{"id":44902,"date":"2023-04-25T12:14:54","date_gmt":"2023-04-25T11:14:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44902"},"modified":"2023-04-25T12:14:54","modified_gmt":"2023-04-25T11:14:54","slug":"snurrande-hjul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44902","title":{"rendered":"Snurrande hjul"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"580\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=580%2C580&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-44903\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?w=2560&amp;ssl=1 2560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=1024%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C768&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=1536%2C1536&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=2048%2C2048&amp;ssl=1 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=1200%2C1200&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?resize=1980%2C1980&amp;ssl=1 1980w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/04\/IMG_20230425_105927_078-scaled.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det \u00e4r ganska mycket ekorrhjul nu. Jag \u00f6nskar. Shanghai fixar. Jag f\u00e5r leta fel. Fel i egen kod och i det som fixats. Det tar en dag. Man liksom g\u00e5r och g\u00e5r och kommer inte fram till d\u00f6rren, ja eller springer d\u00e5 i det s.k. ekorrhjulet (borde det f\u00f6rresten inte heta hamsterhjul eller n\u00e5got?). Fast bra blir det. Kul ocks\u00e5 att interagera med andra programmerare. Det g\u00f6r jag s\u00e4llan numera. Tr\u00e5kigt nog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men tillbaks p\u00e5 ruta ett nu och kan forts\u00e4tta fram\u00e5t en bit till. F\u00e5r iv\u00e4g kort ig\u00e5r och de \u00e4r redan i produktion. Dyker v\u00e4l upp vad det lider. Lika sp\u00e4nnande varje g\u00e5ng. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tror allt blir bra till slut. Det \u00e4r i alla fall m\u00e5let. Ja och hinna fram till en lugn punkt innan K har semester s\u00e5 att jag ocks\u00e5 kan slappna av under n\u00e5gra veckor. Tror det beh\u00f6vs just nu. P\u00e5 riktigt. N\u00e4ra&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ute faller sn\u00f6n. N\u00e4r jag skjutsar K till jobbet idag s\u00e5 f\u00e5r jag k\u00e4nslan av ett tidigt sn\u00f6fall i oktober. Men det \u00e4r ljuset som avsl\u00f6jar den d\u00e4r illusionen. Det h\u00e4rliga ljuset. Men sn\u00f6n f\u00e5r man allts\u00e5 st\u00e5 ut.  Hj\u00e4lper inte ett dugg att gn\u00e4lla p\u00e5 den som med s\u00e5 mycket  annat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">R\u00e5kar k\u00f6pa &#8220;lite&#8221; godis n\u00e4r jag \u00e4r ner till aff\u00e4ren och h\u00e4mtar ett paket. Karakt\u00e4ren har aldrig varit bra.  Beach 2023 f\u00e5r bli beach 2024. Konsekvenst\u00e4nk. Men t\u00e4nker att det kunde varit alkohol eller tunga droger ocks\u00e5. Nu f\u00e5r man en vacker mage och pondus. Ja och f\u00f6rkortar livet med n\u00e5gra \u00e5r kanske. Men p\u00e5 det kontot finns annat ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men nu \u00e4ta mat enbart f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 kaffe efter den. Man SKA \u00e4ta mat l\u00e4rde mig min mamma. \u00c4ven om man \u00e4ter skrot. S\u00e5 jag \u00e4ter mat.  OCH skrot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Med kaffet f\u00f6ljer f\u00f6rhoppningsvis lite energi att f\u00f6r koda. Nu st\u00e5endes p\u00e5 ruta noll igen s\u00e5 finns framkomlig v\u00e4g att g\u00e5 fram\u00e5t. Jag har s\u00e4llan problem att b\u00f6rja g\u00e5 fr\u00e5n en s\u00e5dan punkt. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4r man st\u00e5r i groparna, de med lera och hala kanter, som man ibland kan misstr\u00f6sta. P\u00e5 plan mark och p\u00e5 kullarna, d\u00e4r finns inget att klaga p\u00e5. Nope och napp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fr\u00e5gan nu \u00e4r vad man skall \u00e4ta till lunch idag? Alla dessa val&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r ganska mycket ekorrhjul nu. Jag \u00f6nskar. Shanghai fixar. Jag f\u00e5r leta fel. Fel i egen kod och i det som fixats. Det tar en dag. Man liksom g\u00e5r och g\u00e5r och kommer inte fram till d\u00f6rren, ja eller springer d\u00e5 i det s.k. ekorrhjulet (borde det f\u00f6rresten inte heta hamsterhjul eller n\u00e5got?). 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