{"id":43126,"date":"2022-10-20T11:39:12","date_gmt":"2022-10-20T10:39:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43126"},"modified":"2022-10-20T11:39:12","modified_gmt":"2022-10-20T10:39:12","slug":"annu-en-dag-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43126","title":{"rendered":"\u00c4nnu en dag"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Kl\u00e4mmer tre Espressif genomg\u00e5ngar p\u00e5 f\u00f6rmiddagen. Finns n\u00e5gra att ta tag i p\u00e5 eftermiddagen ocks\u00e5. Men det h\u00e4r att sitta still och ta till mig bara \u00e4r inte riktigt f\u00f6r mig. Skoltiden \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt bort och vanan att sitta still bara s\u00e5d\u00e4r upp och ner finns inte d\u00e4r. En del matnyttigt finns det \u00e4nd\u00e5 att h\u00e4mta fr\u00e5n p\u00e5 presentationerna s\u00e5 inte helt bortkastat \u00e4r det inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r dag n\u00e4r jag \u00f6nskar att jag jobbat tillsammans i team. Jag k\u00e4nner mig ensam och s\u00e5d\u00e4r liten helt enkelt. Men s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r g\u00e5r \u00f6ver och vill man leta sj\u00e4lva urbilden f\u00f6r en icke teammedlem s\u00e5 \u00e4r det nog jag definitivt. Ensamvarg fr\u00e5n f\u00f6dsel till d\u00f6d. Japp med n\u00e5gra m\u00e4nniskor runt omkring mig som st\u00e5t ut med det (tack och lov). Och nej, gillar inte alltid att jag \u00e4r s\u00e5dan, tycker nog det \u00e4r en j\u00e4vligt d\u00e5lig egenskap rent utav. Men \u00c4R nu en s\u00e5dan. Jag har aldrig h\u00e4vdat att jag kommit upp i er andras niv\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast yttre syn p\u00e5 en sj\u00e4lv och det arbete man g\u00f6r kan s\u00e5klart kn\u00e4cka vem som helst. Om det nu ens finns n\u00e5gon som bryr sig. Man jobbar p\u00e5. B\u00e4st s\u00e5. Sl\u00e5r d\u00f6v\u00f6ron till. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker g\u00e5 fram\u00e5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Finns n\u00e5gra presentationer jag vill lyssna p\u00e5 p\u00e5 eftermiddagen ocks\u00e5. F\u00e5r allts\u00e5 den h\u00e4r dagen, n\u00e4r jag egentligen skulle ha st\u00e4dat, att g\u00e5 den ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Innan presentationerna f\u00f6rdriver jag lite tid med att vandra runt i lokalerna. Det finns s\u00e5 mycket jag vill g\u00f6ra h\u00e4r i hyllorna. S\u00e5 lite tid att f\u00e5 det gjort. Jag k\u00e4nner en st\u00e5r v\u00e5nda f\u00f6r det. Mer \u00e4n f\u00f6r d\u00f6den sj\u00e4lv. Allt roligt som man inte kommer att hinna med. Lite skit ocks\u00e5 p\u00e5 det t\u00e4nker jag. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

En del d\u00f6st\u00e4dar ju i min \u00e5lder. Och det skulle man kanske g\u00f6ra. Best\u00e4lla en container och packa den full. S\u00e4tta sen p\u00e5 ett berg och ge upp. Sen \u00e4r det den d\u00e4r drivkraften. Den som vill att man skall g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got fast man inte ens sj\u00e4lv riktigt fattar varf\u00f6r. Den som f\u00e5r en att flina p\u00e5 morgonen n\u00e4r man kommer ner till kontoret. Ja den som f\u00e5r en att verkligen g\u00e5 upp p\u00e5 morgonen. Den g\u00e5r liksom inte bek\u00e4mpa den d\u00e4r kraften. Fast nog vore man v\u00e4l v\u00e4rd lite vila i min \u00e5lder. Egentligen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mat f\u00e5r man t\u00e4nka. Mat piggar (n\u00e4stan) alltid upp. S\u00e5 upp och laga sig n\u00e5got (som vanligt) enkelt. Det \u00e4r nog s\u00e5 det f\u00e5r bli. Sen f\u00e5r vi se vad eftermiddagen har att erbjuda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Japp! Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kl\u00e4mmer tre Espressif genomg\u00e5ngar p\u00e5 f\u00f6rmiddagen. Finns n\u00e5gra att ta tag i p\u00e5 eftermiddagen ocks\u00e5. Men det h\u00e4r att sitta still och ta till mig bara \u00e4r inte riktigt f\u00f6r mig. Skoltiden \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt bort och vanan att sitta still bara s\u00e5d\u00e4r upp och ner finns inte d\u00e4r. 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