{"id":45258,"date":"2023-06-09T16:03:17","date_gmt":"2023-06-09T15:03:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45258"},"modified":"2023-06-09T16:03:17","modified_gmt":"2023-06-09T15:03:17","slug":"med-en-dares-envishet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=45258","title":{"rendered":"Med en d\u00e5res envishet"},"content":{"rendered":"
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F\u00e4rila, apotek, st\u00e4ngt, s\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet, Ljusdal, Apotek. F\u00e5r se studentfirande. P\u00e5 k\u00f6pet. Sk\u00f6nheten i det. M\u00e4nniskan i sin prime. Ungdomarna d\u00e4r i vita dyra m\u00f6ssor. Allt \u00e4r m\u00f6jligt d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Om man tar f\u00f6r sig. Vill. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men f\u00f6r en gamling blir det Coop och hem igen. Det finns fortfarande jobb att utf\u00f6ra. Anastacia<\/a> hj\u00e4lper mig. Festen \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt borta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Senaste dagarna \u00e4r uppgiften att \u00e4ndra lite p\u00e5 kod. En minut tar det h\u00f6gst inklusive att testa lokalt. Skicka upp grejerna till en server i USA. Testa d\u00e4r. Tar en kvart till tjugo minuter att k\u00f6ra. Fel igen. \u00c4ndra lokalt. En minut. Skicka upp… P\u00e5 tredje dagen nu. Fungerar lokalt p\u00e5 Linux och Windows men inte p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r servern i molnet. Helt blind s\u00e5 f\u00e5r testa och s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 mig en d\u00e5res envisa kostym. Fast det \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 som d\u00e5re jag kommer till min r\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sommaren \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00e4r nu. HURRA. HURRA. HURRA. Ned med persiennerna, upp med f\u00f6nstren och forts\u00e4tt stirra in i sk\u00e4rmarna som vanligt… Hmmm….<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det \u00e4r gott att leva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eller hur?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skickar en order. En liten en. Men en order. H\u00e4mtar paket. Batteri till robotdammsugare. En chansning. Kanske \u00e4r den slut den d\u00e4r smartingen. Men har varit l\u00e4mplig att k\u00f6ra h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret f\u00f6r att plocka upp det v\u00e4rsta utan att jag beh\u00f6ver kr\u00f6ka rygg. Fast slut h\u00e4r inneb\u00e4r en hel del. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e5klart laga hela v\u00e4gen tills det inte alls g\u00e5r f\u00f6rst. G\u00f6r inte alla det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min kompis popstj\u00e4rnan har l\u00e4mnat den egenskrivna musiken och gett sig in p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen att l\u00e5ta (n\u00e4stan) lika bra som en bandspelare. Fast han kallar det s\u00e5klart personliga covertolkningar. Jag hummar. Spottar. Mumlar “s\u00e4lja sin sj\u00e4l” till mammon och ropa in l\u00e4ttvindliga hejarop fr\u00e5n entusiastisk publik som k\u00e4nner igen sig. Ja “genv\u00e4g<\/em>stagare” l\u00e4gger jag till ocks\u00e5. Fast varf\u00f6r skall inte han f\u00e5 om alla andra f\u00e5r. Ja och i den \u00e5ldern. Men han har tagit upp m\u00e5lning ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5 troligen kan han f\u00e5 f\u00f6rl\u00e5telse f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r snedspr\u00e5nget. I alla fall om jag f\u00e5r k\u00f6pa en tidig tavla innan dom b\u00f6rjar kostar f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga pengar. \u00c4hhh skit i det h\u00f6gtravande f\u00f6rresten. Sl\u00e4nger in ett HEJA<\/strong> ist\u00e4llet. Det skall vara roligt att leva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men fredag. Helg. K\u00f6pa blommor. Plantera blommor. En h\u00e4rlighet det med. Upprepas \u00e5rligen. Pengar jag (vi) g\u00e4rna ger ut. Bel\u00f6ningen f\u00f6 rl\u00e5ng v\u00e4ntan och huttrande, skakande, t\u00e4nders skallrande. Nu h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n ser det b\u00e4ttre ut. Fan, prognos s\u00e4ger trettio grader n\u00e4sta vecka. L\u00e4ge att klaga. Gn\u00e4lla. Eller k\u00f6pa fl\u00e4kt. Ja eller accepter och dricka en pilsner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast prognoser \u00e4r prognoser och verklighet \u00e4r veklighet. Just nu sitter jag i alla fall h\u00e4r och fryser. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skitsamma. Grattis, Hurra och jam\u00e5henleva. Utifall. Kastar man ur sig. F\u00f6r s\u00e4kerhets skull. Oj<\/strong>!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

F\u00e4rila, apotek, st\u00e4ngt, s\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet, Ljusdal, Apotek. F\u00e5r se studentfirande. P\u00e5 k\u00f6pet. Sk\u00f6nheten i det. M\u00e4nniskan i sin prime. Ungdomarna d\u00e4r i vita dyra m\u00f6ssor. Allt \u00e4r m\u00f6jligt d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Om man tar f\u00f6r sig. Vill. Men f\u00f6r en gamling blir det Coop och hem igen. Det finns fortfarande jobb att utf\u00f6ra. Anastacia hj\u00e4lper mig. Festen […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":26848,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=26848","url_meta":{"origin":45258,"position":0},"title":"N\u00e4r fan blir gammal","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-01-25","format":false,"excerpt":"Det s\u00e4gs att n\u00e4r fan blir gammal s\u00e5 blir han religi\u00f6s. 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