{"id":43288,"date":"2022-11-06T16:57:59","date_gmt":"2022-11-06T15:57:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43288"},"modified":"2022-11-06T16:57:59","modified_gmt":"2022-11-06T15:57:59","slug":"leken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43288","title":{"rendered":"Leken"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Nope. Det sn\u00f6ar inte. Det regnar. Man tror man \u00e4r tillbaks i Stockholm. N\u00e5ja T\u00e4by. Samma h\u00f6stk\u00e4nsla. Plaskandet och m\u00f6rkret h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n till evigheten. Trotts det d\u00e4r \u00e4r det den h\u00e4r tiden jag kan l\u00e4ngta till stan. M\u00e5nskensb\u00f6nder och h\u00f6ststockholmare. Alltid i olika riktningar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men inte g\u00f6r det n\u00e5got. M\u00f6rkret. V\u00e4tan. Man stannar bara inne. V\u00e4grar att g\u00e5 ut, precis som katten. V\u00e4nder d\u00e4r i d\u00f6rren och letar ist\u00e4llet upp en varm plats att kura ihop sig p\u00e5 och till slut mjukt och dr\u00f6mskt somna p\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c4nnu en helg som det inte blir s\u00e5 v\u00e4rst mycket gjort under. Segt. Fast f\u00e5r godis och t\u00e5rta s\u00e5 klaga kan man inte. Lite HURRA<\/strong> \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart \u00f6ver det. N\u00e5n j\u00e4vla f\u00f6rdel skall det v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 finnas med att bli ur\u00e5ldrig i steg efter steg av hoppl\u00f6st f\u00f6rfall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00e5ligt med ork idag. T\u00e4nker l\u00e4nge att det \u00e4r lika bra att stanna i soffan. L\u00e4sa. Sova. \u00c5terh\u00e4mtning. Men nu sitter jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00e4r nere. En sk\u00f6n miss Alvedon nedsvald i d\u00e4rf\u00f6r avsedd hala och en kaffe som tog samma v\u00e4g tog mig hit. Men mycket har det inte blivit h\u00e4r nere \u00e4nnu. Kanske blir det ingenting alls heller vad det lider. Men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker man g\u00f6r man i alla fall n\u00e5got. Det tror jag p\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tv\u00e5 namn kan jag skriva h\u00e4r och vips \u00e4r en s\u00f6kmotor hit och h\u00e4mtar info. “Ulf Lundell” \u00e4r den ene. En “S\u00f6derhamnsjournalist” den andre. Jag antar att det s\u00e4ger n\u00e5got om dom b\u00e5da tv\u00e5. Att det inte r\u00e4cker f\u00f6r somliga att bara googla p\u00e5 sitt namn l\u00e4ngre som f\u00f6r oss andra bedr\u00f6vliga narcissister i alla sj\u00e4lvbilders atomistiska f\u00f6rfall. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Grejerna i “studion” st\u00e5r och dammar igen. Kanske \u00e4r det lika bra det. Men s\u00e4ljer v\u00e4l inte av grejerna riktigt \u00e4n. Kanske finns den enda kvarvarande riktigt sanna gl\u00e4djen d\u00e4r? Fast inte s\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Den finns p\u00e5 fler st\u00e4llen. Men den mest naivt sanna gl\u00e4djen finns nog d\u00e4r. Den utan krav och f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar. \u00c4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5 smyger sig s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r p\u00e5 en. Eftersom man bed\u00f6ms och rangordnas. Synd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men h\u00e4r \u00e4r det dags att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka g\u00f6ra lite nytta. Det finns en order att packa och sen lite kod att koda. \u00c4r s\u00e5klart v\u00e4ldigt glad \u00e5t de d\u00e4r ordrarna. Inga stora pengar blir det men det \u00e4r en start p\u00e5 n\u00e5got som jag inte vet vart det leder hur som helst. Ett \u00e5teruppr\u00e4ttande av n\u00e5gon slags identitet hos mig som dr\u00f6jt sig kvar mot alla odds. Det beh\u00f6vs inte s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r att gl\u00e4dja en ocool gubbe numera. Men jag kan tycka det \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r en bra egenskap man uppn\u00e5tt. Alltid n\u00e5got liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tro p\u00e5 dig sj\u00e4lv<\/span>!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Nope. Det sn\u00f6ar inte. Det regnar. Man tror man \u00e4r tillbaks i Stockholm. N\u00e5ja T\u00e4by. Samma h\u00f6stk\u00e4nsla. Plaskandet och m\u00f6rkret h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n till evigheten. Trotts det d\u00e4r \u00e4r det den h\u00e4r tiden jag kan l\u00e4ngta till stan. M\u00e5nskensb\u00f6nder och h\u00f6ststockholmare. Alltid i olika riktningar. Men inte g\u00f6r det n\u00e5got. M\u00f6rkret. V\u00e4tan. Man stannar bara inne. V\u00e4grar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43288","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":11600,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11600","url_meta":{"origin":43288,"position":0},"title":"Grodans Paradis","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-01-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Kyla p\u00e5 v\u00e4g in och jag v\u00e4lkomnar den tametusan. 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