{"id":46401,"date":"2023-11-06T10:09:13","date_gmt":"2023-11-06T09:09:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46401"},"modified":"2023-11-06T10:10:38","modified_gmt":"2023-11-06T09:10:38","slug":"det-viktiga","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46401","title":{"rendered":"Det viktiga"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Den d\u00e4r gamla tallen l\u00e5ngt d\u00e4r borta och jag har n\u00e4stan alltid \u00f6gonkontakt. Ja kanske inte p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llar och n\u00e4tter. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara den som ser mig. Men annars. Alltid. V\u00e4nner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r ingen vanlig tall heller. N\u00e5gon udda sort. Planterad av n\u00e5gon vid det gamla \u00e5ldersdomshemmet som stod d\u00e4r f\u00f6rut. Fr\u00e5n den epoken \u00e4r bara tallen och n\u00e5gra andra planterade tr\u00e4d och buskar kvar. Husen rivna. P\u00e5 tallars vis h\u00e5ller den inne med alla historier om saker den sett genom de \u00e5r den st\u00e5tt d\u00e4r och betraktat. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r jag sj\u00e4lv l\u00e4ttar mitt hj\u00e4rta f\u00f6r den d\u00e4r tallen ibland n\u00e4r jag inte kan h\u00e5lla inne med det jag sett eller f\u00e5tt h\u00f6ra. Diskretion st\u00f6rre \u00e4n en nyfr\u00e4lst katolsk pr\u00e4st har den. Man kan vara s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att inte ett ord eller en antydning sprids vidare. Den gode lyssnaren personifierad d\u00e4r den st\u00e5r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5lderdomshem heter det v\u00e4l inte l\u00e4ngre f\u00f6rresten. \u00c4ldreboende \u00e4r v\u00e4l det vedertagna namnet idag. Ett f\u00f6rs\u00f6k att trolla bort gamla st\u00e4mplar som till slut sl\u00e5r igenom igen som underliggande f\u00e4rg p\u00e5 en v\u00e4gg med en envis fl\u00e4ck man f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt m\u00e5la om och \u00f6ver igen och ingen och igen…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars tystnad. Tyst p\u00e5 kullen. Dimma. Det g\u00e5r liksom inte att g\u00f6ra annat \u00e4n att programmera. Jo tv\u00e4tta. Men tv\u00e4ttning klarar man med lillfingret nu f\u00f6r tiden. Annat var det f\u00f6rr n\u00e4r det var en heltidssyssla. En vak i en sj\u00f6 eller \u00e5, fingrar stela och r\u00f6da och v\u00e4rkande av k\u00f6ld. Banka, banka, banka och sl\u00e4pa tungt. Det jobbigaste nu \u00e4r att v\u00e4lja r\u00e4tt program. Maskinerna \u00e4r v\u00e5ra v\u00e4nner. \u00c4n s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge i alla fall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag kodar vidare allts\u00e5. Rad efter rad. Allt tillsammans blir ett program. De tuffa s\u00e4ger “app”. Men program f\u00f6r mig. P\u00e5 v\u00e4g mot \/dev\/null och ingenting. Jag blir inte ens ledsen n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nker s\u00e5. Det var f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan hoppet om andra kanaler f\u00f6r tankar och fingrars arbete fanns d\u00e4r. Och vem vet f\u00f6rresten vem som sitter d\u00e4r p\u00e5 andra sidan \/dev\/null och lyssnar? Kanske \u00e4r inte det viktigaste det som ropas ut och firas med kanonskott och slottsmiddagar. Ja, eller ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5 \u00e4r det det. OK!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tallen bryr sig inte ett skit om det d\u00e4r hur som helst. Den bara st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och finns. Jag, en liten gubbe p\u00e5 en kulle ute i ingenstans f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker m\u00f6ta livet lika stoiskt. Men klarar s\u00e5klart inte det. Jag har helt enkelt inte den talang som kr\u00e4vs. Den som varje tallplanta f\u00f6ds med som om det vore det sj\u00e4lvklaraste av allt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4mta tv\u00e4tt eller s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 “I’ll stand by you” med Pretenders <\/a>\u00e4r n\u00e4sta beslut. “I’ll stand by you” g\u00f6r mig alltid gr\u00e5tf\u00e4rdig s\u00e5 det f\u00e5r bli tv\u00e4tth\u00e4mtning f\u00f6rst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Japp!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Den d\u00e4r gamla tallen l\u00e5ngt d\u00e4r borta och jag har n\u00e4stan alltid \u00f6gonkontakt. Ja kanske inte p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llar och n\u00e4tter. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara den som ser mig. Men annars. Alltid. V\u00e4nner. Det \u00e4r ingen vanlig tall heller. N\u00e5gon udda sort. Planterad av n\u00e5gon vid det gamla \u00e5ldersdomshemmet som stod d\u00e4r f\u00f6rut. Fr\u00e5n den epoken […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46401","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":12441,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12441","url_meta":{"origin":46401,"position":0},"title":"Om att vara sj\u00e4lv","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-03-13","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag st\u00e4nger ner Facebook. 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