{"id":45844,"date":"2023-08-31T10:25:29","date_gmt":"2023-08-31T09:25:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45844"},"modified":"2023-08-31T13:36:49","modified_gmt":"2023-08-31T12:36:49","slug":"godis-ar-gott-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45844","title":{"rendered":"Godis \u00e4r gott"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Ibland \u00e4r det bara socker som hj\u00e4lper. Som idag. Jag h\u00e4nger p\u00e5 l\u00e5set hos den lokala aff\u00e4ren. Handlar socker i lite olika former f\u00f6r en hundring. Rusar ut och tar bilen hem. Rusar in. Moffar i mig. Livet \u00e5terv\u00e4nder. Lite bulemiskt intas det d\u00e4r. Men utan kr\u00e4kandet. Men det \u00e4r absolut inte friskt. Fast efter\u00e5t m\u00e5r jag bra och kan jobba vidare. Varje g\u00e5ng. S\u00e5 det fungerar lik f\u00f6rbannat p\u00e5 en gubbe som jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Missbrukarperson. Jag. Jovisst. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag skall dragna kablar kontakteras. Eftersom det inte finns n\u00e5gon annan som g\u00f6r det d\u00e4r s\u00e5 \u00e4r det allts\u00e5 mig den lotten faller p\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r usel p\u00e5 det. Har alltid varit. Ser f\u00f6r d\u00e5ligt. Har f\u00f6r stora fingrar. Ja “usel<\/em>” \u00e4r ordet. Men det skall allts\u00e5 g\u00f6ras. S\u00e5 efter godisintag \u00e4r det projektet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aprop\u00e5 godis, s\u00e5 var det gott ig\u00e5r ocks\u00e5. D\u00e5 r\u00f6k det som fanns i burka och byttor i v\u00e5rt skafferi. Meningen var annars att jag skulle bedriva ett stort m\u00e5tt – inte visst – av avh\u00e5llsamhet n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller allt det d\u00e4r den h\u00e4r veckan. Men det gick allts\u00e5 som det gick ocks\u00e5 denna vecka. Men skam den som ger sig. Det kommer v\u00e4l fler veckor. Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alla bloggar jag f\u00f6ljer verkar ha somnat in. Inte h\u00e4nder det mycket p\u00e5 dom l\u00e4ngre. Men bloggade jag innan de blev popul\u00e4ra bland de coola s\u00e5 kan jag v\u00e4l forts\u00e4tta blogga efter att de var popul\u00e4ra bland de coola. Det d\u00e4r med l\u00e4sare skiter jag i. Men det har n\u00e4stan alltid varit ungef\u00e4r samma fyrtio dagligen i snitt genom \u00e5ren. Min blogg \u00e4r sj\u00e4lvterapi. En utloppsventil. Lindring f\u00f6r skrivkl\u00e5da. Vill n\u00e5gon annan l\u00e4sa s\u00e5 g\u00f6r man det p\u00e5 egen risk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ibland \u00e4r det bara socker som hj\u00e4lper. Som idag. Jag h\u00e4nger p\u00e5 l\u00e5set hos den lokala aff\u00e4ren. Handlar socker i lite olika former f\u00f6r en hundring. Rusar ut och tar bilen hem. Rusar in. Moffar i mig. Livet \u00e5terv\u00e4nder. Lite bulemiskt intas det d\u00e4r. Men utan kr\u00e4kandet. Men det \u00e4r absolut inte friskt. Fast efter\u00e5t […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45844","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":45417,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45417","url_meta":{"origin":45844,"position":0},"title":"Tuesday","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2023-06-27","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by RDNE Stock project on Pexels.com Tisdag morgon och man har tagit en tugga av en vecka som man vill att den aldrig skall ta slut. 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