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S\u00e5 man sitter h\u00e4r igen. D\u00e4r d\u00e4r man alltid sitter. Bj\u00f6rn fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr skickar sms. Har tr\u00e4ffat batist p\u00e5 \u00d6n i Edsbyn. Hejar. H\u00e4lsar. Tjoar. Ringer sen och vi pratar och skrattar en timme. Gamla tider \u00e5terkommer och \u00f6verdiskuteras, som det blir. Tur och otur. Gl\u00e4dje och olycka. Vi lever. \u00c4r n\u00f6jda med det. Tror vi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag tr\u00e4ffar s\u00e4llan m\u00e4nniskorna fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr. Glad s\u00e5klart att de \u00e4nd\u00e5 minns mig. Ja och att jag minns dom. T\u00e4nker ett tag att jag skall be Bj\u00f6rn om en f\u00f6lj p\u00e5 Spotify, men det k\u00e4nns alldeles f\u00f6r f\u00f6rm\u00e4tet. Fast det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4r borta som mina f\u00f6ljare finns om de skall komma p\u00e5 v\u00e4nligheten och kamratskapen. Men jag fr\u00e5gar allts\u00e5 inte. Lika bra det. Finns inget viktigt i t\u00e4vlandet i det d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00f6rdag \u00e4r m\u00e5nadshandlingsdag. Vi fyller p\u00e5. \u00c5ker hem med hela bilen full med mat och annat. Som varje m\u00e5nad innan. Ett s\u00e4tt att \u00f6verleva landsflykten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En helt vanlig vecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. Jo och ja och hurra. Jag gilla vanliga veckor. S\u00e5dana som man kan jobba p\u00e5 under. Visserligen kommer sotaren p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag. Men han sk\u00f6ter sig f\u00f6r det mesta sj\u00e4lv. G\u00f6r sitt och drar h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n med en rivstart sen. Hinner jag med och noterar rivstarten s\u00e5 kan jag k\u00f6ra ig\u00e5ng Hulken sen f\u00f6r framtida segrar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Halloween ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det v\u00e4l. Imorgon. Godissk\u00e5l finnes om det dyker upp ungar. Oftast orkar de sig inte upp h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Man f\u00e5r s\u00e4ga bu till sig sj\u00e4lv och \u00e4ta upp det som finns i den d\u00e4r sk\u00e5len. Skr\u00e4mmas kan man g\u00f6ra genom att se sig sj\u00e4lv i spegeln. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det finns f\u00f6rdelar med allt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men t\u00e4mligen n\u00f6jd med tillvaron. Det rullar p\u00e5. Segrarna \u00e4r inte stora men det \u00e4r inte nederlagen heller. \u00c5ren har l\u00e4rt mig att det \u00e4r dit man kan n\u00e5 n\u00e4r det \u00e4r som b\u00e4st. Andra m\u00e5 tro annat. Men d\u00e5 har de aldrig levat ett liv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men min vecka \u00e4r ig\u00e5ng. Storverk skall utf\u00f6ras den h\u00e4r veckan t\u00e4nker man. Men som vanligt hinner man inte s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt p\u00e5 en vecka. Storverk tar tid. Ja och vad bryr sig folk om storverk nu f\u00f6r tiden. Man m\u00e5ste ha koll p\u00e5 de inre drivkrafterna. Det \u00e4r BARA d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n som det g\u00e5r att h\u00e4mta den energi som beh\u00f6vs f\u00f6r storverk. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5, l\u00e5t denna nya, \u00e4nnu of\u00f6dda vecka, flyta p\u00e5. Nedstr\u00f6ms. Mot havet. Mot friheten och gl\u00f6mskan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00e5 man sitter h\u00e4r igen. D\u00e4r d\u00e4r man alltid sitter. Bj\u00f6rn fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr skickar sms. Har tr\u00e4ffat batist p\u00e5 \u00d6n i Edsbyn. Hejar. H\u00e4lsar. Tjoar. Ringer sen och vi pratar och skrattar en timme. Gamla tider \u00e5terkommer och \u00f6verdiskuteras, som det blir. Tur och otur. Gl\u00e4dje och olycka. Vi lever. \u00c4r n\u00f6jda med det. 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