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T\u00e4nker du ringa mig idag s\u00e5 m\u00f6ts du av tystnad. Har annat att g\u00f6ra n\u00e4mligen. S\u00e5 l\u00e5t bli<\/span>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Grumpy old men.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det blir liksom v\u00e4rre och v\u00e4rre. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tyv\u00e4rr kan man inte s\u00e4ga upp sitt telefonabonnemang och fortfarande vara en del av dagens samh\u00e4lle. Egentligen borde man v\u00e4l gjort det. F\u00e5tt lugn och ro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars, sol ute, sol inne, sol i sinne. Tro det eller ej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast torsdag. Vecka snart slut. Jo. Det \u00e4r det som stressar. Vill hitta plattform att st\u00e5 p\u00e5 under helgen. Position som inte stressar. Som om n\u00e5got annat \u00e4n d\u00f6den skulle kunna rubba balansen hos en pension\u00e4r. Icke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ig\u00e5r fick jag tv\u00e5 semlor och fyra bullar. “Bulle-me<\/em>” varning… Ja eller bara “bulimivarning<\/em>“. Men okr\u00e4kandes. S\u00e5 troligen “Bulle-me<\/em>“. Fast gott var det. Sista bullen inmundigades klockan 00:49 st\u00e5ende i k\u00f6ket i kalsonger efter att ha varit ner i k\u00e4llaren och \u00e5terstartat en surande Hulk. Somnade gott sen efter att ha vridit och v\u00e4nt p\u00e5 tjockkroppen i en timme. Tjocksmockens dans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Solen ute ig\u00e5r lurar och f\u00f6rf\u00f6r. Man vill ut. Men v\u00e4l ute m\u00e4rker man av den iskalla polarvinden. Den liksom letar sig in i allt och fryser ner och f\u00f6rg\u00f6r allt som vill ha v\u00e4rme. Speciellt intressanta \u00e4r personer som redan innan \u00e4r frusna.Jag.. Helvetesvindar. S\u00e5 idag stannar man inne. Med en plan. Att f\u00e5 n\u00e5got gjort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man t\u00e4nker att man f\u00e5r de d\u00e4r tv\u00e5hundrafemtio miljonerna inbetalda p\u00e5 kontor. I dollar. F\u00f6rutom att K inte skulle beh\u00f6va g\u00e5 till ett betalt arbete s\u00e5 skulle det inte f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra ett dugg. Jag har suttit h\u00e4r som en ocool gubbe i alla fall. Gjort samma saker. M\u00f6jligen hade jag rest iv\u00e4g och k\u00e4nt f\u00f6rsiktigt p\u00e5 pyramiderna och fyllt mitt sandur med sand, druckit te i Tokyo och k\u00f6rt cabriolet f\u00f6r fort (en V8, tv\u00e5 lite milen) efter kustv\u00e4gen Los Angeles . San Francisco. Men sen d\u00e5? Jo man hade suttit h\u00e4r. Gjort det h\u00e4r man g\u00f6r nu. Varit lycklig i det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast f\u00e5r man pengar s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man s\u00e5klart v\u00e4nner och beundrare. B\u00e5da skulle det kanske finnas behov av. Eller inte. N\u00e4r jag \u00e4r ner till aff\u00e4ren ig\u00e5r \u00e4r det bara kass\u00f6rskan som hejar tillbaks. Man h\u00f6r liksom inte till. Men det finns en sk\u00f6nhet i det ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r som om man bodde i Bagarmossen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skall sluta heja p\u00e5 folk. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast fan trott.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag i alla fall jobba i mitt anletes svett. “Sitter man hemma<\/em>” som jag g\u00f6r s\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart ingen som tror att man kan g\u00f6ra det. Man k\u00e4nner andra efter sig sj\u00e4lv. Ja och svettig blir man v\u00e4l s\u00e4llan. Man \u00e4r ju s\u00e5 frusen. Men tr\u00f6tt \u00e5tminstone. Ocks\u00e5 t\u00e4nkande tar energi. Fler borde prova den sysslan. F\u00e5r jag bara vara i fred s\u00e5 \u00e4r jag n\u00f6jd. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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T\u00e4nker du ringa mig idag s\u00e5 m\u00f6ts du av tystnad. Har annat att g\u00f6ra n\u00e4mligen. S\u00e5 l\u00e5t bli. Grumpy old men. Det blir liksom v\u00e4rre och v\u00e4rre. Tyv\u00e4rr kan man inte s\u00e4ga upp sitt telefonabonnemang och fortfarande vara en del av dagens samh\u00e4lle. Egentligen borde man v\u00e4l gjort det. F\u00e5tt lugn och ro. 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