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Los – Ljusdal – Bolln\u00e4s – Ljusdal – Los<\/strong> f\u00f6r mig idag. Det \u00e4r till att besk\u00e5da v\u00e4rlden h\u00e4r serru. Ja och bilen startar som den vore en nyservad symaskin av m\u00e4rket Singer d\u00e4r symaskinsreparat\u00f6ren duttat symaskinsolja p\u00e5 alla delar som l\u00e4ngtat efter s\u00e5dan olja s\u00e5 det har gjort ont i varje lager i flera m\u00e5nader. Jod\u00e5. Precis s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4r inte van att bil startar n\u00e4r det \u00e4r under tjugo. Icke. Brukar kr\u00e4va en del handp\u00e5l\u00e4ggning och djup b\u00f6n. Men icke nu allts\u00e5. Ja j\u00e4vlar. HURRA<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men Bolln\u00e4s st\u00e5r d\u00e4r det st\u00e5r. Ljusdal med. J\u00e4rvs\u00f6 n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4remellan inbakad i en evig konstsn\u00f6dimma. I dag k\u00e4nner jag mig l\u00e4ngre bort fr\u00e5n m\u00e4nniskorna \u00e4n vad jag annars brukar h\u00f6ra. Bruka kunna uppfatta en och annan tanke. Intresse och f\u00f6rakt i god blandning. Allt s\u00e5dant bortkopplat idag. Jag n\u00e5r ingen. Zip. Noll. T\u00e4nker att jag inte skulle orka leva s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge om det alltid var s\u00e5. Fast \u00e5 andra sidan har man lovat s\u00e5 har man lovat. Leva allts\u00e5. Man hade v\u00e4l f\u00e5tt leta ett p\u00f6rte ute i skogen d\u00e5 i s\u00e5 fall. Om s\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Fj\u00e4rmat sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Handlar lite som beh\u00f6vs till julf\u00f6rberedelser. Skall till Bolln\u00e4s n\u00e4sta vecka ocks\u00e5. Juldyrhandla. \u00c4r det jul s\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Men j\u00e4vlar vad dyrt allt \u00e4r nu. Pengar r\u00e4cker inte till mycket l\u00e4ngre. Man f\u00e5r b\u00f6rja s\u00e4lja kropp och sj\u00e4l snart. Om nu det finns det minsta f\u00f6rhoppning om att kunna g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got aff\u00e4rsslut d\u00e4r. M\u00f6jligen finns skrothandlare f\u00f6r s\u00e5dant ocks\u00e5. Man klan bli forskningsobjekt. Avsluta sin fysiska existens i ett formalinbad p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon institution med hungriga knivar p\u00e5 rostfria bord i rummet bredvid. Ja g\u00f6re det mot en slant s\u00e5klart. Fast logiken h\u00e5ller s\u00e5klart inte. Vem skall det handlas till d\u00e5 liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Stad i Ljus<\/em>” \u00e4r den l\u00e5t som folk helst sjunger p\u00e5 Karaoke. Det h\u00f6r jag p\u00e5 radion. Minns inte vem tv\u00e5an \u00e4r men n\u00e5gon ABBA l\u00e5t hamnar trea. Men ett gott val “Stad i Ljus<\/em>” s\u00e5klart. Man f\u00e5r ta i. Det \u00e4r h\u00e4rligt<\/span> att ta i. Skulle nog valt den ocks\u00e5. Eller kanske n\u00e5gon kryddig power ballad. Fast skulle beh\u00f6va bli r\u00e4tt full innan jag testade karaoke. Men s\u00e5dant kan ju h\u00e4nda vem som helst liksom. Har h\u00e4nt. Men sjunger helst ensam och p\u00e5 Spotify. Ungef\u00e4r lika m\u00e5nga lyssnare p\u00e5 b\u00e5da st\u00e4llena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e4jer man Karin och \u00c5ke snabbt s\u00e5 blir det r\u00e4tt likt Karaoke ju. Liksom<\/strong>. T\u00e4nk p\u00e5 den du <K>. F\u00f6rpliktigar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K bjuds p\u00e5 jullunch idag. Jag k\u00f6per en baguette, en ost lite potatissallad. Klagar inte p\u00e5 annat \u00e4n priset. Men vafan, det \u00e4r inte ofta jag unnar mig den lyxen. En veg. Salami med kort datum och nedsatt pris till det d\u00e4r. Gott som fan eftersom baguetten \u00e4r av utm\u00e4rkt kvalitet. F\u00f6rv\u00e5nar mycket. Bra baguetter f\u00e5r man s\u00e4llan tag i nu f\u00f6r tiden. De flesta \u00e4r munv\u00e4xare bara. Tillf\u00f6r liksom inget till tillvaron. Men den h\u00e4r var allts\u00e5 ett undantag. Troligen ett misstag i arbetet p\u00e5 den aff\u00e4ren. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4ckligt kallt fortfarande. Fryser snart ihj\u00e4l. Hj\u00e4lper inte hur mycket jag piskar Hulken. Ja och han g\u00f6r nog vad han kan med de s\u00e4ckar a’la hundra sp\u00e4nn stycket som jag h\u00e4ller i honom flera g\u00e5nger om dan. Att t\u00e4nka s\u00e5d\u00e4r, att varje s\u00e4ck n\u00e4stan \u00e4r en hundring f\u00e5r mig att hissna lite. Det blir snabbt m\u00e5nga hundralappar n\u00e4r det \u00e4r s\u00e5 h\u00e4r kallt. Galenskapen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har ett p\u00e5g\u00e5ende projekt d\u00e4r man skall se priset i realtid f\u00f6r uppv\u00e4rmningen. Men vem fan v\u00e5gar g\u00e5 vidare med n\u00e5got s\u00e5dant nu i dessa tider. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man dr\u00f6mmer sig till Grekland. Man dr\u00f6mmer sig till Spanien. Man dr\u00f6mmer sig till Portugal. Ja tamefan Sahara skulle sitta fint. Nu. For ever. Sand ni vet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men inte en enda projektledare i sikte. Det \u00e4r i alla fall bra. Man f\u00e5r vara tacksam f\u00f6r det som ges. Eller det man tar. Han\/hon\/det\/gud hj\u00e4lper dom som hj\u00e4lper sig sj\u00e4lva. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon t\u00e4nker jag i alla fall inte \u00e5ka n\u00e5gonstans alls… Hmmm… Jo det skall jag. Men en kort bit. Potatisbilen fr\u00e5n J\u00e4rvs\u00f6 kommer p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llskr\u00f6ken. Nog b\u00f6r man k\u00f6pa tv\u00e5 p\u00e5sar allt. Julpotatis. Finfina grejer. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fram till dess f\u00e5r man sitta h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret och huttra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lillkatten sover i sin l\u00e5da n\u00e5gonstans n\u00e4ra taket d\u00e4r all v\u00e4rme i rummet finns. Smart katt. Sj\u00e4lv befinner jag mig allts\u00e5 n\u00e4ra golvet. Ingen v\u00e4rme d\u00e4r inte. Men ljuset lugnar i alla fall sinnet tillr\u00e4ckligt f\u00f6r att inte b\u00f6rja kasta saker omkring sig som en protest mot kyla och vinterhelvete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag jobba lite innan bok och s\u00f6mn. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Los – Ljusdal – Bolln\u00e4s – Ljusdal – Los f\u00f6r mig idag. Det \u00e4r till att besk\u00e5da v\u00e4rlden h\u00e4r serru. 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