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P\u00e5 kontoret igen. G\u00e5r leendes in h\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r h\u00e4r jag vill vara. Har det klart f\u00f6r mig sen m\u00e5nga m\u00e5nga \u00e5r. Mitt v\u00e4rv h\u00e4r \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 mitt liv. Mitt livsverk utvecklas inom de h\u00e4r v\u00e4ggarna. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Inget m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt med det. Bara ett liv som g\u00e5r. Ett av andra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag \u00e4r lillkatten h\u00e4r. Gammel och lillkatt kommer inte helt \u00f6verens vilket g\u00f6r att lillkatt ibland blir kvar h\u00e4r nere under natten f\u00f6r husfridens skull. Tar s\u00e5klart med upp och matar. N\u00f6jd lillkatt. Sover s\u00e4kert resten av dagen. Dr\u00f6mmer katters dr\u00f6mmar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00e5rdagens utflykt ut i offentligheten \u00e4r nu gl\u00f6md och bortf\u00f6rd ur min hj\u00e4rna. Jag \u00e4r enkel p\u00e5 det viset. Men l\u00e4r drabba mig igen. Det vet jag ju. Men det som k\u00e4nns som om en bomb som faller p\u00e5 ens huvud \u00e4r f\u00f6r det mesta bara ett “jaha<\/em>“. Livet forts\u00e4tter. V\u00e4rlden \u00e4r stor. Man sj\u00e4lv obetydlig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag \u00e4r enkel p\u00e5 andra vis ocks\u00e5. Kanske enklast av alla. Vill bara s\u00e4ga det. En g\u00e5ng f\u00f6r alla. Stadf\u00e4sta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag skall det st\u00e4das. Uppe i l\u00e4genheten. Pension\u00e4rssysslor. Jod\u00e5. Nog kan man anv\u00e4nda en f\u00f6rmiddag till det. Jag hinner med det andra ocks\u00e5. Det d\u00e4r nya lugnet inom mig som bor hos mig nu f\u00f6r tiden. Pension\u00e4rslugn. En ynnest. En g\u00e5va. Min b\u00e4sta tid \u00e4r nu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00f6rdag ser regnigt ut. Kanske skall man s\u00e4tta sig i “studion” d\u00e5. Leka. Leva. Skapa. Men risken \u00e4r s\u00e5klart att man som vanligt \u00e4r s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt att st\u00f6rre delen av dan blir soffa, bok och dr\u00f6mmar. Halvf\u00e4rdigt finnes. Inspiration ocks\u00e5. Bensin till kreationer som suger. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6ker man p\u00e5 H\u00e4lsingetoppen p\u00e5 Spotify s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man en lista med de cirkus 1700 mest spelade H\u00e4lsingel\u00e5tarna f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. Mycket H\u00e4lsingemusik blir det. Men ber\u00e4tta inte f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r \u00e4r hemligt \u00e4n s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge. H\u00e4mtat s\u00e5klart fr\u00e5n H\u00e4lsingetoppen.online<\/a> Tror det kan komma ut mer av det d\u00e4r. Ni \u00f6nskar – jag levererar. Ibland. Om jag finner tid. Finner inspiration. Tycker \u00f6nskningen \u00e4r v\u00e4rd att tillfredsst\u00e4lla. Om mutorna (eller hoten) \u00e4r stora nog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag ger bort allt gratis. Allt jag g\u00f6r blir till sand. Finnes samband d\u00e4r? D\u00e5lig aff\u00e4rside?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Funderar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Med te i halsen som letar sig ut i blodet med sin stimulantia piggnar man s\u00e5 sakta till. Aningens fortare g\u00e5r det med det kemiska som hj\u00e4lp. Tr\u00f6tt nu p\u00e5 morgonen n\u00e4mligen. Helt utan anledning. Som det \u00e4r. Ibland tar s\u00f6mnen. Ibland inte. Det spelar ingen roll hur m\u00e5nga timmarna man sover \u00e4r. F\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som jag \u00e4r s\u00e5klart inte det d\u00e4r s\u00e5 viktigt. Pensionen hamnar p\u00e5 kontot i alla fall. Man bara noterar detta faktum. En dag som denna. Jaha. Tacksam f\u00f6r att man bor i ett land d\u00e4r h\u00f6gern aldrig lyckades skapa \u00e5ldringars armod och br\u00f6dk\u00f6er f\u00f6r dem som inte f\u00f6ddes rika och med silversked i handen. D\u00e4r tillr\u00e4ckligt m\u00e5nga fortfarande tror och \u00e4r \u00f6vertygade om att tanken att hj\u00e4lpas \u00e5t \u00e4r bra och fungerande.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast vi \u00e4r en av v\u00e4rldens mest ekonomiskt oj\u00e4mst\u00e4llda l\u00e4nder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det mesta \u00e4gs av n\u00e5gra f\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 h\u00e4r. Vi \u00e4r trea i v\u00e4rlden n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller ekonomisk oj\u00e4mlikhet. Hissnande?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sveriges miljard\u00e4rer utg\u00f6r 0,05 promille av befolkningen men \u00e4ger mer \u00e4n vad 80 procent av vad vi andra \u00e4ger sammanlagt. R\u00e4ck upp handen den som tycker att dom f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar det. Att n\u00e5gon kan f\u00f6rtj\u00e4na det. Bor vi tillsammans i ett<\/strong> land? Hj\u00e4lps vi \u00e5t efter f\u00f6rm\u00e5ga. Som f\u00f6rr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Inget av det d\u00e4r kommer ens upp i den politiska debatten l\u00e4ngre. Anses vara en slags naturlag. Men det \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart inte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tr\u00f6tt blir man. R\u00f6star p\u00e5 det minst s\u00e4msta. Alltid s\u00e5. Man \u00e4r inte ens n\u00e4ra att k\u00e4nna att man tr\u00e4ffar r\u00e4tt \u00e4nd\u00e5. \u00d6vertygelsen str\u00e4cker sig l\u00e4ngre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu. I med ett par pluggar i \u00f6ronen. P\u00e5 med lite musik i mobilen. Ja, varf\u00f6r inte med H\u00e4lsingetopplistan p\u00e5 scramble? Sen st\u00e4da upp skiten. Den man sj\u00e4lv st\u00e4llt till med. Som det skall vara. Inga pigor h\u00e4r inte. Av princip. Vettu!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

P\u00e5 kontoret igen. G\u00e5r leendes in h\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r h\u00e4r jag vill vara. Har det klart f\u00f6r mig sen m\u00e5nga m\u00e5nga \u00e5r. Mitt v\u00e4rv h\u00e4r \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 mitt liv. Mitt livsverk utvecklas inom de h\u00e4r v\u00e4ggarna. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Inget m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt med det. Bara ett liv som g\u00e5r. Ett av andra. Idag \u00e4r lillkatten h\u00e4r. 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