{"id":44649,"date":"2023-03-20T08:14:42","date_gmt":"2023-03-20T07:14:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44649"},"modified":"2023-03-20T08:14:42","modified_gmt":"2023-03-20T07:14:42","slug":"bra-15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44649","title":{"rendered":"Bra"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Jag k\u00e4nner en n\u00f6jdhet n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nder skrivbordlampan och loggar in, nyss nedkommen till kontoret. Det finns egentligen ingen som helst anledning till den k\u00e4nslan. Jag \u00e4r gammal, fattig och ocool. Men det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 d\u00e4r varje morgon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jo jag inser att jag \u00e4r privilegierad d\u00e4r jag \u00e4r nu. Man skall vara \u00e4nnu dummare \u00e4n vad jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r att inte f\u00f6rst\u00e5 det. Och jag tar verkligen inte den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan f\u00f6r given. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4nd\u00e5 finns den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan av nedst\u00e4mdhet alltid med mig. Den som alltid f\u00f6ljer mig och har blivit min andra livskamrat. Den som h\u00e5ller sig p\u00e5 lagom avst\u00e5nd fr\u00e5n depressioner och som faktiskt verkar vara en f\u00f6ruts\u00e4ttning f\u00f6r inspirationen och det kreativa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. L\u00e5t en ny vecka ha sin b\u00f6rjan. Fast den v\u00e4l egentligen redan b\u00f6rjade ig\u00e5r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag k\u00e4nner en n\u00f6jdhet n\u00e4r jag t\u00e4nder skrivbordlampan och loggar in, nyss nedkommen till kontoret. Det finns egentligen ingen som helst anledning till den k\u00e4nslan. Jag \u00e4r gammal, fattig och ocool. Men det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 d\u00e4r varje morgon. Jo jag inser att jag \u00e4r privilegierad d\u00e4r jag \u00e4r nu. 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