{"id":44078,"date":"2023-01-22T17:05:31","date_gmt":"2023-01-22T16:05:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44078"},"modified":"2023-01-22T17:05:31","modified_gmt":"2023-01-22T16:05:31","slug":"skidor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=44078","title":{"rendered":"Skidor"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u00f6ndag. Sent om sidor b\u00f6rjar veckan. Kallt. Minus sjutton i morse. Man huttrar. H\u00e4ller i den sista pelletss\u00e4cken i Hulkens gap. Best\u00e4ller tv\u00e5 pallar till. Leverans imorgon. Mycket vinter kvar \u00e4nnu. M\u00e5nga pallar till skall in i Hulkens hungriga gap. Dyrvinter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det blir lite ljusare f\u00f6r varje dag som g\u00e5r. Hoppet finns d\u00e4r i ljuset. Tittar man ut nu kan man inte riktigt f\u00f6rst\u00e5 att allt d\u00e4r ute om n\u00e5gra m\u00e5nader \u00e4r gr\u00f6nt och frodigt. Att livet \u00e5terv\u00e4nder och sk\u00e4mmer bort oss igen med sitt obegr\u00e4nsade \u00f6verfl\u00f6d. Jod\u00e5, brukar titta p\u00e5 tr\u00e4den under sommaren ocks\u00e5 och med alla vilja jag har f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka frammana hur alltsammans ser ut under h\u00f6sten, utan blad, och under vintern, sn\u00f6t\u00e4ckt och kylslaget. Men det fungerar aldrig riktigt. Man \u00e4r fast i sin \u00e5rstid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r i huset har vi v\u00e4l i princip g\u00e5tt i ide den h\u00e4r helgen. Att d\u00f6ma av trafiken utanf\u00f6r s\u00e5 verkar det ha g\u00e4llt resten av byn ocks\u00e5. Men det \u00e4r skidt\u00e4vlingar. Losborna \u00e4lskar alla de d\u00e4r vintersporterna och \u00e4r oantr\u00e4ffbara och innesittande n\u00e4r de p\u00e5g\u00e5r. Ren beundransv\u00e4rd k\u00e4rlek till vintersporter \u00e4r det d\u00e4r. Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag allts\u00e5 f\u00f6r frysen f\u00f6r att riktigt ta det d\u00e4r till mig. Bara att se sn\u00f6 g\u00f6r att jag b\u00f6rjar huttra. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r jag sitter med ryggen mot f\u00f6nstret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nog kan jag k\u00e4nna ett litet sug ibland efter att sp\u00e4nna p\u00e5 sig skidor och ge sig ut allt. Planmark tror jag. Fast backarna var ju h\u00e4rliga s\u00e5klart. Men brutet finger, bruten arm och ledband i ben, tre s\u00e4songer p\u00e5 varandra, talar v\u00e4l sitt tydliga spr\u00e5k. N\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng g\u00e5r det illa. I alla fal tolkade jag det s\u00e5 d\u00e4r i den \u00e5ldern. Fast man har v\u00e4l blivit f\u00f6rsiktigare och lugnare till sinnet nu f\u00f6r tiden s\u00e5 kanske… Fast \u00e5 andra sidan \u00e4r man ganska mycket sk\u00f6rare ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Troligen h\u00e5ller jag mig inne bland datorer och l\u00f6dkolvar totts allt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e4kerheten f\u00f6rst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Snorar g\u00f6r jag s\u00e5klart. Evighetsf\u00f6rkylningen har tagit mig i nacken och f\u00f6ser mig framf\u00f6r sig. Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r som man f\u00e5r st\u00e5 ut med. Det finns v\u00e4rre kr\u00e4mpor. Tror jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu b\u00f6rjar min vecka. Japp, jag t\u00e4nker utr\u00e4tta storverk denna vecka ocks\u00e5. Ja eller beroende p\u00e5 perspektiv sand som rinner mellan fingrarna. Det d\u00e4r med perspektiv \u00e4r viktigt. Sand \u00e4r allt som \u00e5terst\u00e5r till slut \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men gott nog \u00e5t alla utom uppn\u00e4sorna som alltid d\u00f6r giriga och fullst\u00e4ndigt och evigt otillfredsst\u00e4llda. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00f6ndag. Sent om sidor b\u00f6rjar veckan. Kallt. Minus sjutton i morse. Man huttrar. H\u00e4ller i den sista pelletss\u00e4cken i Hulkens gap. Best\u00e4ller tv\u00e5 pallar till. Leverans imorgon. Mycket vinter kvar \u00e4nnu. M\u00e5nga pallar till skall in i Hulkens hungriga gap. Dyrvinter. Men det blir lite ljusare f\u00f6r varje dag som g\u00e5r. 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