{"id":45518,"date":"2023-07-08T12:11:35","date_gmt":"2023-07-08T11:11:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45518"},"modified":"2023-07-08T12:11:35","modified_gmt":"2023-07-08T11:11:35","slug":"never-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45518","title":{"rendered":"Never again"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det <strong>\u00c4R<\/strong> semester. Per definition g\u00f6r jag v\u00e4ldigt lite. Ja i verkligheten ocks\u00e5. Vandrar mest runt. Lyssnar tretton g\u00e5nger p\u00e5 den nya l\u00e5ten som skall bli klar n\u00e5gon dag n\u00e4r det regnar igen. Plockar lite bland blommorna. Sitter en stund ute i solen. Funderar p\u00e5 om det inte vore bra att klippa gr\u00e4set. Men \u00e4r det nu inte lite v\u00e5tt? Det kan v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 st\u00e5 d\u00e4r till imorgon och torka upp \u00e4nd\u00e5?. Inte g\u00f6r v\u00e4l det n\u00e5got&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Humlorna. Dagk\u00e5por. Fest. Noterar i mitt sinne att d\u00e4r skall jag inte klippa. Dagk\u00e5por kvar. Definitivt. Det verkar som om det \u00e4r mumma det d\u00e4r. Tiotals humlor surrar lyckliga runt bland dem.  Fast kanske \u00e4r det bara arbete. Kanske \u00e4r inte humlorna alls s\u00e5 lyckliga som de l\u00e5ter. Kanske ojar de sig och gn\u00e4ller rent utav. Har h\u00e5rd arbetsdag. L\u00e4ngtar till kv\u00e4llen, natten och vilan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men ledig \u00e4r man. N\u00e5gra mail pockar p\u00e5 uppm\u00e4rksamhet, men annars h\u00e4nder inte mycket h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Ig\u00e5r Sveg. Vi t\u00e4nker lunch och ger oss n\u00e4stan iv\u00e4g mot Fun\u00e4sdalen. Men besinnar oss. Det blir pizza i Sveg. Standardk\u00e4k p\u00e5 semester. Men god. Min lite br\u00e4nd. Kommer be att f\u00e5 bli lite br\u00e4nda pizzor i framtiden om pizzamakare h\u00f6rsammar mina \u00f6nskem\u00e5l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast Sveg&#8230;  Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got sorgligt \u00f6ver den huvudorten. Det har uppst\u00e5tt saker p\u00e5 olika platser bara i n\u00e5got som kallas &#8220;Sveg&#8221;. Poff. Sen har det som hamnat d\u00e4r f\u00e5tt st\u00e5 kvar och f\u00f6rfalla. Inget har liksom h\u00e4ngt med i tiden. Decennier i artonhundratal och decennier i nittonhundratal st\u00e5r d\u00e4r som de en g\u00e5ng skapades. Kanske skulle alltsammans helt enkelt kulturminnesf\u00f6rklaras. Det beh\u00f6ver ju inte vara vackert f\u00f6r att st\u00e4mplas som &#8220;<em>kultur<\/em>&#8220;. Men varje g\u00e5ng man hamnar i Sveg s\u00e5 t\u00e4nker man aldrig mer en resa hit igen.  Jag gissar, och vet inuti mig sj\u00e4lv, att det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5 de flesta t\u00e4nker om Los ocks\u00e5 som \u00e4r h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k. <strong>Aldrig-mer-orter<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Musik. Live. Inte en ton har det lyssnats p\u00e5. \u00c4nnu. S\u00f6ker fortfarande. Men inget faller i smaken. F\u00f6r stort g\u00e5r bort. F\u00f6r konstigt g\u00e5r bort. Det kyrkliga k\u00e4nns f\u00f6r sv\u00e5rt. Jazz&#8230; N\u00e5ja. Svensktopparna. Suck! Var spelar H\u00e4lsingetopparna m\u00e5ntro?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men det beh\u00f6vs lunch idag ocks\u00e5. Nu rent utav. Troligen en sm\u00f6rg\u00e5s bara. Hemma. Man kan inte fara iv\u00e4g varje dag. Eller kan och kan. Vill man? Nope inte n\u00e4r man bor i Los. Eller&#8230; Man \u00e4lskar. Men n\u00f6jer sig s\u00e5klart inte med det. Bara idioter och f\u00f6r\u00e4lskade galningar ser bara det som \u00e4r bra. Los \u00e4r en gammal kompis. Inte perfekt. Men tillr\u00e4ckligt bra f\u00f6r att ha kvar. Det \u00e4r antagligen s\u00e5 Svegsborna ocks\u00e5 k\u00e4nner f\u00f6r Sveg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nu skall jag v\u00e4cka K som troligen somnat i h\u00e4ngmattan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00c4R semester. Per definition g\u00f6r jag v\u00e4ldigt lite. Ja i verkligheten ocks\u00e5. Vandrar mest runt. Lyssnar tretton g\u00e5nger p\u00e5 den nya l\u00e5ten som skall bli klar n\u00e5gon dag n\u00e4r det regnar igen. Plockar lite bland blommorna. Sitter en stund ute i solen. Funderar p\u00e5 om det inte vore bra att klippa gr\u00e4set. 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