{"id":46296,"date":"2023-10-22T21:48:19","date_gmt":"2023-10-22T20:48:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46296"},"modified":"2023-10-22T21:48:19","modified_gmt":"2023-10-22T20:48:19","slug":"allt-har-sin-tid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46296","title":{"rendered":"Allt har sin tid."},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u00f6ndagen. Kontoret. Lillkatten och jag. Det \u00e4r OK. Men det har blivit v\u00e4ldigt lite kvar till kontorsjobb idag. Sova & vintra & planera har tagit det mesta av tiden. Men OK s\u00e5klart. Allt har sin tid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00e4rme och syn. Ljuspunkterna i tillvaron just nu. Men skall inte tjata vidare om n\u00e5gon av dem i detta forum. Ingen vill h\u00f6ra. Varf\u00f6r orera \u00f6ver det d\u00e5. Fast egentligen borde man v\u00e4l tystat helt redan som tjugo\u00e5ring om man g\u00e5tt efter det. Det finns s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga andra som har mycket att s\u00e4ga. Det finns att lyssna p\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag dr\u00f6mmer ibland om en enslig stuga l\u00e5ngt inne i skogen. Ett rum. En spis. En jordk\u00e4llare. Kanske en sj\u00f6 eller en \u00e4lv i n\u00e4rheten. Leva de sista \u00e5ren s\u00e5. Bortkopplad. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast andra g\u00e5nger \u00e4r det v\u00e4rlden som h\u00e4grar. V\u00e4garna. St\u00e4derna. M\u00e4nniskorna. F\u00f6r vad \u00e4r man egentligen utan interaktionen med andra m\u00e4nniskor? Ingenting. Och det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4r jag \u00e4r just nu egentligen. Det blir mindre och mindre m\u00f6ten med v\u00e4nliga m\u00e4nniskor eller m\u00e4nniskor som visar ett uns av v\u00e4rme. Men h\u00e4nder fortfarande ibland. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r man lever upp. Det beh\u00f6vs s\u00e5 lite som en blick eller en ber\u00f6ring eller n\u00e5gra v\u00e4nliga ord f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra en dag. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Klockan \u00e4r 22:22 den 22\/10 n\u00e4r jag skriver den h\u00e4r raden. Som ett omen. Bara det d\u00e4r “10” som st\u00f6r. Men kan bortses fr\u00e5n p\u00e5 enklaste m\u00f6jliga vis f\u00f6r att skapa det speciella s\u00e5klart. Vi har ju s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt f\u00f6r det. Fast n\u00e5gra siffror \u00e5 andra sidan. Bara det. Och tidgivningen \u00e4r v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 i sin absoluta form r\u00e4tt flexibel och om\u00f6jlig att h\u00e4nga upp n\u00e5got p\u00e5. Sen kan man ju h\u00e4nga upp sig p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5. Om man vill. G\u00f6ra mycket av 3 * 22 = 66 -> 12 -> 3 som bin\u00e4rt \u00e4t 11 -> 2<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men flinar \u00e5t s\u00e5dant g\u00f6r man ju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu n\u00e4r det \u00e4r vintrat kan man \u00e4gna sig helt \u00e5t senh\u00f6st och vinter och de \u00e4dla konsterna. Alltid lite nedst\u00e4md och melankolisk den h\u00e4r tiden. Tur att jag \u00e4lskar det d\u00e4r. Lika mycket tur att kreativiteten ocks\u00e5 vill h\u00e5lla till i det d\u00e4r tillst\u00e5ndet. Annars vore det v\u00e4l den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret man skulle rikta sexskjutaren mot gommen. Trycka av. Bli av med det. Fast nu blir det allts\u00e5 inte s\u00e5 h\u00e4r. Eftersom jag gillar det d\u00e4r nedst\u00e4mda. Ja gillar det rent utav f\u00f6r mycket. Det \u00e4r inte underligt egentligen att folk g\u00e5r omv\u00e4gar om en. En kul kille har man liksom aldrig riktigt varit. En butter type.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6r en g\u00e5ngs skulle \u00e4r det i alla fall jag som har flest lyssnare i kamratkretsens topplista. Men butter som jag \u00e4r r\u00e4knar jag inte med att detta skall vara, men \u00e4r mycket n\u00f6jd s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det g\u00f6r det. Bara f\u00f6r att det retar “mina v\u00e4nner<\/em>“, som ju \u00e4r lite proffsiga s\u00e5d\u00e4r, en aning, ja de lokala medakt\u00f6rer p\u00e5 musikscenener dit jag aldrig kommer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen att detta inte betyder ett endaste dyft (i alla fall f\u00f6r min del) det m\u00e5 vara h\u00e4nt. Idag \u00e4r det i alla fall jag som \u00e4r kung (i baren). N\u00e5ja…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u00f6ndagen. Kontoret. Lillkatten och jag. Det \u00e4r OK. Men det har blivit v\u00e4ldigt lite kvar till kontorsjobb idag. Sova & vintra & planera har tagit det mesta av tiden. Men OK s\u00e5klart. Allt har sin tid. V\u00e4rme och syn. Ljuspunkterna i tillvaron just nu. Men skall inte tjata vidare om n\u00e5gon av dem i detta […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46296","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":29467,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29467","url_meta":{"origin":46296,"position":0},"title":"Senast l\u00e4sta bok","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-08-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Sm\u00e5 stora saker av Jodi Picoult Den f\u00f6rsta semesterboken \u00e4r utl\u00e4st. 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