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Sj\u00e4lv har jag ingen m\u00f6jlighet att g\u00e5 p\u00e5 Perssons 60-\u00e5rs fest. Men en kamrat fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr \u00e4r d\u00e4r och levererar b\u00e5de bilder och r\u00f6rligt material s\u00e5 att jag n\u00e4stan \u00e4r med jag ocks\u00e5. De traditionella selfie bilderna med var och en av artisterna efter\u00e5t s\u00e5klart d\u00e4r backstage. Det \u00e4r ju en celeber samling artister med, den Svenska eliten. Ja och fler som inte fanns p\u00e5 scen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5 jag har upplevt en hel del konserter p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r viset. Kamrater fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr som ringt upp och levererat mina favoritl\u00e5tar live fr\u00e5n olika geografiska positioner. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men de d\u00e4r selfie-bilderna har jag sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r. Som den han skickar med Winnerb\u00e4ck. Jod\u00e5, jag gillar verkligen Winnerb\u00e4ck men skulle aldrig be om att f\u00e5 ta en selfie med honom. Inte med n\u00e5gon annan heller f\u00f6rresten. Men min kamrat levererar ett tiotal. Sj\u00e4lv ser jag ingen mening med det d\u00e4r alls. Jod\u00e5 jag tar g\u00e4rna en \u00f6l med n\u00e5gon av dom om det r\u00e5kar falla sig s\u00e5. Pratar lite. Skriver en l\u00e5t. Avg\u00f6r hur stora i korken och f\u00f6rst\u00f6rda de \u00e4r. Eller inte. Men sen d\u00e5?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man \u00e4r olika. Och det \u00e4r OK att vara olika. Ja rent av sj\u00e4lva f\u00f6ruts\u00e4ttningen f\u00f6r existensen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6r dessutom till\u00e4gga att min “kompis fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr<\/em>“, som innehar backstagepass till det mesta, \u00e4r en v\u00e4ldigt f\u00f6rtr\u00e4fflig person i allt. S\u00e5 inte ens en liten skugga skall falla \u00f6ver honom f\u00f6r att han nu ocks\u00e5 r\u00e5kar vara en selfie-junkie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det sn\u00f6ar. En rej\u00e4l d\u00e4mp. Med l\u00e4tt pudrig sn\u00f6. Skid\u00e5kar-paradis-sn\u00f6. Swish – Swish – Swish<\/em>. Men den skall \u00e4nd\u00e5 skottas. Detta \u00e4gnar jag mig \u00e5t en stund h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Men v\u00e5rsol, fem sex minus, l\u00e4ttskottat. Man kan ha det s\u00e4mre. Lungorna suger i sig ren sk\u00f6n fin luft som om den inte f\u00e5tt s\u00e5dan sedan f\u00f6rra sekleskiftet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast egentligen kan det v\u00e4l r\u00e4cka med sn\u00f6 nu. Fast s\u00e5 blir det s\u00e5klart aldrig. Men nu sn\u00f6ar det mest f\u00f6r v\u00e5ra synders skull. Och s\u00e5dana har man ju n\u00e5gra. Inget att klaga p\u00e5 s\u00e5ledes. Man f\u00e5r st\u00e5 ut. K\u00e4nna sig pryglad av varenda sn\u00f6flinga som faller.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Talgoxarna \u00e4r k\u00e5ta och hormonstinna som ett g\u00e4ng gymnasieelever p\u00e5 fest. L\u00e5ter ungef\u00e4r lika. Hur man kan tycka det \u00e4r vackert n\u00e4r talgoxar sjunger (l\u00e4s skriker) och inte vackert n\u00e4r ton\u00e5ringar skriker (l\u00e4s sjunger) fattar jag inte. Samma. En hj\u00e4rna i f\u00f6rfall antagligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I natten, vid tv\u00e5, skickar Hulken SMS och \u00f6nskar hj\u00e4lp. Gubbe f\u00e5r masa sig upp ur s\u00e4ngen och ta sig ner i k\u00e4llare. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r inget konstigt. Det enda som var konstigt denna g\u00e5ng var att jag fick p\u00e5 mig byxor och inte bara gick ner i kalsonger. Man t\u00e4nker “skr\u00e4m inte de eviga kvarsittarna<\/em>“.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Van att vara upp\u00e5 och prostata-pinka tjugo g\u00e5nger per natt (n\u00e5ja \u00f6verdriver lite d\u00e4r) s\u00e5 \u00e4r en s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r avbr\u00e4ck i sovandet ens ett st\u00f6rningsmoment. \u00c5tminstone inte n\u00e4r det sm\u00e5j\u00e4vlas. Storj\u00e4vlas det kan man bli d\u00e4r hela natten. D\u00e5 kan man beh\u00f6va st\u00f6dsova under dan. Men sover \u00f6ver med en timme lik f\u00f6rbaskat. \u00c4nnu mer f\u00f6rfall. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag backa upp lite. Sen jobba. Sen helgvila. L\u00e4tt liv har man. Klagar lite d\u00e5 och d\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5 som synes. Det \u00e4r en gammal vana det d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sj\u00e4lv har jag ingen m\u00f6jlighet att g\u00e5 p\u00e5 Perssons 60-\u00e5rs fest. Men en kamrat fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr \u00e4r d\u00e4r och levererar b\u00e5de bilder och r\u00f6rligt material s\u00e5 att jag n\u00e4stan \u00e4r med jag ocks\u00e5. De traditionella selfie bilderna med var och en av artisterna efter\u00e5t s\u00e5klart d\u00e4r backstage. 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