uppleva den d\u00e4r julst\u00e4mningen. Den som f\u00f6rhoppningsvis \u00e4r motsatsen till allt det d\u00e4r. Yin & Yang helt enkelt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nope, dags att tr\u00e4na. \u00c4ta lunch. Man f\u00e5r ta lite mer p\u00e5 tallriken \u00e4n normalt. T\u00f6ja ut! Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r fredag. Det skulle ha kunnat vara vilken fredag som helst. Om det var bara jag d\u00e5. Men jul s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r all in. Barn kommer hem. Jesus skall firas ordentligt. Alla som sitter ensamma blir h\u00e5rt iv\u00e4gtvingade till sociala evenemang antingen de vill delta eller inte. Du blir medicinerad om du v\u00e4grar delta. 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