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Tjock farbror under korkek i munkanlagd tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

M\u00e5ndag \u00e4r den stora vilan. Vi intar en varsin del av soffan och reser oss knappt d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n under hela dagen. Semester \u00e4r tydligen inget f\u00f6r amat\u00f6rer. Helt slut \u00e4r det p\u00e5 alla energi som fanns innan resan. Ork == noll. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e4ttre idag dock. Trotts vila under hel dag s\u00e5 somnar jag s\u00f6tt. K d\u00e4remot ligger vaken hela natten. \u00c4r en amat\u00f6rvilare. Men \u00e5tertagen energi i kropp och sj\u00e4l. \u00c5tminstone en del av den \u00e4r tillbaks. Idag kan det bli annat gjort. Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast om sanningen skall fram \u00e4r jag fortfarande ganska tr\u00f6tt… Antagligen skulle man ha stretchat f\u00f6re semester. Eller gjort n\u00e5got annat semesterf\u00f6rberedande. Nu gjorde man inte det och s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man skylla sig sj\u00e4lv. Skavs\u00e5ren \u00e4r bara det l\u00e4tthanterliga i det h\u00e4r sammanhanget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har nog aldrig kopplat av och bort allt s\u00e5 mycket som jag gjort i \u00e5r. N\u00e5gra mail har blivit besvarade. N\u00e5gra l\u00e4nkar har blivit sparade f\u00f6r senare l\u00e4sning. Men i allt annat noll arbetsrelaterat. Konstig k\u00e4nsla. Aldrig f\u00f6rr. Det b\u00f6rjar iof pirra lite i kodartarmen. Man t\u00e4nker “n\u00e4sta vecka” fast det tar den och en vecka till innan man \u00e4r p\u00e5 banan igen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e5gra dagar kvar. K k\u00e4nner s\u00e5klart det d\u00e4r mer \u00e4n vad jag g\u00f6r. “T\u00e4nk inte s\u00e5 mycket<\/em>” liksom. Men mot helgen \u00e4r det v\u00e4l d\u00e4r i alla fall. Huvudet \u00e4r p\u00e5 jobbet flera dagar innan man sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r d\u00e4r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast som pension\u00e4r spelar s\u00e5klart inget av det d\u00e4r n\u00e5gon roll. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag ut och plocka lite med plantorna i v\u00e4xthuset. Terapi. Sen f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l hitta p\u00e5 n\u00e5got annat. Terapi det ocks\u00e5. Men \u00e5terg\u00e5 till lagandet av saker n\u00e4r det \u00e4r fixat. Kretsloppet i hus\u00e4gandet. Evigheten. Men ganska sk\u00f6nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Konstaterar slutligen att jag \u00e4r en bortsk\u00e4md j\u00e4vel som inte kan \u00f6nska sig mer av livet. T\u00e4nka sig vilken ynnest det \u00e4r att ha m\u00f6jligheten att f\u00e5 forma den tanken. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u00e5ndag \u00e4r den stora vilan. Vi intar en varsin del av soffan och reser oss knappt d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n under hela dagen. Semester \u00e4r tydligen inget f\u00f6r amat\u00f6rer. Helt slut \u00e4r det p\u00e5 alla energi som fanns innan resan. Ork == noll. B\u00e4ttre idag dock. Trotts vila under hel dag s\u00e5 somnar jag s\u00f6tt. K d\u00e4remot ligger […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-42341","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":40168,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40168","url_meta":{"origin":42341,"position":0},"title":"En r\u00e4knare p\u00e5 noll","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-11-01","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com R\u00e4knaren hamnar p\u00e5 noll till slut. 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