{"id":46043,"date":"2023-09-18T17:33:24","date_gmt":"2023-09-18T16:33:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46043"},"modified":"2023-09-18T17:33:24","modified_gmt":"2023-09-18T16:33:24","slug":"arvssynden","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46043","title":{"rendered":"Arvssynden"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Jod\u00e5. F\u00f6rkyld igen. Det hj\u00e4lper inte ens att man utropar “nu f\u00e5r det v\u00e4l f\u00f6r fan r\u00e4cka<\/em>“. F\u00f6rkylning \u00e4r det. Ont i i lungorna. Snor. Hosta. Antagligen n\u00e5got slags straff f\u00f6rst\u00e5r man. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det arvssynden som sl\u00e5r till. N\u00e5gon avl\u00e4gsen sl\u00e4kting som st\u00e4llt till det och nu f\u00e5r man sota f\u00f6r det. Fast \u00e5 andra sidan har man v\u00e4l saker p\u00e5 sitt eget samvete ocks\u00e5. Har inte alla? Jo och ja och visst g\u00e4ller i alla fall f\u00f6r mig. S\u00e5 straffet beh\u00f6ver faktiskt inte komma l\u00e5ngv\u00e4ga – i generationsled r\u00e4knat – ifr\u00e5n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kallt \u00e4r det ocks\u00e5. Pressar med alla de elektriska element jag har h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret. Vattenfall appl\u00e5derar. Fryser \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men helvete heller att Hulken skall ig\u00e5ng innan Oktober. S\u00e5 illa har det aldrig varit hittills S\u00e5 illa t\u00e4nker det inte bli i \u00e5r heller. Nope och ICKE<\/strong>!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men f\u00f6rsta skrapa rutor p\u00e5 bilen morgonen \u00e4r avklarad h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Men jag skiter i att skrapa rutorna. Stannar inne. Men bilskraprrutsdag \u00e4r det \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. En j\u00e4vla skitdag helt enkelt. Ja och v\u00e4rre dagar kommer. Sn\u00f6driver och nordanvind. Bara skoter och skid\u00e5kare med f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga f\u00f6rfrusna synapser gillar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4ldste sonen h\u00e4lsar p\u00e5 i helgen. Bara s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Det h\u00e4nder inte s\u00e5 ofta nu f\u00f6r tiden. Men roligt s\u00e5klart. Men han har sitt liv. Uppsala. \u00c5ker iv\u00e4g igen och l\u00e4mnar bara minnena efter sig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast m\u00e5nad idag. Det har inte blivit s\u00e5d\u00e4r mycket som jag hoppats. Har est snorat och fixat en enhet som gett upp. Skitg\u00f6ra under en skitdag. Bara bajs liksom. URK!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Till r\u00e5ga p\u00e5 allt s\u00e5 ser jag s\u00e4mre \u00e4n n\u00e5gonsin idag. Skit det ocks\u00e5. Men har nu f\u00e5tt en tid so \u00f6gonl\u00e4kare om en m\u00e5nad. S\u00e5 kan jag h\u00e5lla mig vid liv s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge s\u00e5 finns det faktiskt hopp. Fast fan trott’.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skit ocks\u00e5!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jod\u00e5. F\u00f6rkyld igen. Det hj\u00e4lper inte ens att man utropar “nu f\u00e5r det v\u00e4l f\u00f6r fan r\u00e4cka“. F\u00f6rkylning \u00e4r det. Ont i i lungorna. Snor. Hosta. Antagligen n\u00e5got slags straff f\u00f6rst\u00e5r man. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det arvssynden som sl\u00e5r till. N\u00e5gon avl\u00e4gsen sl\u00e4kting som st\u00e4llt till det och nu f\u00e5r man sota f\u00f6r det. 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