{"id":44819,"date":"2023-04-14T14:06:23","date_gmt":"2023-04-14T13:06:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44819"},"modified":"2023-04-14T14:06:23","modified_gmt":"2023-04-14T13:06:23","slug":"i-min-alder","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44819","title":{"rendered":"I min \u00e5lder"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I min \u00e5lder s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man b\u00f6rja bli misst\u00e4nksam till olika priser. Ni vet f\u00f6r god g\u00e4rning under livet (ibland g\u00f6r mellanslag underverk…) och s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r. Tr\u00f6stpriser. F\u00f6r att man inte fick n\u00e5gra priser innan femtio. Allts\u00e5 riktiga priser. D\u00e4r det finns konkurrens om dom. S\u00e5h\u00e4r som pension\u00e4r \u00e4r allt man erbjuds tr\u00f6stpriser. Man borde tacka nej s\u00e5klart. Speciellt om det \u00e4r kungen som delar ut. “Du<\/em>” sitter h\u00e5rt i mitt spr\u00e5kbruk. Uppn\u00e4sor b\u00f6r p\u00e5 n\u00e4sbr\u00e4nna. Det kan sluta i skandal. Ja kanske om det h\u00e4nt innan femtio ocks\u00e5. Usch! T\u00e4nk p\u00e5 alla moderater som f\u00e5r h\u00f6gt blodtryck av bara tanken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5ja, vad \u00e4r en bal p\u00e5 slottet. Priser… Dom kan man ju inte \u00e4ta som r\u00e4ven sa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e4r in “den sista<\/em>” pallen pellets f\u00f6r s\u00e4songen. Tror man. Men best\u00e4ller hur som helst bara en. Hoppas. Fast har beting p\u00e5 en till. Utifall. Har krupit mot korset f\u00f6rut n\u00e4r maj varit “kallare \u00e4n vanligt<\/em>“. Allts\u00e5 de sista sjutton \u00e5ren.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast jag orkar i alla fall b\u00e4ra in en pall fortfarande. Fl\u00e5sande javisst. Men tycker det till med \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt n\u00e4r jag v\u00e4l f\u00e5tt upp v\u00e4rmen. Man g\u00e5r de d\u00e4r tjugo metrarna ut, upp f\u00f6r trappen, tar en s\u00e4ck, g\u00e5r ner f\u00f6r trappen, g\u00e5r de tjugo metrarna tillbaks till pannrummet, lastar av och upprepar tills pallen \u00e4r tom. En enkel for-loop i min v\u00e4rld. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

for (uint8_t i=0;i<52; i++) {\n     doWork();\n     yield();\n}<\/code><\/pre>\n\n\n\n
Det \u00e4r den d\u00e4r yield()<\/strong> som g\u00f6r det v\u00e4rt att greja med. Det \u00e4r d\u00e5 man kan l\u00e5ta tankar fl\u00f6da fritt d\u00e4r i huvudet. doWork() <\/strong>\u00e4r faktiskt inte mer arbetsam att man kan ha en ganska avancerad tankekedja ig\u00e5ng under yield-tiden. Toppen allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Men nu sitter jag ju h\u00e4r igen. Lillkatten, som har varit behj\u00e4lplig d\u00e4r ute, har somnat p\u00e5 stolen bredvid mig. Misst\u00e4nker att hon egentligen \u00e4r en hund. Sj\u00e4lv sitter jag allts\u00e5 h\u00e4r och skriver det h\u00e4r. Ja jag dricker kaffe ocks\u00e5. L\u00f6n f\u00f6r m\u00f6dan kallas den kaffekoppen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fast egentligen h\u00e5ller jag p\u00e5 att programmera i mitt anletes svett. Koda. Just nu \u00e4r det lite Linux kod f\u00f6r att l\u00e4sa och skicka r\u00e5a IEEE 802.11 frame’ar. M\u00e5nga f\u00e4lt finns det kan man sammanfatta det med. Men fungerar g\u00f6r det. OJ s\u00e4ger man n\u00e4stan. Tror det kan bli anv\u00e4ndbart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Blir sponsrad med en enkortsdator. Dyker v\u00e4l upp i veckan. En ROCK 4 C+<\/a> Linux grunka som ser mycket intressant ut.  Kan bli anv\u00e4ndbar.  \u00c5terigen f\u00f6r lite liv kvar f\u00f6r allt som skall g\u00f6ras d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fast fredag. Snart vila. La mig tolv ig\u00e5r. L\u00e4ste en timme. Upp sex. Hela veckan har varit s\u00e5. S\u00f6mnskulden skall betalas. Det g\u00f6rs b\u00e4st i gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa. En del h\u00e4vdar att man inte kan betala tillbaks s\u00f6mnskulden. Att den h\u00e4nger kvar. OJ s\u00e5 fel dom har. Att jag lever idag \u00e4r ett bevis p\u00e5 det. Men kanske \u00e4r folk olika d\u00e4r som p\u00e5 andra s\u00e4tt. Kanske \u00e4r m\u00e4nniskan inte en genuin klump som forskningen s\u00e5 ofta f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00e5 m\u00e4nniskan att bli.  Olikheterna \u00e4r v\u00e5r s\u00e4rart. G\u00e4ller f\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt allt levande.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tre och en halvtimme kvar innan pizzan \u00e4r klar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Klara – f\u00e4rdiga – g\u00e5!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I min \u00e5lder s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man b\u00f6rja bli misst\u00e4nksam till olika priser. Ni vet f\u00f6r god g\u00e4rning under livet (ibland g\u00f6r mellanslag underverk…) och s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r. Tr\u00f6stpriser. F\u00f6r att man inte fick n\u00e5gra priser innan femtio. Allts\u00e5 riktiga priser. D\u00e4r det finns konkurrens om dom. S\u00e5h\u00e4r som pension\u00e4r \u00e4r allt man erbjuds tr\u00f6stpriser. 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