{"id":42171,"date":"2022-06-27T07:56:23","date_gmt":"2022-06-27T06:56:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42171"},"modified":"2022-06-27T07:56:23","modified_gmt":"2022-06-27T06:56:23","slug":"tre-sangar-med-brod","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42171","title":{"rendered":"Tre s\u00e4ngar med br\u00f6d"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Det \u00e4r bara jag som \u00e4r vaken. Kullen sover. Eller vad vet jag? Vad h\u00e4nder bakom neddragna gardiner och st\u00e4ngda d\u00f6rrar? Kanske p\u00e5g\u00e5r full aktivitet. Men tyst. Lugnt. Bara jag. S\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det. En kulle f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. Herre p\u00e5 t\u00e4ppan \u00e4ntligen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Upp med alla f\u00f6nster s\u00e5klart. Alla luftstr\u00f6mmar, hur sm\u00e5 de nu \u00e4n blir och \u00e4r, v\u00e4lkomnas. De \u00e4r i sanningen minimala. Fyrkantiga hus fungerar inte i det d\u00e4r fallet. Det beh\u00f6vs kr\u00f6kning f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 ig\u00e5ng vindarna. Har man varit i T\u00e4by och de b\u00f6jda husen d\u00e4r vet man. De \u00e4r som stora Einsteinsegel de husen. Utan snurr d\u00e5. Jo, m\u00e4nniskorna d\u00e4r i tenderar att vara r\u00e4tt snurriga iof. R\u00f6star fram moderater i ledningen \u00e5r efter \u00e5r. Jag menar tydligare tecken…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tekokaren fr\u00e5n Erikshj\u00e4lpen kn\u00e4pper till h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret. Dags f\u00f6r mitt te allts\u00e5. Te alltid. -30 till +30. Troligen d\u00e4r under och d\u00e4r\u00f6ver ocks\u00e5. En del av livet och de tveksamma rutinerna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Midsommar \u00f6ver. En vecka kvar till K’s semester. Min ocks\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 det \u00e4r att vara gift. Allt g\u00f6rs i par. Sammanv\u00e4xandet. Men jag tror det skall bli sk\u00f6nt. Studio \u00e4r f\u00f6rberedd f\u00f6r regniga dagar. B\u00f6cker \u00e4r best\u00e4llda. Grill och h\u00e4ngmatta och fungerande gr\u00e4sklippare finnes. Vem beh\u00f6ver mer. Sol och \u00f6msom regn \u00e4r jag s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att det blir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Idag skall det kodas som om man hade betalt f\u00f6r det. St\u00f6rande element undanbedes allts\u00e5.<\/span> En sista chans liksom. Att f\u00e5 lite saker p\u00e5 plats. Veckan efter semestern brukar g\u00e5 bort ganska rej\u00e4lt. Hj\u00e4rngegga. Ibland kan det ta tv\u00e5 och \u00e4nda upp till tre veckor att ta sig upp ur den d\u00e4r geggan. Men d\u00e5 j\u00e4vlar. D\u00e5 \u00e4r man som en fulltankad rymdraket i pension\u00e4rsform. Jo, ser en puttrande raket framf\u00f6r mig jag ocks\u00e5 som knappt orkar lyfta…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ser en film i helgen. Coola pension\u00e4rer som drar omkring i London. Japp, “Coola pension\u00e4rer”. Det \u00e4r 40-talisterna igen. Nu \u00e4r dom alla pension\u00e4rer. I varje \u00e5lder dom har befunnit sig i s\u00e5 har den varit den nya trettio. Den coola \u00e5ldern f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet \u00e4r v\u00e4l 70 plus. Det skall bli sk\u00f6nt n\u00e4r de passerar horisonten och l\u00e4mnar begrepp och leverne \u00e5t oss mindre sj\u00e4lvupptagna vad det lider. Va? Jag (ocks\u00e5) sj\u00e4lvupptagen? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r ringer broder Ljungstr\u00f6m. Musikern. Han har varit norrut och spelat i helgen. Segrat och er\u00f6vrat. N\u00e4r vi vanliga vilar jobbar fantomen och artisterna h\u00e5rdast. Vi vanliga klarar av det som vi brukar klara av.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu skall jag s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 lite ny musik och sen t\u00e4nker jag arbeta s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge jag orkar och vill och k\u00e4nner att vindar och vilja och tr\u00e4d och bin och f\u00e5glar och blommor hejar p\u00e5 och trivs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ha en bra dag du med! Ett liv \u00e4r det som erbjuds.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r bara jag som \u00e4r vaken. Kullen sover. Eller vad vet jag? Vad h\u00e4nder bakom neddragna gardiner och st\u00e4ngda d\u00f6rrar? Kanske p\u00e5g\u00e5r full aktivitet. Men tyst. Lugnt. Bara jag. S\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det. En kulle f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. Herre p\u00e5 t\u00e4ppan \u00e4ntligen. Upp med alla f\u00f6nster s\u00e5klart. 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