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Monokultur p\u00e5 kullen<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Det har inte ens b\u00f6rjat p\u00e5 riktigt men man \u00e4r redan tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 valdebatter och gn\u00e4ll. Hur i helvete skall man orka en hel m\u00e5nad till av det h\u00e4r? Nope vet inte. Inte heller hur man skall klara de tre m\u00e5naderna eftervals kalabalik. Det \u00e4r nu “survival of the fittest<\/em>” testas. Ocoola gubbar \u00e4r allts\u00e5 p\u00e5 v\u00e4g att falla ifr\u00e5n redan i den inledande delen. Som f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntat. Men synd tycker i alla fall vi ocoola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Regn under kv\u00e4llen ocks\u00e5. Trevligt s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Kodarv\u00e4der. Fast tyv\u00e4rr \u00e4r inte de andra delarna av hj\u00e4rnan med mig s\u00e5 det bli i alla fall inte s\u00e5 mycket. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e4sglas\u00f6gon, nya, p\u00e5 ing\u00e5ende. Omackk\u00f6pta. Allts\u00e5 dyrare och f\u00f6rhoppningsvis b\u00e4ttre. Har aldrig beh\u00f6vt l\u00e4sglas\u00f6gon tidigare eftersom jag varit n\u00e4rsynt. Men starroperationen \u00e4ndrade p\u00e5 det. Fast valet inf\u00f6r operationen var att ha just n\u00e4rsyntheten kvar. Man f\u00e5r inte alltid som man vill eller som man lovas. Men l\u00e4tt n\u00e4r alternativet var bara gr\u00e5tt, gr\u00e5tt, gr\u00e5tt s\u00e5 var det enkelt att bli n\u00f6jd \u00e4nd\u00e5. V\u00e4rlden har bara varit full av mer f\u00e4rger \u00e4n efter den operationen n\u00e4r jag \u00f6verdoserade p\u00e5 morfin p\u00e5 Hudiksvalls sjukhus en g\u00e5ng i tiden. Ja jag hade inget med \u00f6verdoseringen att g\u00f6ra annat \u00e4n att vara mottagare av sprutorna fr\u00e5n nattjobbande sjuksk\u00f6terska. Men f\u00e4rgglada ormar s\u00e5g man d\u00e5. Od\u00f6da. Rent av levandes och kravlande. Inget man somnar ifr\u00e5n. Efter startoperationen de vanliga f\u00e4rgerna. Men f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkta. Det stora gula huset p\u00e5 kullen s\u00e5g nym\u00e5lat ut. Bilen nylackad. Tr\u00e4dens gr\u00f6na f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkt och de har aldrig varit gr\u00f6nare \u00e4n d\u00e5. Skulle g\u00e4rna stannat i den v\u00e4rlden. H\u00f6ll i sig ett tag. Numera \u00e4r det ganska gr\u00e5tt igen. Synd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e4ser roman om Hudiksvallsflicka som reser till Stockholm och blir hush\u00e5llerska. Skriven av en annan Hudiksvallstjej f\u00f6rresten. Tiden \u00e4r strax f\u00f6re kriget. Morsan gjorde samma sak under samma tid. Man \u00f6nskar man st\u00e4llt fler fr\u00e5gor till morsan medans hon levde s\u00e5klart. F\u00f6rsent nu. Bra bok hur som helst. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5terst\u00e5r idag g\u00f6r v\u00e4l egentligen bara att l\u00e4gga sig och l\u00e4sa en timme. Just boken som jag pratar om ovan. En bra bok drar liksom i en. Vill att man skall slutf\u00f6ra. Samtidigt vill man ju l\u00e4sa p\u00e5 och l\u00e4sa p\u00e5 i en bra bok. Vill inte att den skall ta slut. Men slutar g\u00f6r dom ju r\u00e4tt vad det \u00e4r. D\u00e5 st\u00e5r man d\u00e4r. F\u00f6rlagen uppfinner serier av b\u00f6cker f\u00f6r att stilla det d\u00e4r. Ja och man \u00e4r l\u00e4ttk\u00f6pt. Inhandlar n\u00e4sta del och n\u00e4sta… En ocool sucker.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men egentligen \u00e4r det aldrig f\u00f6r sent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan rubrik d\u00e5?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ingen aning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nope tametusan. Skiter i det h\u00e4r och g\u00e5r upp och l\u00e4ser. Ja det g\u00f6r jag! Jobba f\u00e5r man g\u00f6ra i morgon. Varf\u00f6r inte liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

God natt!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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