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N\u00e4r jag sitter och knappar sent ig\u00e5r s\u00e5 inser jag att projektet jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med \u00e4r nog det sista +1 \u00e5r’s projektet jag kommer att g\u00f6ra i livet. Det \u00e4r helt enkelt f\u00f6r jobbigt. F\u00f6r mycket. F\u00f6r lite liv kvar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det hindrar s\u00e5klart inte att man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med flera mindre projekt. S\u00e5dana finns det massor av och de \u00e4r b\u00e5de mer hanterliga och roligare att h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med \u00e4n ett stort klumpigt elefantprojekt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast insikten tar \u00e4nd\u00e5 lite p\u00e5 mig. Det kryper liksom p\u00e5 en sakterliga det d\u00e4r att livet \u00e4r \u00e4ndligt. Det finns inte l\u00e4ngre tid f\u00f6r allt och att man m\u00e5ste acceptera att det \u00e4r s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man s\u00e4ger OK allts\u00e5, nickar och k\u00f6r vidare. Man \u00e4r inte den f\u00f6rsta som g\u00e5r in i tr\u00f6ttheten och \u00e5lderdomen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast VSCP<\/a> i sig \u00e4r v\u00e4l en elefant. Men en del av mitt liv. I det blir jag nog kvar tills jag d\u00f6r. Antingen det eller n\u00e4r en gudomlig insikt n\u00e5r mig om att det bara \u00e4r skr\u00e4p. Kommer inte insikten kan jag leva med l\u00f6gnen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ett roligt musikaliskt samarbete uppstod ig\u00e5r. Helt ov\u00e4ntat. Helt os\u00f6kt. K\u00e4nns roligt. Det beh\u00f6ver inte bli n\u00e5got alls utav det. Men blir det n\u00e5got s\u00e5, ja, OK. Kul. Handlar ocks\u00e5 om att ge upp en del kontroll. Inte alltid l\u00e4tt men nyttigt n\u00e4r man v\u00e5gar g\u00f6ra det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men m\u00e5ndag idag. Veckans b\u00e4sta dag med obrutna dagar fram\u00f6ver. OJ vad jag skall hinna grejer. Tanken brukar h\u00e5lla fram\u00e5t onsdag lunch d\u00e5 man brukar inse att man inte hinner ens en kvart av det man trodde. Det d\u00e4r tidoptimistiska…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r med det mesta. Man f\u00e5r \u00f6verleva b\u00e5de gott och ont och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka v\u00e4nda mungiporna upp\u00e5t s\u00e5 gott det g\u00e5r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Serru<\/strong>!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

N\u00e4r jag sitter och knappar sent ig\u00e5r s\u00e5 inser jag att projektet jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med \u00e4r nog det sista +1 \u00e5r’s projektet jag kommer att g\u00f6ra i livet. Det \u00e4r helt enkelt f\u00f6r jobbigt. F\u00f6r mycket. F\u00f6r lite liv kvar. Det hindrar s\u00e5klart inte att man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med flera mindre projekt. S\u00e5dana finns […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46469","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":14535,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14535","url_meta":{"origin":46469,"position":0},"title":"Jag har tre barn – tv\u00e5 \u00e4r flygf\u00e4rdiga","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-08-28","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag har tre barn. 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