{"id":44403,"date":"2023-02-21T08:34:01","date_gmt":"2023-02-21T07:34:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44403"},"modified":"2023-02-21T08:34:01","modified_gmt":"2023-02-21T07:34:01","slug":"fladder","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44403","title":{"rendered":"Fladder"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"812\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=580%2C812&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"macro photography of butterflies perched on lavender flower\" class=\"wp-image-44404\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?w=929&amp;ssl=1 929w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=214%2C300&amp;ssl=1 214w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=732%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 732w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/pexels-photo-675313.jpeg?resize=768%2C1075&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photo by Cindy Gustafson on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/macro-photography-of-butterflies-perched-on-lavender-flower-675313\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Skottat. Det har dumpit ner en decimeter igen. En till d\u00e4mp \u00e4r visst p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. &#8220;<em>Det \u00e4r inte klart f\u00f6rr\u00e4n den fete damen skottat<\/em>&#8221; skulle man kunna travestera. Det skall tydligen vara en dam. Annars skulle det finnas hopp efter min skottning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men fan fan fan! Det \u00e4r semmeldag idag. Den lokala bagaren slutade visst ta emot best\u00e4llningar i fredags. Undertecknad hyser allts\u00e5 inget hopp om ens en enda semla idag. Men den som v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 n\u00e5got gott&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tittar p\u00e5 SMHI och det r\u00e4cker tydligen inte med en till d\u00e4mp. Det handlar om plural. Men det som skall ner det skall ner. Havet l\u00e4ngtar efter varenda \u00e4lskad vattenmolekyl och precis som sandkornen i \u00f6knen har de alla ett namn och ett nummer. &#8220;<em>A bad number<\/em>&#8220;. N\u00e5ja. Fem kanske. Lite harml\u00f6st s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Men en del l\u00e4r dessutom heta Kurt. Det \u00e4r man s\u00e4ker p\u00e5. Extra &#8220;dipoliga&#8221;. Havet \u00e4lskar sina barn i alla fall. L\u00e4ngtar efter \u00e5terf\u00f6reningen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vatten i dess olika former \u00e4r annars mycket sp\u00e4nnande rent fysikaliskt och kemiskt. Man kan anv\u00e4nda ett liv och ett till f\u00f6r att avsl\u00f6ja dess \u00e5terst\u00e5ende mysterier. Men det fick allts\u00e5 bli n\u00e5gon annan som tog sig an den uppgiften. Men kanske i n\u00e4sta liv&#8230; om man nu inte blir fj\u00e4ril&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men ljuset \u00e4r h\u00e4r. De d\u00e4r sn\u00e4d\u00e4mparna \u00e4r desperata f\u00f6rs\u00f6k att h\u00e5lla kvar vintern. Men varje l\u00f6ssn\u00f6d\u00e4mp \u00e4r bara en present till 08or p\u00e5 sportlovssemester och hj\u00e4lper efter det &#8220;jobbet&#8221; egentligen bara sj\u00e4lva sn\u00f6sm\u00e4ltningen. Det beh\u00f6vs bara sol sen sm\u00e4lter och rinner och droppar den d\u00e4r l\u00f6ssn\u00f6n ner i den packade gammelsn\u00f6n och luckrar upp och tar millimeter f\u00f6r millimeter av den tills gr\u00e4set och jorden tittar fram som ouppt\u00e4ckta landmassor. Fast f\u00f6rst sn\u00f6droppars trotsande av vinter s\u00e5klart. V\u00e5rens budb\u00e4rare. De l\u00e4r vara p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng i Voxna h\u00f6r jag. S\u00e4kert under en meter sn\u00f6 h\u00e4r med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">G\u00e5rdagens som b\u00f6rjade desperat d\u00e5ligt men noll energi och k\u00e4mpargl\u00f6d avslutades i triumf och med full energi. N\u00e5ja, jag t\u00e4vlar mot mig sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 det var inte som ett skidlopp i Oberstdorf precis. Men slutet anas p\u00e5 nuvarande projekt. Man brukar s\u00e4ga att n\u00e4r en programmerare s\u00e4ger s\u00e5, att projektet &#8220;<em><strong>n\u00e4stan<\/strong> \u00e4r <strong>klart<\/strong><\/em><strong>&#8220;, <\/strong> d\u00e5 \u00e5terst\u00e5r 90% av tiden. Tyv\u00e4rr st\u00e4mmer det d\u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n man vill. Men det l\u00e4ttar lite i mentalt n\u00e4r man ser slutet d\u00e4r i fj\u00e4rran n\u00e5gonstans. L\u00e4ngtan pirrar p\u00e5 om att man f\u00e5r b\u00f6rja p\u00e5 ett nytt projekt. Det \u00e4r alltid roligt att b\u00f6rja p\u00e5 nytt. Efter tv\u00e5 dagar \u00e4r det iof samma som att jobba p\u00e5 ett gammalt s\u00e5 jag vet inte varf\u00f6r man bryr sig. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l det d\u00e4r med variation. Att inte bara harva p\u00e5 och st\u00e5 stilla. Man upplever ju g\u00e4rna sina egna framsteg p\u00e5 det s\u00e4ttet. Som b\u00e4st tar man myrsteg medans andra flyger fram. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men min dag har allts\u00e5 redan b\u00f6rjat. Det g\u00e5r liksom inte bara att sitta h\u00e4r och slumpvis trycka p\u00e5 knappar. &#8220;<em>Struktur Hedman<\/em>&#8221; utropar man best\u00e4mt. Sen tar man sig i kragen och s\u00e4tter ig\u00e5ng. \u00c5tminstone n\u00e4r man druckit ur sitt (nu n\u00e4stan kalla) te och t\u00e4nt sitt ljus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Skottat. Det har dumpit ner en decimeter igen. En till d\u00e4mp \u00e4r visst p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. &#8220;Det \u00e4r inte klart f\u00f6rr\u00e4n den fete damen skottat&#8221; skulle man kunna travestera. Det skall tydligen vara en dam. Annars skulle det finnas hopp efter min skottning. Men fan fan fan! Det \u00e4r semmeldag idag. 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