{"id":42846,"date":"2022-09-25T16:12:30","date_gmt":"2022-09-25T15:12:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42846"},"modified":"2022-09-25T16:12:47","modified_gmt":"2022-09-25T15:12:47","slug":"nope-och-nej-och-tjohej","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42846","title":{"rendered":"Nope och nej och tjohej"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"853\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-3825295.jpeg?resize=580%2C853&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"text on chalkboard\" class=\"wp-image-42847\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-3825295.jpeg?w=884&amp;ssl=1 884w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-3825295.jpeg?resize=204%2C300&amp;ssl=1 204w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-3825295.jpeg?resize=696%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 696w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-3825295.jpeg?resize=768%2C1129&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photo by cottonbro on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/text-on-chalkboard-3825295\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det blir helt enkelt inte s\u00e5 mycket gjort den h\u00e4r helgen heller. Man f\u00e5r planera f\u00f6r n\u00e4sta. Hoppas p\u00e5 mer energi i kroppen finnes tills dess. F\u00f6r det finns att g\u00f6ra. Saker som m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ras, ordans, fixas. Innan minusgraderna. Helst<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men h\u00f6stdagj\u00e4mningen gjorde sitt. Det ser ut som h\u00f6st ute. Ja det noterar man. Men jag gillar allts\u00e5 h\u00f6sten. Den \u00e4r lika sorgen som jag sj\u00e4lv. Vi vandrar hand i hand varje \u00e5r. Mot solnedg\u00e5ngen som tv\u00e5 \u00f6vervintrade men f\u00e4rggranna cowboys.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nu p\u00e5 kontoret. Min vecka har b\u00f6rjat. Gl\u00e4djen finns h\u00e4r. Lillkatten \u00e4r med mig. En gl\u00e4dje hon ocks\u00e5. Ja b\u00e5da katterna. Hur skulle man kunna leva utan katt? Jag t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 alla katt\u00e4gare som tvingas in p\u00e5 institutionerna. Saknaden. Efter katten som inte f\u00e5r f\u00f6lja med. En galen v\u00e4rld vi lever i idag. L\u00f6pande band f\u00f6rst. Trivsel sen. M\u00e5 man falla samman f\u00f6r att aldrig vakna innan man hamnar d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dr\u00f6mmen om h\u00f6nsen finns kvar. Kanske kan det fungera n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. Man hoppas. Mer man inte kan ta med sig till \u00e5lderdomshemmet. Men en stor gl\u00e4dje innan. Att h\u00e4mta varma \u00e4gg p\u00e5 morgonen. Lyx och lycka. Som nu med tomater och gurkor. Eget. Symbiotiskt leveande. Som det \u00e4r t\u00e4nkt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e4tter min tilltro till den kommande veckan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det blir helt enkelt inte s\u00e5 mycket gjort den h\u00e4r helgen heller. Man f\u00e5r planera f\u00f6r n\u00e4sta. Hoppas p\u00e5 mer energi i kroppen finnes tills dess. F\u00f6r det finns att g\u00f6ra. Saker som m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ras, ordans, fixas. Innan minusgraderna. Helst Men h\u00f6stdagj\u00e4mningen gjorde sitt. Det ser ut som h\u00f6st ute. Ja det noterar man. 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