{"id":42447,"date":"2022-08-07T20:26:28","date_gmt":"2022-08-07T19:26:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42447"},"modified":"2022-08-07T20:26:28","modified_gmt":"2022-08-07T19:26:28","slug":"bandspelare-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42447","title":{"rendered":"Bandspelare"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Helg och vila och man njuter. M\u00e5ste vara h\u00f6g \u00e5lder. Mentalt och kroppsligt f\u00f6rfall. Har aldrig h\u00e4nt tidigare i mitt liv. Men m\u00e5r gott. Varf\u00f6r inte?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men s\u00f6ndag och kv\u00e4ll. Sirener f\u00f6r start av arbetsvecka ljuder strax efter sena Rapport. Jag h\u00f6rsammar. Vandrar ner f\u00f6r trapporna och sl\u00e5r p\u00e5 Scorpions p\u00e5 h\u00f6g volym. Minnen. Julafton. Tidigt 70-tal. Oannonserat. Marquee, London. F\u00f6r mig. Men ocks\u00e5 d\u00f6d. Gl\u00e4dje och sorg i samma andetag. Som alltid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 TV p\u00e5 morgonen vinner en busschauff\u00f6r fr\u00e5n Mora 100 tusen i m\u00e5naden i tio \u00e5r. Han t\u00e4nker inte k\u00f6ra buss mer. ICKE<\/strong>! K\u00e4nner att f\u00f6r en g\u00e5ngs skulle hamnar de d\u00e4r pengarna r\u00e4tt. Men ocks\u00e5 att alla har ett pris. M\u00e5 pengarna inte leda till olycka och girighet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fredag natt. Himlen \u00f6ppnar sig vid tolv. Det g\u00e5r inte sova. Det dundrar mot tak. M\u00e5ste beses. St\u00e5r d\u00e4r i f\u00f6nstret och dumstirrar en timme. \u00c4r den nu underg\u00e5ngen? Min regnm\u00e4tare \u00e4r d\u00f6d. Har inte orkat fixa. Tydligen faller 60 mm enligt SMHI. V\u00e4rlden (och det gula huset) st\u00e5r pall. St\u00e5r d\u00e4r kvar som vanligt efter\u00e5t. Bilen (gratis) nytv\u00e4ttad liksom kullens l\u00f6v som gl\u00e4nser som en nystekt fl\u00e4skkotlett dan efter. Lill-katten ute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6ndagen \u00e4r kall. I alla fall jag fryser. Men det g\u00f6r jag ju n\u00e4stan alltid. Fryslortarnas f\u00f6renings ordf\u00f6rande. Jag!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sex \u00e5r fram\u00e5t k\u00e4nns inte som en sj\u00e4lvklarhet l\u00e4ngre. Har det n\u00e5gonsin gjort det? Jo. Man t\u00e4nkte v\u00e4l inte s\u00e5 som yngre. Men nu? Vad vet man? Farsan dog som 70-\u00e5ring.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man lever. Ja och man beh\u00f6ver i alla fall inte bete sig som en avliden innan man \u00e4r det. Eller s\u00e4lla sig till de religi\u00f6sa tokarna som hoppas och tror p\u00e5 att livet kommer efter d\u00f6den. S\u00e5 dumt! Om han\/hon\/det\/guden ger dig ett liv s\u00e5 \u00e4r det v\u00e4l meningen att du skall leva det. Leva det fullt ut. Helt och h\u00e5llet. Varje minut. Sekund. Timme. Inte l\u00e4ngta och planera f\u00f6r n\u00e4sta liv hur upph\u00f6j och gyllene det \u00e4n m\u00e5las upp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Musiker som g\u00f6r allt f\u00f6r att bli lika bra som en bandspelare flockas i v\u00e4rlden. Ja och hyllas. Kommer aldrig att fatta det d\u00e4r. \u00c4nd\u00e5 spelar jag allts\u00e5 Scorpions sj\u00e4lv h\u00e4r och nu ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att lyssna p\u00e5 n\u00e5got nytt och sp\u00e4nnande. Idiot<\/strong>! St\u00e4mpeln man sl\u00e5r h\u00e5rt i sin egen panna efter att man kastat stenen i glashuset. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aprop\u00e5 nytt. Hey Joe med Deep Purple<\/a>. Allt nytt \u00e4r inte nytt och h\u00f6r inte hemma d\u00e4r man tror det h\u00f6r hemma. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men min vecka har b\u00f6rjat. Allts\u00e5 har jag annat att g\u00f6ra \u00e4n att babbla h\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tjing salabing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Helg och vila och man njuter. M\u00e5ste vara h\u00f6g \u00e5lder. Mentalt och kroppsligt f\u00f6rfall. Har aldrig h\u00e4nt tidigare i mitt liv. Men m\u00e5r gott. Varf\u00f6r inte? Men s\u00f6ndag och kv\u00e4ll. Sirener f\u00f6r start av arbetsvecka ljuder strax efter sena Rapport. Jag h\u00f6rsammar. Vandrar ner f\u00f6r trapporna och sl\u00e5r p\u00e5 Scorpions p\u00e5 h\u00f6g volym. Minnen. Julafton. 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