{"id":45271,"date":"2023-06-12T07:20:25","date_gmt":"2023-06-12T06:20:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45271"},"modified":"2023-06-12T07:20:25","modified_gmt":"2023-06-12T06:20:25","slug":"lustgarden","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45271","title":{"rendered":"Lustg\u00e5rden"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Sommarmorgon. Edens lustg\u00e5rd. M\u00e5ste v\u00e4l vara s\u00e5h\u00e4r. L\u00e4ser n\u00e4mligen Knausg\u00e5rd. \u00c4nglar och lustg\u00e5rd och religion och vetenskap och historia. Fast det h\u00e4r nu p\u00e5 morgonen \u00e4r p\u00e5 riktigt. Jag h\u00e4nger en matta. Nej tv\u00e5. De som varit tv\u00e4ttade ocks\u00e5 innan. Har anv\u00e4nts till vinterfrusna rutor p\u00e5 bilen. Men blivit kvar i tv\u00e4ttstugan. Men allts\u00e5 blivit tv\u00e4ttade igen. Borde v\u00e4l vara rena nu d\u00e5. Skall stuva undan n\u00e5gonstans. Inte hitta igen n\u00e4r de beh\u00f6vs till vintern.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sl\u00e5r p\u00e5 tekokaren. Tar en vattenkanna och fyller n\u00e5gra t\u00f6rstande d\u00e4r ute. Allt nyplanterat ser ut s\u00e5d\u00e4r som man g\u00f6r n\u00e4r man kommit fr\u00e5n fris\u00f6ren. Men det brukar ordna sig. P\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt som nyfriserat ocks\u00e5 tar den v\u00e4gen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det \u00e4r helt klart n\u00e5got magiskt \u00f6ver en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r morgon. P\u00e5 n\u00e5got underligt s\u00e4tt tar de mig alltid tillbaks Leicester i England. Bil p\u00e5 v\u00e4g till jobbet. Alla morgnar, en hel sommar var s\u00e5h\u00e4r. En radio som st\u00e5r p\u00e5 med v\u00e4der, trafik och senaste nytt prat. Skall det inte regna j\u00e4mt i England? Ja precis som n\u00e4r man var barn f\u00f6rresten. Kanske var man bara lycklig d\u00e4r. Solen lyser p\u00e5 de lyckliga. Lustg\u00e5rdarna finns v\u00e4l inom oss.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tekokaren har skramlat f\u00e4rdigt. Plastschabraket. Men den v\u00e4rmer vatten. Alldeles utm\u00e4rkt. St\u00e4nger av sig sj\u00e4lv ocks\u00e5. Bra s\u00e5. Jag h\u00e4ller upp i den aubergine f\u00e4rgade muggen som det oftast dricks te ur. Earl grey f\u00f6r freden. G\u00e5r inte att tr\u00f6ttna p\u00e5. Man borde haft ett skv\u00e4tt whisky i en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r morgon. Bara f\u00f6r att man kan liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men relativt obruten vecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. M\u00e5ndagar \u00e4r ett under. Hur kan de ha s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt ryckte? M\u00f6jligheternas dag. Om man inte k\u00e4nner s\u00e5 \u00e4r det dags att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got nytt. Jobbigt? S\u00e5klart det \u00e4r s\u00e5. Men man \u00e4r ansvarig f\u00f6r sitt liv alldeles sj\u00e4lv. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Serru…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Om nu n\u00e5gon varit intresserad av vad jag skall g\u00f6ra idag s\u00e5 kanske jag skulle f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt f\u00f6rklara det h\u00e4r. Men ingen \u00e4r intresserad. N\u00e5gon kanske kan fr\u00e5ga p\u00e5 ren artighet. Men om jag d\u00e5 svarar ser jag ju att man inte lyssnar. JAg eller att det g\u00e5r dem helt f\u00f6rbi. De har st\u00e4ngts av l\u00e5ngt innan jag hunnit till f\u00f6rsta komma och punkt. Fel p\u00e5 s\u00e4ndaren s\u00e5klart. Tittar folk p\u00e5 Bonde s\u00f6ker fru f\u00e5r man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00f6rklara saker p\u00e5 den niv\u00e5n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e4nniskor \u00e4r som s\u00f6tsur s\u00e5s f\u00f6r mig. Man gillar och man gillar inte. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6r sv\u00e5rt med allt det d\u00e4r spelandet och inte-vara-sig-sj\u00e4lv-lekandet som p\u00e5g\u00e5r. I alla fall f\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som mig. Finns det en enda m\u00e4nniska som man riktigt, riktigt, riktigt kan lita p\u00e5. Nope. Ingen befinner sig p\u00e5 en s\u00e5dan plats. Du kan som mest hoppas n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller andra m\u00e4nniskor. Veta kan man aldrig. Jag har alltid dragit mig undan. Besk\u00e5dat – fascinerat det skall erk\u00e4nnas – alltsammans p\u00e5 (ganska) tryggt avst\u00e5nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag ta mig igenom nattens mail. Sen f\u00e5r dagen och veckan b\u00f6rja. Finns inget att klaga p\u00e5 allts\u00e5 och livet \u00e4r gott.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sommarmorgon. Edens lustg\u00e5rd. M\u00e5ste v\u00e4l vara s\u00e5h\u00e4r. L\u00e4ser n\u00e4mligen Knausg\u00e5rd. \u00c4nglar och lustg\u00e5rd och religion och vetenskap och historia. Fast det h\u00e4r nu p\u00e5 morgonen \u00e4r p\u00e5 riktigt. Jag h\u00e4nger en matta. Nej tv\u00e5. De som varit tv\u00e4ttade ocks\u00e5 innan. Har anv\u00e4nts till vinterfrusna rutor p\u00e5 bilen. Men blivit kvar i tv\u00e4ttstugan. Men allts\u00e5 blivit […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45271","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":27277,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27277","url_meta":{"origin":45271,"position":0},"title":"Vasaloppet","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-02-25","format":false,"excerpt":"Det regnar inte. 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