{"id":45578,"date":"2023-07-25T11:11:01","date_gmt":"2023-07-25T10:11:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45578"},"modified":"2023-07-25T11:11:01","modified_gmt":"2023-07-25T10:11:01","slug":"pa-scen-igen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45578","title":{"rendered":"P\u00e5 scen igen"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Gr\u00e4sklippare. Jag efter. Lurar. H\u00f6g musik. Jod\u00e5. Det \u00e4r upp p\u00e5 scen igen. Publikhavet d\u00e4r ute. G\u00e5ngen blir en annan. Man str\u00e4cker p\u00e5 sig. Alla som st\u00e5tt p\u00e5 en scen k\u00e4nner igen sig i k\u00e4nslan. Blickar som k\u00e4nns. WOW liksom. \u00c4ven utan appl\u00e5der.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men att den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan kommer n\u00e4r man g\u00e5r efter en gr\u00e4sklippare \u00e4r ju b\u00e5de f\u00f6rv\u00e5nande och lite konstigt. Dessutom \u00e4r det minsann definitivt tur att ingen ser en n\u00e4r man g\u00e5r d\u00e4r och tror att man \u00e4r n\u00e5gon annanstans. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen mycket n\u00e4ra att jag st\u00e4ller mig d\u00e4r och drar ett luftgitarrsolo under vissa partier av den avlyssnade musiken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det d\u00e4r g\u00e5r \u00f6ver. Jag har st\u00e5tt framf\u00f6r f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga scener de senaste fyrtio \u00e5ren och t\u00e4nkt att det d\u00e4r skulle vara jag. G\u00e4rna med kamrater. Tittat \u00e5t mer \u00e5t andra h\u00e5llet. Bort fr\u00e5n scenen. P\u00e5 publiken. K\u00e4nt in. Blivit lite avis och \u00e5terskapat en l\u00e4ngtan fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast val g\u00f6r man. Lika bra \u00e4r nu allt det. Att s\u00e4lja gitarrer och f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkare och k\u00f6pa en TV \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 en v\u00e4g. Alternativet var v\u00e4l att g\u00e5 kvar p\u00e5 fabriken och jaga en dr\u00f6m som aldrig blir sann. Eller m\u00f6jligen ta sig ann musikl\u00e4rarsysslan som det n\u00e4rmaste man kan komma i att leva av musiken. Sen pela covers p\u00e5 helgerna f\u00f6r att tillfredsst\u00e4lla den d\u00e4r scenl\u00e4ngtan och behovet av appl\u00e5derad sj\u00e4lvh\u00e4vdelse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nope jag valde nog r\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har aldrig varit s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r covers. Jod\u00e5, jag har varit d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Spelat min del av s\u00e5dant. Och japp folk gillar och lever med och ovationerna uteblir aldrig n\u00e4r man k\u00e4nner igen l\u00e5tarna. Men f\u00f6r mig blir det som om man var m\u00e5lare och kopierade de stora artisternas tavlor ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att hitta en egen bok. Ja som att skriva forts\u00e4ttningar p\u00e5 b\u00f6cker d\u00e4r den ursprungliga f\u00f6rfattaren inte finns mer. Lite konstigt s\u00e5d\u00e4r. En genv\u00e4g f\u00f6r att man inte orkar. Jag skulle kunnat skriva “inte har talang” h\u00e4r men s\u00e5 \u00e4r det konstigt nog s\u00e4llan. Coverartister \u00e4r m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger otroligt bra musiker. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Genv\u00e4gstagare. Bli-lika-bra-som-en-bandspelare-typer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dom covergubbar jag k\u00e4nner \u00e4r s\u00e5klart undantagna…. :-\/<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge publiken vill ha<\/span> \u00e4r v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 en devis att leva efter. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Gr\u00e4sklippare. Jag efter. Lurar. H\u00f6g musik. Jod\u00e5. Det \u00e4r upp p\u00e5 scen igen. Publikhavet d\u00e4r ute. G\u00e5ngen blir en annan. Man str\u00e4cker p\u00e5 sig. Alla som st\u00e5tt p\u00e5 en scen k\u00e4nner igen sig i k\u00e4nslan. Blickar som k\u00e4nns. WOW liksom. \u00c4ven utan appl\u00e5der. Men att den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan kommer n\u00e4r man g\u00e5r efter en gr\u00e4sklippare […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45578","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":17425,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17425","url_meta":{"origin":45578,"position":0},"title":"Ibland tar krafterna slut","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-04-09","format":false,"excerpt":"Ibland tar krafterna slut bara. 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