S\u00f6ndag ute. Njut. F\u00f6rsta riktiga tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rdsfixardagen. Ren k\u00e4rlek och lycka. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
L\u00f6rdag \u00e4r S\u00f6derhamn. Denna nedg\u00e5gna stad med potential. Man skulle kunna bo h\u00e4r bara f\u00f6r potentialen. Men visst har staden befunntit sig p\u00e5 dekis l\u00e4nge nog nu. “Res dig ut askan S\u00f6derhamn<\/em>” skriker jag d\u00e4r p\u00e5 K\u00f6pmangatan. Vi f\u00e5r se ur det blir. Om det lyssnas. F\u00e5r hur som helst en sushi i magen d\u00e4r som bel\u00f6ning\/tr\u00f6st. Hejar p\u00e5 INA musikservice. Hejar p\u00e5 “f\u00e4stningen”. Hejar till h\u00f6ger och v\u00e4nster.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Annars \u00e4r det Mobackes som \u00e4r m\u00e5let f\u00f6r l\u00f6rdagsturen. V\u00e4xter. V\u00e4xter. V\u00e4xter. Vi g\u00e5r d\u00e4r och ler som f\u00e5nar. Det h\u00e4r gillar vi. Tv\u00e5 “tanter” tr\u00e4nger sig tre g\u00e5nger dit jag ocks\u00e5 skall som om jag\/vi inte finns och existerar och jag h\u00e5ller n\u00e4stan p\u00e5 att sparka b\u00e5da h\u00e5rt p\u00e5 smalbenet till slut. Men stillar mig. De \u00e4r v\u00e4l bara excalterade. Man f\u00e5r ha milt \u00f6verseende med m\u00e4nskligheten och dess tanter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u00e4rifr\u00e5n kommer vi fattigare och lyckligare. Precis som varje \u00e5r som f\u00f6rflutit hittils. OK. N\u00e4stan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u00e5 fredagen kommer d\u00f6den p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k. Jag ryggar tillbaks i stolen. Sp\u00e4nner alla muskler och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker komma ih\u00e5g hur det nu \u00e4r man spelar shack. Men ser jag att den svartkl\u00e4dde \u00e4r j\u00e4vligt v\u00e4lkammad och har guldklocka p\u00e5 armen. Hmm….. Det \u00e4r bara kyrkomusiker Sub\u00e4ck. Inga \u00e5tg\u00e4rder beh\u00f6vs annat \u00e4n att f\u00f6rbereda sig p\u00e5 lite lyssning av orternas olika musikstj\u00e4rnor. Jo, han brukar bjuda p\u00e5 dyligt. Den enda inspelningen mer hemlig \u00e4n den andra. Det \u00e4r ju s\u00e5 man f\u00e5r folk att lyssna s\u00e5klart. Hemligst\u00e4mpla. Skall komma ig\u00e5g det om jag n\u00e5gonsin sl\u00e4pper en l\u00e5t igen. Hemlig blir den. S\u00e5 hemlig att den n\u00e4stan inte h\u00f6rs. Fast i Sub\u00e4cks lista platsar jag nog inte \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. D\u00e4r p\u00e5 den telefonen finns bara riktiga musiker. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Ja och fredagsefermiddagens stress blir allts\u00e5 till lite musikprat ist\u00e4llet. F\u00e5r l\u00e4mna kodandet d\u00e4rh\u00e4n. Men det fungerar ibland det ocks\u00e5. En kyrkomusiker p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k efter en avklarad begraving kan beh\u00f6va prata av sig lite. Och nog \u00e4r han \u00e4nd\u00e5 en hedersknyffel den gode mannen. Kommunen har ingen bandkonstillation d\u00e4r han inte har \u00e5tminstone ett gratisfinger p\u00e5 en klaviaturtangent. H\u00e4r har vi troligen mannen som har v\u00e4rldsrekorder i att inte s\u00e4ga nej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Men bara gott finns att rapportera fr\u00e5n kullen allts\u00e5. Koltrasten sk\u00e4mmer fortfarande bort mig. Idag ocks\u00e5 solen. Ja hela livet \u00e4r just nu som ett bes\u00f6k p\u00e5 ett n\u00f6jesf\u00e4lt med bara njutbara attraktioner. Man undrar n\u00e4r det skall g\u00e5 \u00e5t helvete. S\u00e5h\u00e4r j\u00e4kla bra f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar v\u00e4l ingen m\u00e4nniska att ha det i l\u00e4ngden. T\u00e4nker man… <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" S\u00f6ndag ute. Njut. F\u00f6rsta riktiga tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rdsfixardagen. Ren k\u00e4rlek och lycka. L\u00f6rdag \u00e4r S\u00f6derhamn. Denna nedg\u00e5gna stad med potential. Man skulle kunna bo h\u00e4r bara f\u00f6r potentialen. Men visst har staden befunntit sig p\u00e5 dekis l\u00e4nge nog nu. “Res dig ut askan S\u00f6derhamn” skriker jag d\u00e4r p\u00e5 K\u00f6pmangatan. Vi f\u00e5r se ur det blir. 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