{"id":44264,"date":"2023-02-06T13:57:11","date_gmt":"2023-02-06T12:57:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44264"},"modified":"2023-02-06T13:57:11","modified_gmt":"2023-02-06T12:57:11","slug":"pyspunka-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44264","title":{"rendered":"Pyspunka."},"content":{"rendered":"
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Har sv\u00e5rt att hitta koncentration och inspiration h\u00e4r p\u00e5 f\u00f6rmiddagen. Ibland blir jag \u00f6verv\u00e4ldigad av allt som skall g\u00f6ras. Allt som \u00e4r kvar. Allt man vill g\u00f6ra. Det d\u00e4r lasset s\u00e4tter sig p\u00e5 mig s\u00e5 att jag f\u00e5r pyspunka. H\u00e5ller mig nere med ton av tryck och som jag allts\u00e5 m\u00e5ste k\u00e4mpa mig ut ur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu eftermiddag. L\u00e4get konstant men har i alla fall en kopp kaffe p\u00e5 bordet. Inv\u00e4ntar n\u00e5got slags tecken p\u00e5 energins \u00e5terkomst. Varje milliwattsekund r\u00e4knas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jordb\u00e4vning. Jag upplevde en enda sm\u00e4ll h\u00e4r p\u00e5 4.8 f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan. “En j\u00e4vla sm\u00e4ll” som Aftonbladet skrev<\/a>. F\u00f6nster som skakade n\u00e5gra sekunder. Ingenting allts\u00e5 mot detta. M\u00e5ste vara fruktansv\u00e4rt. Marken under sina f\u00f6tter tar man normalt f\u00f6r given.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Som vanligt h\u00e5ller en massa m\u00e4nniskor p\u00e5 och pratar strunt och hycklar Muslimer och Turkar nu d\u00e5 n\u00e4r detta har h\u00e4nt. Att det \u00e4r r\u00e4tt \u00e5t dom och andra idiotiskt k\u00e4nslokalla p\u00e5st\u00e5enden. Jag har alltid varit emot d\u00f6dsstraff men vore inte v\u00e4rlden b\u00e4ttre utan alla dessa k\u00e4nslokalla troll? Tror fan det. Hur kan det finnas s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga galningar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6ruts\u00e4tter s\u00e5klart att v\u00e4rldssamfundet f\u00e5r tummen ur och k\u00f6r ig\u00e5ng sin apparat. Konstigt nog finns inte samma slipade organisation f\u00f6r grejer som det h\u00e4r som det g\u00f6r f\u00f6r krig. Borde det inte det?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ryssland g\u00e5r det v\u00e4l inte r\u00e4kna med. Dom har nog med sitt eget d\u00f6dande. D\u00e4r styr v\u00e4l de d\u00e4r idioterna och trollen. Men ofta kr\u00e4ver god utveckling att det blir s\u00e4mre innan det blir b\u00e4ttre s\u00e5 det finns hopp f\u00f6r Ryssland ocks\u00e5 p\u00e5 sikt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vore man religi\u00f6s nu d\u00e5 s\u00e5 skulle man be f\u00f6r alla som ligger fastkl\u00e4mda, alla som f\u00f6rlorat hem och hopp, f\u00f6r alla som sett saker dom inte skulle beh\u00f6va se, f\u00f6r modiga r\u00e4ddningsarbetare som r\u00e4ddar med livets som insats. Men han\/hon\/det\/gud hj\u00e4lper dem som hj\u00e4lper sig sj\u00e4lva heter det ju. S\u00e5 b\u00e4sta att lita p\u00e5 de egna f\u00f6rm\u00e5gorna ist\u00e4llet. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte fel att t\u00e4nda sitt ljus. S\u00e4nda en positiv tanke. Sk\u00e4nka en slant. S\u00e5 mycket man nu kan g\u00f6ra som liten m\u00e4nniska. \u00c4r vi m\u00e5nga som g\u00f6r det d\u00e4r h\u00e4nder det saker. Alltid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Har sv\u00e5rt att hitta koncentration och inspiration h\u00e4r p\u00e5 f\u00f6rmiddagen. Ibland blir jag \u00f6verv\u00e4ldigad av allt som skall g\u00f6ras. Allt som \u00e4r kvar. Allt man vill g\u00f6ra. Det d\u00e4r lasset s\u00e4tter sig p\u00e5 mig s\u00e5 att jag f\u00e5r pyspunka. H\u00e5ller mig nere med ton av tryck och som jag allts\u00e5 m\u00e5ste k\u00e4mpa mig ut ur. 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