{"id":45495,"date":"2023-06-30T08:49:16","date_gmt":"2023-06-30T07:49:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45495"},"modified":"2023-06-30T08:49:16","modified_gmt":"2023-06-30T07:49:16","slug":"snart-fri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45495","title":{"rendered":"Snart fri"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Photo by Nubia Navarro (nubikini) on Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n

Jag \u00e4r bara n\u00e5gra timmar fr\u00e5n “semester”. Stort “S” skall det v\u00e4l vara d\u00e4r egentligen. Eller p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndags eftermiddag eller kv\u00e4ll b\u00f6rjar den v\u00e4l egentligen eftersom man normalt skulle ha jobbat d\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K b\u00f6rjade sin ig\u00e5r. Eller p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag d\u00e5. Hon g\u00e5r nu omkring h\u00e4r i huset och flinar. Fyra veckor f\u00f6r\u00f6ver i frihetens tecken. God vind i seglen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag skall allts\u00e5 bara… men faktiskt st\u00e5r jag redan r\u00e4tt bekv\u00e4mt p\u00e5 en plat\u00e5. Grejen idag \u00e4r allts\u00e5 att inte f\u00e5 f\u00f6r sig att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got som leder vidare. Det kommer inte att bli l\u00e4tt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag f\u00e5r f\u00f6r mig att lyssna igenom min egen musik ig\u00e5r. G\u00e5r till min sida och l\u00e5ter Spotify servera. H\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att kr\u00e4kas efter en stund. “Sicken kl\u00e5pare<\/em>“. Inget av det d\u00e4r skulle ha gjorts offentligt. Blir inte ens nedst\u00e4md. Varf\u00f6r de som \u00e4nd\u00e5 lyssnar \u00f6ver huvud taget g\u00f6r det g\u00e5r mig sp\u00e5rl\u00f6st f\u00f6rbi. M\u00f6jligen anv\u00e4nds den som tortyr i olika sammanhang. Borde plockas ner. Man b\u00f6r s\u00e4lja iv\u00e4g gitarren…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det \u00e4r v\u00e4l samma med allt. Tittar man p\u00e5 gammal kod rodnar man. Gamla texter vill man elda upp. F\u00f6rhoppningsvis \u00e4r det n\u00e5gon slags utveckling som g\u00f6r att man k\u00e4nner s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r och f\u00f6rblir man en kl\u00e5pare. Den sista insikten kan f\u00f6rst\u00f6ra en hel semester. Fast en kl\u00e5pare kan m\u00f6jligen \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u00e4lska det han\/hon g\u00f6r. \u00c4lska att leva. Kanske borde det inte vara s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ser den h\u00e4r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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och det \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4kla snyggt s\u00e5klart. De som \u00e4r stora i ens samtid \u00e4r inte de som blir ih\u00e5gkomna i framtiden. H\u00e4r k\u00e4nner vi Lim-Johan i Ovan\u00e5ker, som m\u00e5nga s\u00e4kert skrattade \u00e5r d\u00e5 n\u00e4r han levde. Eller Mr Joll h\u00e4r uppe. Vi \u00e4r alla kuggar i ett st\u00f6rre maskineri. Om vi inte finns s\u00e5 finns inte en massa annat heller. Beroendena i olika riktningar \u00e4r fler \u00e4n man tror. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00e4rf\u00f6r har jag det lite sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r stora m\u00e4n och stora kvinnor. De som ser sig som f\u00f6rmer. Vill sl\u00e4pa ner dom till oss andra. V\u00e4ldigt m\u00e5nga s\u00e5dan finns det i sm\u00e5 samh\u00e4llen. Ja i stora ocks\u00e5. Men de f\u00f6rsvinner lite mer i m\u00e4ngden d\u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men just nu beh\u00f6vs allts\u00e5 lite musik – som inte \u00e4r min egen – som g\u00f6r mig bl\u00e5 och kodarsugen. Alldeles f\u00f6r ljusgul i sinnet denna dag. Gult det galna. R\u00f6tt ilskan. Bl\u00e5tt t\u00e5rarna. I det r\u00f6r man sig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jag \u00e4r bara n\u00e5gra timmar fr\u00e5n “semester”. Stort “S” skall det v\u00e4l vara d\u00e4r egentligen. Eller p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndags eftermiddag eller kv\u00e4ll b\u00f6rjar den v\u00e4l egentligen eftersom man normalt skulle ha jobbat d\u00e5. K b\u00f6rjade sin ig\u00e5r. Eller p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag d\u00e5. Hon g\u00e5r nu omkring h\u00e4r i huset och flinar. Fyra veckor f\u00f6r\u00f6ver i frihetens tecken. 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