{"id":43272,"date":"2022-11-03T23:46:13","date_gmt":"2022-11-03T22:46:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43272"},"modified":"2022-11-03T23:46:13","modified_gmt":"2022-11-03T22:46:13","slug":"stangt-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43272","title":{"rendered":"St\u00e4ngt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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S\u00e5ja, Vi st\u00e4nger ner butiken. H\u00e4nger upp skylten. F\u00f6r idag. \u00d6ppnar imorgon igen. Vid \u00e5tta. Glada som sm\u00e5 r\u00e5ttor. Ja inte firmakatten. Hon \u00e4r glad som en katt. Men jag. Glad som en r\u00e5tta. Kanske. Imorgon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu sover katten. I en stol h\u00e4r bredvid. Ja gammelkatten ocks\u00e5. Fast uppe. B\u00e5da v\u00e4ntar v\u00e4l p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llsgodis liksom ocool gubbe. Dom brukar komma tiggandes n\u00e4r jag nattar mig med intag av medicinska preparat, som s\u00e4gs vara bot mot blodtryck och prostata. Tiggarna f\u00e5r alltid sitt. Jag faller alltid till f\u00f6ga. Det vet dom. B\u00e5da tv\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En dag kvar p\u00e5 veckan. Alldeles f\u00f6r lite som vanligt. Men man tager vad man haver. Kanske kommer det nya koret fr\u00e5n Kina imorgon. Det \u00e4r alltid sp\u00e4nnande. Men hinner v\u00e4l inte l\u00f6da ihop och testa f\u00f6rr\u00e4n n\u00e4sta vecka. M\u00e5ste klura ut det jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med f\u00f6rst. Och skicka paket. Det sista ovant. Pengar in. Underligt och ovant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men sova allts\u00e5. Eller i alla fall l\u00e4sa en stund. Har bra bok s\u00e5 man f\u00e5r hindra sig d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Bromsa. Sl\u00e4cka. Somna. Ofta s\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allt blir till sand. Just nu kan jag st\u00e5 ut med det. Vi f\u00e5r se hur det \u00e4r vid frukost imorgon. Upp\u00e5t. Ned\u00e5t. Eller mittemellan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ps<\/strong> En projektledare h\u00f6rde av sig idag och gr\u00e4t i telefonen eftersom jag var stygg mot det skr\u00e5et i ett tidigare inl\u00e4gg. Jag skrattade r\u00e5tt \u00e5t honom, utbrast “kl\u00e5pare<\/em>“, la p\u00e5 luren och log f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv. ds<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u00e5ja, Vi st\u00e4nger ner butiken. H\u00e4nger upp skylten. F\u00f6r idag. \u00d6ppnar imorgon igen. Vid \u00e5tta. Glada som sm\u00e5 r\u00e5ttor. Ja inte firmakatten. Hon \u00e4r glad som en katt. Men jag. Glad som en r\u00e5tta. Kanske. Imorgon. Fast nu sover katten. I en stol h\u00e4r bredvid. Ja gammelkatten ocks\u00e5. Fast uppe. B\u00e5da v\u00e4ntar v\u00e4l p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llsgodis […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43272","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":46756,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=46756","url_meta":{"origin":43272,"position":0},"title":"Mix","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2023-12-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Marta Dzedyshko on Pexels.com Jag har klarat av julhandlingen idag. 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