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Jag h\u00e4lsar p\u00e5 tomatplantorna. Dom som nu \u00e4r en dryg centimeter men som kommer att vara mer \u00e4n tv\u00e5 meter innan sommaren \u00e4r \u00f6ver. F\u00f6r en del \u00e4r inte det d\u00e4r magi. Fr\u00f6et till plantan. Sk\u00f6rden. F\u00f6delse av liv. Liv. F\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det allt. F\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som mig den st\u00f6rsta k\u00e4nslan av magi. Inget av det andra jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med kommer ens i n\u00e4rheten av det d\u00e4r. S\u00e5klart s\u00e5. Sj\u00e4lvdistans till det man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med beh\u00f6vs s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r att se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men en planta, en tomat, den man spar och tar ut fr\u00f6na i och l\u00e4gger p\u00e5 tidningspapper \u00e4r “mamma<\/em>” till alla som skall bli sommarens tomater, S\u00e5 h\u00e5ller det p\u00e5. Jorden och n\u00e4ringen att v\u00e4xa i \u00e4r mest kompost efter det vi \u00e4ter. Cirklar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att h\u00e4mta solvarma tomater och gurkor till grillsalladen fr\u00e5n v\u00e4xthuset \u00e4r en lyx som \u00e4r sv\u00e5r att \u00f6vertr\u00e4ffa med bilar, b\u00e5tar och dyra klockor. En dag skall vi skaffa h\u00f6ns igen ocks\u00e5. Att h\u00e4mta \u00e4gg, varma och lena d\u00e4r de ligger nyplockade i handen, ja och prata en stund med h\u00f6nsen, lyssna p deras visdom, ge dom mat, OJ, det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nhet. Ja och g\u00f6dsel d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n d\u00e5 till allt annat. Rester tillbaks som mat. Cirklar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5gon kommenterar prideflaggorna jag har uppsatta i studion. “Jass\u00e5 du \u00e4r s\u00e5n du<\/em>“. Ja och jag ler f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv. Ja “jag \u00e4r s\u00e5n<\/em>“. Har alltid varit. En vanlig heterosexuell (numera) gubbe. Men olika. De d\u00e4r f\u00e4rgerna s\u00e4ger att man f\u00e5r vara hur man vill och \u00e4lska vem man vill. “\u00e4r man s\u00e5n<\/em>” om man tror p\u00e5 det s\u00e5 ja d\u00e5 “\u00e4r jag s\u00e5n<\/em>“. F.\u00f6. tycker jag nog att de som \u00e4r bisexuella borde vara de som \u00e4r mest “normala<\/em>” eftersom de kan \u00e4lska alla. Har kommit l\u00e4ngre i sin utveckling \u00e4n vi andra. K\u00e4rlek om n\u00e5got borde v\u00e4l vara enkelt. Inte begr\u00e4nsad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har b\u00f6rjat min dag med att skotta. Det beh\u00f6vdes vl egentligen inte. Tung bl\u00f6tsn\u00f6 sm\u00e4lter bort av sig sj\u00e4lv innan dagen \u00e4r slut. Men det var liksom sk\u00f6nt n\u00e4r jag v\u00e4l hade b\u00f6rjat s\u00e5 jag skottade rent. Nu har jag i alla fall gjort n\u00e5got vettigt idag som ingen kan ifr\u00e5gas\u00e4tta. Resten av dagen t\u00e4nker jag “sitta hemma<\/em>“.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men fortfarande lite euforisk efter g\u00e5rdagens framg\u00e5ngar. Hoppet idag \u00e4r att det g\u00e5r att ta sig fram\u00e5t d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Det h\u00e4r delprojektet har dragit ut p\u00e5 tiden. Fast \u00e4r man nu pension\u00e4r och fri s\u00e5 spelar ju det ingen roll. Vem skall klaga liksom? Jag ger \u00e4nd\u00e5 bort allt gratis n\u00e4r det \u00e4r klart. Jag ger bort allt gratis. Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 bara sand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men d\u00e5s\u00e5. Onsdag. Det har tagits en allt f\u00f6r stor tugga av den h\u00e4r veckan redan. Glufs. Glufs. Glufs. Som det \u00e4r med veckorna nu f\u00f6r tiden. De rinner liksom mellan fingrarna. Men med detta \u00e4r det som det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart. Man kan bara g\u00f6ra det b\u00e4sta man kan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag h\u00e4lsar p\u00e5 tomatplantorna. Dom som nu \u00e4r en dryg centimeter men som kommer att vara mer \u00e4n tv\u00e5 meter innan sommaren \u00e4r \u00f6ver. F\u00f6r en del \u00e4r inte det d\u00e4r magi. Fr\u00f6et till plantan. Sk\u00f6rden. F\u00f6delse av liv. Liv. F\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det allt. F\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som mig den st\u00f6rsta k\u00e4nslan av magi. 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