{"id":42841,"date":"2022-09-23T08:18:43","date_gmt":"2022-09-23T07:18:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42841"},"modified":"2022-09-23T08:18:43","modified_gmt":"2022-09-23T07:18:43","slug":"hostdagjamning-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42841","title":{"rendered":"H\u00f6stdagj\u00e4mning"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"870\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-1477199.jpeg?resize=580%2C870&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"photo of path in between woods during autumn\" class=\"wp-image-42842\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-1477199.jpeg?w=867&amp;ssl=1 867w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-1477199.jpeg?resize=200%2C300&amp;ssl=1 200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-1477199.jpeg?resize=683%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 683w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-1477199.jpeg?resize=768%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photo by Artem Saranin on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/photo-of-path-in-between-woods-during-autumn-1477199\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Idag h\u00f6stdagj\u00e4mning, yes. Helt OK. Det \u00e4r vintern som \u00e4r problemet. Tv\u00e5 veckor s\u00e5 \u00e4r den f\u00f6rsta sn\u00f6n \u00f6ver oss. Om tidplanen h\u00e5ller. Det brukar den. Men f\u00f6rhoppningsvis inga st\u00f6rre m\u00e4ngder. Det sm\u00e4lter bort. V\u00e4rlden blir inte helvit innan november. Men alltid d\u00e5. Alltid efter. Fram till maj. L\u00e5ng tid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast nu h\u00f6st. Lite mysigt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Har \u00e4nnu inte lyckats t\u00e4nda n\u00e5gra ljus h\u00e4r p\u00e5 skrivbordet. Eller mitt ljus. Ett. Gl\u00f6mmer att ta med mig. Sv\u00e5rare \u00e4n s\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte. Men r\u00e4tt vad det \u00e4r kommer jag ih\u00e5g. Mysfaktor som stiger. Lugnet fr\u00e5n det d\u00e4r ljuset. oOnstigt egentligen  Elden. Den st\u00f6rsta fienden som inte skonar n\u00e5gon. Men d\u00e4r i veken, i \u00f6ppna spisen, i ugnen. En v\u00e4n. G\u00e5r att leva med som tyglad. L\u00f6\u00e4ssl\u00e4pt. Skr\u00e4cken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Backuper avklarade. Te upph\u00e4llt. Min dag har varit ig\u00e5ng ett tag. Nu in i sp\u00e5ret.  Skall testa det sista p\u00e5 de nya korten sen f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00e5 fram en plan f\u00f6r att fixa firmware till dom. Det finns n\u00e4mligen en massa annat att g\u00f6ra ocks\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r i allt en ensaksm\u00e4nniska. Men med m\u00e5nga projekt. Alldeles f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga. Alla beh\u00f6ver min uppm\u00e4rksamhet mellan varven. F\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva och frodas. Jag m\u00e5ste allts\u00e5 f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00f6rdela resurserna. Men fastnar n\u00e4stan alltid i det jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med. Har f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt med h\u00e5rdvara i tv\u00e5 dagar, mjukvata i tre. Ja och tv\u00e4rt om. Men aldrig lyckats. Fast tror p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r Hur jag kommer dit vet jag dock icke alls. Men skam den som ger sig. Man f\u00e5r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men pension\u00e4r s\u00e5klart.  Med r\u00e4tt att vila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">H\u00f6gern k\u00f6r arbetslinjen. H\u00e5rt. Arbetar man s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man ocks\u00e5 del av v\u00e4lf\u00e4rdskakan. Men har man l\u00e5g l\u00f6n \u00f6ver tid s\u00e5 kan du gl\u00f6mma det d\u00e4r. Just det \u00e4r inte bara typiskt f\u00f6r undersk\u00f6terskor. Det \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 typiskt f\u00f6r sm\u00e5f\u00f6retagare. De flesta tar inte ut j\u00e4ttepengar r\u00e4knat i nedlagd tid fr\u00e5n start till sitt f\u00f6retags avslut. Minimil\u00f6ner. Men vad \u00e4r sm\u00e5f\u00f6retagare f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r packet? Ja och d\u00e5 skall vi inte talat om alla som satsat och f\u00f6rlorat. Vad \u00e4r en insatts f\u00f6r landet egentligen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Blir inbjuden att prata p\u00e5 en sensorkonferans. Men nope. Man skall ha r\u00e5d att \u00e5ka ocks\u00e5. Har tackat nej fler g\u00e5nger \u00e4n man kan r\u00e4kna. Ett s\u00e4tt att se v\u00e4rlden som g\u00e5r mig f\u00f6rbi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast det \u00e4r sannerligen inte s\u00e5 dumt h\u00e4r i &#8220;<em>min cell<\/em>&#8221; heller. Nu skall jag dyka ner i mitt. L\u00e5ngt ner. \u00c5kes v\u00e4rld. Ingen annans.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Idag h\u00f6stdagj\u00e4mning, yes. Helt OK. Det \u00e4r vintern som \u00e4r problemet. Tv\u00e5 veckor s\u00e5 \u00e4r den f\u00f6rsta sn\u00f6n \u00f6ver oss. Om tidplanen h\u00e5ller. Det brukar den. Men f\u00f6rhoppningsvis inga st\u00f6rre m\u00e4ngder. Det sm\u00e4lter bort. V\u00e4rlden blir inte helvit innan november. Men alltid d\u00e5. Alltid efter. Fram till maj. L\u00e5ng tid. Fast nu h\u00f6st. 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