{"id":43454,"date":"2022-12-02T08:18:15","date_gmt":"2022-12-02T07:18:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43454"},"modified":"2022-12-02T08:18:15","modified_gmt":"2022-12-02T07:18:15","slug":"alvedon-och-gott-humor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43454","title":{"rendered":"Alvedon och gott hum\u00f6r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Onsdag kv\u00e4ll, jag f\u00e5r ge mig, det snurrar till. Alltid detta huvud. Det som s\u00e4ger stopp. “Hit men inte l\u00e4ngre<\/em>“. S\u00e5 jag tar mig upp. Fyller inte ens pellets eller t\u00f6mmer en f\u00e4rdig gn\u00e4llande tv\u00e4ttmaskin innan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men en ganska lagom snurrighet. Har varit med om v\u00e4rre. Mycket v\u00e4rre. Alltid f\u00f6reb\u00e5dande utbr\u00e4ndhet eller sjukdom eller bara allergiska reaktioner. Svaghet, sen yrsel == Jag. Tydligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stannar i soffan under torsdagen. Mancold. Synd om. \u00c4ter upp det godis som finns hemma. Japp smulorna med. Tar en pizzabit till lunch. Tr\u00f6st. L\u00e4ser. Tittar p\u00e5 en d\u00e5lig julfilm. H\u00e5ller mig fr\u00e5n att \u00f6ppna Aladdinask. “Bravo \u00c5ke<\/em>” s\u00e4ger han f\u00f6rv\u00e5nat han som sitter d\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4nster axel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4r jag ligger d\u00e4r p\u00e5 soffan s\u00e5 k\u00e4nner jag f\u00f6r f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen i mitt liv att det inte g\u00f6r n\u00e5got att jag tar en dag off s\u00e5h\u00e4r. De brukar sk\u00e4ra i mig annars som tusen knivar de d\u00e4r dagarna. Jag vill s\u00e5 mycket. Har inte tid att vila bort livet en helt vanlig och troligen lovande arbetsdag. Men inte denna torsdag d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Jag t\u00e4nker att \u00e4r det detta som kallas att ge upp?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu fredag. Inte helt \u00e5terst\u00e4lld. Man kan inte s\u00e4ga det. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r att det vore l\u00f6gn. Men sitter h\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 p\u00e5 kontoret. G\u00f6r ett f\u00f6rs\u00f6k. M\u00e5ste k\u00e4nns det som. F\u00f6r lite liv kvar. Det som s\u00e5klart \u00e4r lite ologiskt eftersom man s\u00e4kert f\u00f6rkortar sitt liv genom att pl\u00e5ga sig. Men vad fan… Alvedon och gott hum\u00f6r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu backuper. H\u00e4lsingetopp avklarad. L\u00f6ste ett sv\u00e5rt problem strax innan yrseln satte in p\u00e5 onsdagskv\u00e4llen. Skall f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka hitta den tr\u00e5den igen. Forts\u00e4tta. Men k\u00e4nna efter. Ge mig. Vandra upp till soffan om jag inte hittar tr\u00e5dar att dra i. F\u00f6r att det inte spelar n\u00e5gon roll d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. K\u00e4nslan som skr\u00e4mmer mig som att se ett sp\u00f6ke. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Onsdag kv\u00e4ll, jag f\u00e5r ge mig, det snurrar till. Alltid detta huvud. Det som s\u00e4ger stopp. “Hit men inte l\u00e4ngre“. S\u00e5 jag tar mig upp. Fyller inte ens pellets eller t\u00f6mmer en f\u00e4rdig gn\u00e4llande tv\u00e4ttmaskin innan. Men en ganska lagom snurrighet. Har varit med om v\u00e4rre. Mycket v\u00e4rre. Alltid f\u00f6reb\u00e5dande utbr\u00e4ndhet eller sjukdom eller bara […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43454","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":9682,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=9682","url_meta":{"origin":43454,"position":0},"title":"Jag s\u00e5g d\u00f6den","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-09-12","format":false,"excerpt":"Hemma fr\u00e5n bes\u00f6k i Hudiksvall. 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