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Den 17’e juli och regn. Det finns ingen anledning att g\u00e5 ut. Speciellt eftersom planen var att klippa gr\u00e4smatta. Men inte en chans. Inte idag. Simma efter gr\u00e4sklippare \u00e4r inte min grej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 jag stannar inne. T\u00e4nker studio. Toalett-tak \u00e4r utrivet och f\u00f6rberett. Allt redo f\u00f6r m\u00e5lning. Men rummet beh\u00f6ver tid f\u00f6r att torka ur. Man f\u00e5r hitta p\u00e5 annat. Allts\u00e5 studio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu har jag d\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5 mellanlandat vid datorn p\u00e5 kontoret. Mest f\u00f6r att se \u00f6ver lite papper. Men ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r att skriva det h\u00e4r inl\u00e4gget. Nope, t\u00e4nker inte jobba. Men helst b\u00f6r man inte sl\u00e4ppa saker h\u00e4r f\u00f6r l\u00e5ngt i allt f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga dagar. Och jo, det finns trettonhundra mail att ta sig igenom. Dom borde jag angripa. Innan de blir helt ohanterligt. Som i fjol. Tog tre dagar att h\u00e4mta igen inboxen efter semestern. Tr\u00e4ningsv\u00e4rk i delete-fingret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tv\u00e5 veckor kvar av semestern. B\u00f6rjar bli l\u00e4tt tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 TV-kv\u00e4llar och vila n\u00e4ra dvala. Det f\u00e5r bli lite mer aktivitet de h\u00e4r sista tv\u00e5 veckorna. Mer utvilad \u00e4n s\u00e5h\u00e4r blir ingen. Fast s\u00e5klart. Pension\u00e4r \u00e4r man. Det \u00e4r inga m\u00e5sten efter semester heller. Bara ett l\u00e4tt uppvaknade fr\u00e5n en slags vegeterande tillvaro till ett liv bland de levande s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det varar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men l\u00e4ser bra bok. Utan b\u00f6cker vet jag inte hur ett liv skulle gestalta sig. Fast kanske kan man prata sig ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att lyssna p\u00e5 andra. Bli en “stork\u00e4r<\/em>” och leda folket. Fast d\u00e5 hade det ju beh\u00f6vts folk som f\u00f6ljer en. Jag hade varit en Jesus utan l\u00e4rljungar. Troligen. S\u00e5 antagligen b\u00e4st som det \u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men studio nu allts\u00e5. Men f\u00f6rst s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 en tv\u00e4ttmaskin. S\u00e5dant d\u00e4r man g\u00f6r p\u00e5 automatik. Fungerar lite som det autonoma nervsystemet. B\u00e4ra ner. Sortera. Stoppa i maskin. K\u00f6r ig\u00e5ng. Plocka ur. ladda en ny maskin. H\u00e4nga upp tv\u00e4tt. Det \u00e4r inte ens tr\u00e5kigt. Eftersom ingen tanke beh\u00f6ver l\u00e4ggas p\u00e5 att f\u00e5 det gjort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Den 17’e juli och regn. Det finns ingen anledning att g\u00e5 ut. Speciellt eftersom planen var att klippa gr\u00e4smatta. Men inte en chans. Inte idag. Simma efter gr\u00e4sklippare \u00e4r inte min grej. S\u00e5 jag stannar inne. T\u00e4nker studio. Toalett-tak \u00e4r utrivet och f\u00f6rberett. Allt redo f\u00f6r m\u00e5lning. Men rummet beh\u00f6ver tid f\u00f6r att torka ur. 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