{"id":46077,"date":"2023-09-21T12:55:52","date_gmt":"2023-09-21T11:55:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46077"},"modified":"2023-09-21T12:57:10","modified_gmt":"2023-09-21T11:57:10","slug":"staddag-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46077","title":{"rendered":"St\u00e4ddag"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got med den 21 september. Det ringer en klocka n\u00e5gonstans inombords. Men mer \u00e4n s\u00e5 dyker inte upp i mitt huvud. Jag kan anstr\u00e4nga mig hela dan f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka komma p\u00e5 n\u00e5got relevant. S\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det. Den d\u00e4r klockan ringer tydligen f\u00f6rg\u00e4ves. Min \u00e5ldrande skalle \u00e4r inte mottaglig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torsdag. St\u00e4ddag. Avklarat nu. Sk\u00f6nt. Liksom<\/strong>. Fast st\u00e4dning handlar om att g\u00f6ra utan att t\u00e4nka f\u00f6r mycket. D\u00e5 g\u00e5r det bra. Fast lite \u00e4rmlig och klen idag s\u00e5 det \u00e4r jobbigare \u00e4n vanligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men kaffe nu. Efter mat. Jod\u00e5. Det \u00e4r gott. Man moffar i sig. Kaffet avnjuts stilla. F\u00e5r r\u00e4cka en stund. Skall ta mig ner i programmerarst\u00e4mning. M\u00e5ste g\u00f6ra det. Jag \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 programmerare. Inte en m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdig person. Bara YAP – Y<\/strong>et A<\/strong>nother P<\/strong>rogrammer. Jo. Jag brukar k\u00f6ra med YAP n\u00e4r folk ber om en titel. \u00c4nnu ha ringen fr\u00e5gat vad det st\u00e5r f\u00f6r. Fast jag d\u00e5 g\u00e4rna talar om det om n\u00e5gon skulle fr\u00e5ga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00e5r b\u00e4sta tid \u00e4r nu. ja jag tycker s\u00e5. Har tyckt s\u00e5 hela livet. M\u00f6jligen d\u00e5 med undantag f\u00f6r en \u00e5terkommande l\u00e4ngtan efter inbetalningar p\u00e5 kontot. Det har h\u00e4nt mer \u00e4n ofta genom \u00e5ren. Men s\u00e4llan eller aldrig nu p\u00e5 senare tid. Det jag har l\u00e4rt mig av just den d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngtan \u00e4r att n\u00e4r man l\u00e4ngtar som mest efter att n\u00e5got skall intr\u00e4ffa s\u00e5 st\u00e4ller universum in sig p\u00e5 att leverera s\u00e5 sent det g\u00e5r. Ja det \u00e4r rent av s\u00e5 att universum anstr\u00e4nger sig en aning f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r. N\u00e4stan \u00f6ver rimlighetens gr\u00e4ns. Studien \u00e4r empirisk. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det \u00e4r ALLTID<\/strong> s\u00e5. S\u00e5 sluta l\u00e4ngta. G\u00e5 upp p\u00e5 morgonen och njut av NU.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mitt r\u00e5d. Som alla s\u00e5klart skiter i. Men det kan ju jag \u00e5 andra sidan skita i. Visst \u00e4r det bra p\u00e5 det viset? Ha!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man kanske skulle s\u00e4tta en ring i n\u00e4san. En stor en. R\u00f6d. Sj\u00e4lvlysande. Som folk kan dra i n\u00e4r man f\u00f6rvillar sig iv\u00e4g \u00e5t ett annat h\u00e5ll \u00e4n det \u00e4r meningen att man skall g\u00e5. T\u00e4nk \u00e4nd\u00e5. En s\u00e5dan och folk som drar i den \u00e5t r\u00e4tt h\u00e5ll, skulle f\u00f6r\u00e4ndrat mitt liv. Septum heter det visst. Ja, kom kanske p\u00e5 det f\u00f6r sent. Men med tilltagande demens kanske det vore en bra grej \u00e4nd\u00e5. F\u00e5r fundera…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast kod. S\u00e5dan finns att g\u00f6ra. Det g\u00e5r s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngsamt. Som om man g\u00e5r\/kodar med k\u00e4pp. Men vill g\u00f6ra saker riktigt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Inte fuska. Skit samma att ingen bryr sig i slut\u00e4nden. Handlar om stolthet. Den sista stoltheten. Stoltheten tog d\u00f6d p\u00e5 Nordamerikas indianer (ja jag vet “urinnev\u00e5nare” heter det i k\u00e4nslighetens tidevarv). Kan v\u00e4l f\u00e5 ta d\u00f6d p\u00e5 mig ocks\u00e5. Fast jag varken \u00e4r indian eller urinnev\u00e5nare n\u00e5gon endaste stans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ps<\/strong> “ur<\/em>” i “urinnev\u00e5nare<\/em>” har inget med klockor att g\u00f6ra. Nope. ds<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got med den 21 september. Det ringer en klocka n\u00e5gonstans inombords. Men mer \u00e4n s\u00e5 dyker inte upp i mitt huvud. Jag kan anstr\u00e4nga mig hela dan f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka komma p\u00e5 n\u00e5got relevant. S\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det. Den d\u00e4r klockan ringer tydligen f\u00f6rg\u00e4ves. Min \u00e5ldrande skalle \u00e4r inte mottaglig. Torsdag. St\u00e4ddag. Avklarat nu. 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