{"id":45603,"date":"2023-07-30T14:51:19","date_gmt":"2023-07-30T13:51:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45603"},"modified":"2023-07-30T14:51:19","modified_gmt":"2023-07-30T13:51:19","slug":"utvilad-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45603","title":{"rendered":"Utvilad"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Semestern \u00e4r slut, finito, \u00f6ver. H\u00e4r och nu. Kvarst\u00e5r g\u00f6r s\u00e5klart fr\u00e5gan om man som pension\u00e4r kan ha semester. Troligen inte. Men l\u00e5t oss kalla det en “extra avslappnande m\u00e5nad<\/em>” d\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet. F\u00f6r att slippa de d\u00e4r funderingarna. F\u00f6r avslappnad \u00e4r jag h\u00e4r och nu vid tre tiden p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndagen, nu n\u00e4r mina oxdragarveckor startar och f\u00f6rsvinner d\u00e4r bort\u00e5t fj\u00e4rran n\u00e5gonstans. N\u00e4sta l\u00e4ngre ledighet intr\u00e4ffar i juletid med sn\u00f6 och is och kalla vindar. T\u00e5l att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5. K\u00e4nna in. G\u00f6ra sig redo inf\u00f6r. L\u00e4gga sommarens ljuvlighet p\u00e5 minnet och minnas den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast jag \u00e4lskar “de icke extra avslappnande<\/em>” veckorna som pension\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Nu n\u00e4r jag kan l\u00e5tsas att jag jobbar. G\u00f6ra mina storverk. De som bara jag uppskattar och njuter av som solit\u00e4ren den jag \u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men gott s\u00e5 serru. H\u00e4r \u00e5tminstone. Mer utvilad \u00e4n jag k\u00e4nner mig nu kan man antagligen inte bli. Jag k\u00e4nner definitivt att jag gjort f\u00f6rb\u00e4ttringar p\u00e5 vilofronten. Att jag ocks\u00e5 kan ge mig h\u00e4n ocks\u00e5 i vila. “Bravo \u00c5ke<\/em>” s\u00e4ger han som sitter p\u00e5 v\u00e4nster axel, lite f\u00f6rsynt. “SL\u00d6TT<\/strong>” skriker han p\u00e5 h\u00f6ger, st\u00f6rande h\u00f6gt. Jag lyssnar inte p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon av dem. Bara p\u00e5 min egen inre r\u00f6st som g\u00e5r i tonarten “OK”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast “jobb<\/em>” h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Komponenter har blivit levererade. Projekt st\u00e5r och v\u00e4ntar. Och nog pirrar det \u00e4nd\u00e5 till lite inom mig n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Javisst, det \u00e4r mest jobb. En massa problem. Men ocks\u00e5 n\u00e5gra (vanligtvis korta) stunder av ren gl\u00e4dje. F\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som mig r\u00e4cker det alldeles f\u00f6rtr\u00e4ffligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Musik har det inte blivit s\u00e5 mycket av som jag hoppats. Varken avlyssnad eller tillverkad. Men f\u00f6rhoppningsvis skall jag kunna lura till mig n\u00e5gra timmar till under h\u00f6sten i studion och kanske finns det fortfarande n\u00e5gon spelning som man kan bevista. Allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Inte viktigt. It comes as it comes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu skall jag koncentrera mig p\u00e5 +3000 mail i inkorgen. Dags att rensa. Tillr\u00e4ckligt f\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r att hinna med lite annat ocks\u00e5 innan det \u00e4r dags f\u00f6r bok och s\u00f6mn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu k\u00f6r vi!<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Semestern \u00e4r slut, finito, \u00f6ver. H\u00e4r och nu. Kvarst\u00e5r g\u00f6r s\u00e5klart fr\u00e5gan om man som pension\u00e4r kan ha semester. Troligen inte. Men l\u00e5t oss kalla det en “extra avslappnande m\u00e5nad” d\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet. F\u00f6r att slippa de d\u00e4r funderingarna. F\u00f6r avslappnad \u00e4r jag h\u00e4r och nu vid tre tiden p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndagen, nu n\u00e4r mina oxdragarveckor startar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45603","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36791,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36791","url_meta":{"origin":45603,"position":0},"title":"Vecka == Slut, snart","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-11-13","format":false,"excerpt":"En vecka som \u00e4r slut. 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