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Det finns hopp. Jag h\u00f6r ju det p\u00e5 de f\u00f6r\u00e4lskade skatorna som sm\u00e5gnabbas i storgranen. Gammelgranen. \u00c5ldringen h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen, +100 och mer, har s\u00e5klart varit med f\u00f6rr. Kan det d\u00e4r med att v\u00e4nta. Mer \u00e4n vad jag kan och n\u00e5gonsin kommer att l\u00e4ra mig. Jag som vill ha sommar nu. Fort. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag skottar upp det som f\u00f6ll ig\u00e5r n\u00e4r vintern var h\u00e4r igen, h\u00e4lsade p\u00e5 med allt den har. Tungt men inga r\u00e5gade spadar g\u00e5r att \u00e5stadkomma. Det g\u00e5r \u00e4nd\u00e5 l\u00e4tt. Om man andas emellan tagen. St\u00e5r d\u00e4r en stund och k\u00e4nner att solen v\u00e4rmer och att det droppar och drippar och droppar och andas v\u00e5r. Djupbl\u00e5 himmel. Ja d\u00e4r uppe \u00e5terspeglar sig havet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gammelgranen f\u00f6rresten. Vi s\u00e5gade ner en j\u00e4mn\u00e5rig f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga \u00e5r sedan. som stod n\u00e4rmare oss De var nog b\u00e4sta kompisar. Det finns en sorg \u00f6ver det stolta tr\u00e4dets hela gestalt sedan den dagen. Jag s\u00e4ger f\u00f6rl\u00e5t varje g\u00e5ng jag g\u00e5r f\u00f6rbi. Sk\u00e4ms f\u00f6r att vi ville ha en guntta mer ljus fr\u00e5n s\u00f6der. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi befinner oss i tiden n\u00e4r man vill vara ute med allt man har. Men en tid n\u00e4r det inte finns mycket man kan g\u00f6ra d\u00e4r ute. N\u00e5gra v\u00e4ndor p\u00e5 den uppskottade delen av g\u00e5rdsplan sen har man sett det som g\u00e5r att se. En m\u00e5nad kvar av det livet. Att st\u00e5 ut i sin l\u00e4ngtan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars blir det s\u00e5klart inte mycket. S\u00e5 som det s\u00e4llan blir den h\u00e4r tiden. Man f\u00e5r gneta p\u00e5. Sitta och titta p\u00e5 klockan n\u00e4r den tar sig fram\u00e5t. Fast n\u00e5got har vaknat \u00e4nd\u00e5 d\u00e4r inom en. Hoppet kanske. Det d\u00e4r enda man har kvar of\u00f6rst\u00f6rt. N\u00e4r hoppet flyr, ja d\u00e5 \u00e4r det \u00f6ver.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det finns hopp. Jag h\u00f6r ju det p\u00e5 de f\u00f6r\u00e4lskade skatorna som sm\u00e5gnabbas i storgranen. Gammelgranen. \u00c5ldringen h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen, +100 och mer, har s\u00e5klart varit med f\u00f6rr. Kan det d\u00e4r med att v\u00e4nta. Mer \u00e4n vad jag kan och n\u00e5gonsin kommer att l\u00e4ra mig. Jag som vill ha sommar nu. Fort. 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