{"id":42695,"date":"2022-09-06T13:47:00","date_gmt":"2022-09-06T12:47:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42695"},"modified":"2022-09-06T13:47:00","modified_gmt":"2022-09-06T12:47:00","slug":"jaha-hja-hja-hja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42695","title":{"rendered":"Jaha hja hja hja&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"387\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?resize=580%2C387&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"close up photo of clownfish\" class=\"wp-image-42696\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?w=1880&amp;ssl=1 1880w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?resize=300%2C200&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?resize=1024%2C682&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?resize=768%2C512&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?resize=1536%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?resize=1200%2C800&amp;ssl=1 1200w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/09\/pexels-photo-128756.jpeg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Photo by crisdip on <a href=\"https:\/\/www.pexels.com\/photo\/close-up-photo-of-clownfish-128756\/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det jobbas. Fast jag \u00e4r allt lite kn\u00f6ven. G\u00e5r s\u00e5klart inte s\u00e4ga halt f\u00f6r den sakens skull. Man m\u00e5ste fram\u00e5t. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man kan st\u00e5 upp. Hoppla gubbe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00e4r jag precis rest mig upp och skall g\u00e5 och fatta l\u00f6dkolven s\u00e5 ringer popstj\u00e4rnan.  Nope, svarar inte om jag inte har tid. Och det har jag inte. Egentligen. Men popstj\u00e4rnor \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 popstj\u00e4rnor \u00e4ven om han \u00e4r pension\u00e4r han med. Vi avhandlar det mesta om livet. Som vanligt. Hittar v\u00e4l inga l\u00f6sningar. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5 d\u00e5 <strong>liksom<\/strong>. Han skall iv\u00e4g och \u00e4ta surstr\u00f6mming.  Stackarn. Luktminne kommer \u00f6ver mig. Kulturminnesf\u00f6rklarad doft det d\u00e4r snart precis som hela f\u00f6reteelsen. F\u00f6r min del spelar det ingen roll. Blir nog aldrig en riktig norrl\u00e4nning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men sura akvariefiskar t\u00e4nker jag. Varf\u00f6r inte. Sur guppy i sv\u00e4llande burk f\u00f6r finsmakare. Finmat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dricker kaffe. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r skriver jag. Man f\u00e5r passa p\u00e5. F\u00e5 ur sig. \u00c4nda hit till det h\u00e4r stycket l\u00e4ser inte s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga hur som helst. Men ur sig f\u00e5r man i alla fall. I alla fall jag kan vara n\u00f6jd. Idag igen. Oj!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men l\u00f6der ihop en special USB sladd f\u00f6r mitt projekt. Testar ett nytt utrymmesbesparande s\u00e4tt att l\u00f6da ihop tv\u00e5 kort f\u00f6r ett framtida projekt. Funkar utm\u00e4rkt kan jag meddela. G\u00e5r allts\u00e5 fram\u00e5t. Passar p\u00e5 att laga en n\u00e4tverkstestare som jag br\u00e4nde en g\u00e5ng. S\u00e4tter den krets jag skall byta ut upp och ner och f\u00e5r laga den en g\u00e5ng till. S\u00e5n \u00e4r jag. Dubbeljobbaren. Trippelglas\u00f6gonb\u00e4raren.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nu skall jag kr\u00e4nga p\u00e5 tredubbla brillor och l\u00f6da lite ytmonterat grejs. Egentligen skall man inte dricka kaffe innan man b\u00f6rjar med s\u00e5dant. Skakningar hur s\u00e5 de \u00e4n \u00e4r \u00e4r inte bra i det d\u00e4r. \u00c4r jag inte f\u00f6r gammal f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r? fr\u00e5gar jag mig varje g\u00e5ng. &#8220;<em>Skam den som ger sig<\/em>&#8221; s\u00e4ger gubben p\u00e5 den onda h\u00f6geraxeln och flinar riktigt elakt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fr\u00e5gar mig som vanligt h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen om det \u00e4r det h\u00e4r jag verkligen vill g\u00f6ra. Just nu och hittills d\u00e5 den enklaste fr\u00e5gan som finns att svara <strong>JA<\/strong> p\u00e5. Svarar man nej mer \u00e4n tre dar i rad f\u00e5r man s\u00e4tta sig vid v\u00e4ndpunkten och fundera \u00f6ver livet. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 jag t.ex. blev l\u00e4rare under en tid. Allt \u00e4r en f\u00f6rhandling med sig sj\u00e4lv. Ja och hur man \u00e4n g\u00f6r s\u00e5 blir det oftast bra. I alla fall om man g\u00f6r n\u00e5got. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra. Trivs man kan man vandra p\u00e5. Men f\u00f6rst efter analys att det \u00e4r man sj\u00e4lv som s\u00e4ger det d\u00e4r &#8220;<em>jag trivs<\/em>&#8220;. \u00c4r det n\u00e5gon annan. Skit i det. <strong>NU<\/strong>!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Har en plojl\u00e5t p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng. Funderade en del p\u00e5 den i natt. Men har inte den tid som kr\u00e4vs f\u00f6r att realisera den. F\u00f6delseprocessen. Inte just nu. Men det kommer. Har jag tur minns jag plojl\u00e5ten d\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 och gillar fortfarande iden.  Id\u00e9er finns det dock m\u00e5nga av.  Det \u00e4r bara att hugga en annan annars. Tappa av fl\u00f6det. Tack gode gud f\u00f6r nyckeln jag fick till den kranen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>F\u00f6rresten<\/strong>: Att g\u00f6ra det l\u00f6nsamt f\u00f6r pension\u00e4rer att jobba m\u00e5ste vara den mest l\u00f6nsamma reform som sj\u00f6satts. J\u00e4vlar vad det arbetas. K\u00e4nner inte en enda pension\u00e4r som inte jobbar. Girighet kanske. Men OK. Bara man inser att noll \u00f6re \u00e4r det man tar med sig n\u00e4r man g\u00e5r. Fast k\u00f6r man p\u00e5 lever man l\u00e4ngre. Det \u00e4r jag s\u00e4ker p\u00e5. Men hobby \u00e4r aktivitet det med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men kaffe slut. L\u00f6dkolv varm. \u00c5terkommer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det jobbas. Fast jag \u00e4r allt lite kn\u00f6ven. G\u00e5r s\u00e5klart inte s\u00e4ga halt f\u00f6r den sakens skull. Man m\u00e5ste fram\u00e5t. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man kan st\u00e5 upp. Hoppla gubbe. N\u00e4r jag precis rest mig upp och skall g\u00e5 och fatta l\u00f6dkolven s\u00e5 ringer popstj\u00e4rnan. Nope, svarar inte om jag inte har tid. 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