{"id":42790,"date":"2022-09-16T13:52:26","date_gmt":"2022-09-16T12:52:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42790"},"modified":"2022-09-16T13:52:26","modified_gmt":"2022-09-16T12:52:26","slug":"samtalet-som-forrandrade-allt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42790","title":{"rendered":"Samtalet som f\u00f6rr\u00e4ndrade allt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Photo by Egor Kamelev on Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

En bra dag \u00e4nda fram till popstj\u00e4rnan ringde. Jo jag v\u00e4ntade att ha skulle ringa. Kunde satsat en peng p\u00e5 det nu p\u00e5 morgonen. Jo och under stordelen av samtalet var det v\u00e4l inget fel p\u00e5 dagen heller. Det var mot slutet som yrseln, illam\u00e5endet, tr\u00f6ttheten, ja troligen “gammeln<\/em>” tog hela mig. S\u00e5 n\u00e4r popstj\u00e4rnan la p\u00e5 f\u00f6r att svara p\u00e5 samtal fr\u00e5n viktigare personer \u00e4n mig, var jag s\u00e4nkt hela v\u00e4gen ned till gruset p\u00e5 backen som folket promenerar p\u00e5. Oklart om det d\u00e4r kommit \u00f6ver mig ocks\u00e5 utan popstj\u00e4rnans samtal. F\u00f6r att vara lite sn\u00e4ll mot honom f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l s\u00e4ga “troligen<\/em>” p\u00e5 den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 ja ja ja. Man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker \u00f6verleva \u00e4nd\u00e5. Och ja ja ja. Nu vid tv\u00e5 en b\u00e4ttring. Om \u00e4n liten. Inte full fart. Inte alls faktisk. Men hankar mig fram. Ja p\u00e5 ren vr\u00e5nghet mest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men helg nu snart. Vila utlovas. Svamptur planeras. Det kan h\u00e4nda att gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa vinner sin st\u00f6rsta seger denna helg. D\u00e5 skall man veta att d\u00e4r har h\u00e4mtats in m\u00e5nga segrar. Ja och lika m\u00e5nga nesliga nederlag f\u00f6r mig. Soffan leder med 2568 mot noll. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men svamptur kan vara uppiggande. K s\u00e4ger att hon k\u00e4nner igen de rara svamparna. Ja g\u00f6r det inte. Litar p\u00e5 henne tills jag d\u00f6r. Man hoppas bara att pl\u00e5gorna \u00e4r hanterbara om hon har fel. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men kanske b\u00f6r man ta sig i kragen sluta skylla p\u00e5 inbillade kr\u00e4mpor och s\u00e4tta sig att l\u00f6da f\u00f6r framtida segrar. Varf\u00f6r inte liksom. Det \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt till s\u00f6ndagskv\u00e4ll och ny veckostart. Det finns mycket att g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00e5r fundera p\u00e5 det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En bra dag \u00e4nda fram till popstj\u00e4rnan ringde. Jo jag v\u00e4ntade att ha skulle ringa. Kunde satsat en peng p\u00e5 det nu p\u00e5 morgonen. Jo och under stordelen av samtalet var det v\u00e4l inget fel p\u00e5 dagen heller. Det var mot slutet som yrseln, illam\u00e5endet, tr\u00f6ttheten, ja troligen “gammeln” tog hela mig. 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