{"id":41892,"date":"2022-05-13T12:50:02","date_gmt":"2022-05-13T11:50:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41892"},"modified":"2022-05-13T12:50:02","modified_gmt":"2022-05-13T11:50:02","slug":"noll-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41892","title":{"rendered":"Noll"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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En hel dag i eget. Mer beg\u00e4r jag inte. Och h\u00e4r \u00e4r man. Njuter av att g\u00f6ra eget. Bara eget. Men tr\u00f6tt d\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet. Trotts halvsjusovande. Men allt kan man ju inte f\u00e5. Man k\u00e4mpar hela v\u00e4gen fram till soffan. Den som \u00e4r gr\u00f6n och fr\u00e5n IKEA.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ligger d\u00e4r n\u00e4ra svanstippen p\u00e5 H\u00e4lsingetoppen<\/a> s\u00e5klart. N\u00e4stan sist bland de minst popul\u00e4ra. Nollorna. Allts\u00e5 noll \u00e4r det minsta man kan ha i Spotifies popularitetsindex. Ja och det har man allts\u00e5. Att resultatet sedan viktas p\u00e5 antal f\u00f6ljare k\u00e4nns r\u00e4ttvist och bra tycker jag. Men i mitt fall d\u00e5 som varken har v\u00e4nner eller folk som \u00e4lskar mig s\u00e5 hamnar man s\u00e5klart l\u00e5ngt d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Ja och jo. Det handlar om (d\u00e5lig) musik ocks\u00e5. Men bra musik lyssnar man p\u00e5. Den f\u00f6rsta siffran ger en bra indikation p\u00e5 vad som lyssnas p\u00e5. Den andra siffran (f\u00f6ljare) handlar mer om hur popul\u00e4r man \u00e4r. D\u00e5 kan det r\u00e4cka med en stor sl\u00e4kt. Jag skulle allts\u00e5 inte bli lucia om jag st\u00e4llt upp. Tur att jag aldrig st\u00e4llde upp. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men i toppen p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra listor (oavsett omr\u00e5de) har jag aldrig legat. Ja inte i mitten eller den f\u00f6rsta kvarten heller. Ett helt liv s\u00e5 och man l\u00e4r sig att st\u00e5 ut med detta faktum utan att b\u00f6rja grina och deppa f\u00f6r den skull.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja H\u00e4lsingetoppen i sig \u00e4r vl inte den popul\u00e4raste listan i v\u00e4rlden den heller. En f\u00f6ljd av ovanst\u00e5ende d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Sand blir allt jag r\u00f6r vid. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men bortser man fr\u00e5n brist p\u00e5 framg\u00e5ng i livet s\u00e5 \u00e4r allt annat helt perfekt. S\u00e5 det finns inget att deppa f\u00f6r. Har v\u00e4l egentligen aldrig funnits. Om det nu beror p\u00e5 galenskapen elle rinte det har jag ingen aning om. Hur skall den drabbade veta det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men h\u00e4r sitter jag allts\u00e5 i min stol och flinar \u00e4nd\u00e5. Har den d\u00e4r gok\u00e4nslan i kroppen varje morgon n\u00e4r jag trampar ner till kontoret. Det kan inte bli annat med de d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslorna n\u00e4r man med galningens vetskap och s\u00e4kerhet k\u00e4nner i allt att man g\u00f6r det man skall g\u00f6ra. Vem, om inte man sj\u00e4lv, skulle annars avg\u00f6ra den sakern. T\u00e4tt v\u00e4g eller fel v\u00e4g. Man f\u00e5r k\u00e4nna efter. Eller l\u00e5ta andra best\u00e4mma vilka v\u00e4gar man skall g\u00e5 och g\u00e5 deras v\u00e4g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tro jag skall ta en lite tupplur. Pension\u00e4rer f\u00e5r det. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

God helg p\u00e5 er allesammans. L\u00f6v, sol och koltrasts\u00e5ng. Upp\u00e5t v\u00e4rre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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