{"id":41865,"date":"2022-05-09T19:56:18","date_gmt":"2022-05-09T18:56:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41865"},"modified":"2022-05-09T19:56:18","modified_gmt":"2022-05-09T18:56:18","slug":"pa-stegar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41865","title":{"rendered":"P\u00e5 stegar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Photo by Posawee Suwannaphati on Pexels.com<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 jag ser lite av v\u00e4rlden idag. Synnerligen lokalt dock. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Byskvaller. Bj\u00f6rnar. Flyttifr\u00e5n och flyttihop. Allt det d\u00e4r som g\u00f6r liv. Lite trevligt. Inte mycket gn\u00e4ll har h\u00f6rts. Uppskattat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag mest p\u00e5 stegar. Ner i h\u00f6rn d\u00e4r ingen varit p\u00e5 l\u00e4nge. V\u00e4rme. Varmt under tak. Kabeltattarliv. N\u00e4tverksslav. Mer fysisk arbetsdag \u00e4n vanligt. G\u00f6r mig nog gott. Kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gitarren vilar h\u00e4r bredvid mig. Gr\u00e5ter. Viskar “spela p\u00e5 mig<\/em>” mellan snyftningarna. Hennes snyftningar. Men jag orkar inte. Inte idag heller. Vi skall dock m\u00f6tas igen. Material finns i telefonen. “Snart<\/em>” viskar jag tillbaks. Snart…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det blir mer av det h\u00e4r imorgon. N\u00e4r solen g\u00e5r upp. Men f\u00f6rhoppningsvis halvdag. Att det f\u00e5r r\u00e4cka md det. Men allt kan h\u00e4nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har annat att g\u00f6ra . Mycket. \u00c4r f\u00f6r sn\u00e4ll. Jag som trodde jag l\u00e4rt mig att s\u00e4ga nej p\u00e5 riktigt. Men dumt s\u00e5klart att s\u00e4ga “OK d\u00e5<\/em>” n\u00e4r man redan har mer att g\u00f6ra \u00e4n man klarar av. L\u00e4rde jag mig det denna g\u00e5ng?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Knappast… Men blir g\u00e4rna \u00f6verraskad d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men liv \u00e4r liv och lever, ja det g\u00f6r jag. Mitt liv. Ett liv. Ej till salu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Borde v\u00e4l misstr\u00f6sta i allt. Men misstr\u00f6star inte i allt. Har en lite bergskl\u00e4ttrare inom mig fortfarande som vill upp\u00e5t. Som \u00e4r beredd och v\u00e4l medveten om att topp v\u00e4l n\u00e5dd bara inneb\u00e4r en ny topp att bestiga. Resan och allt det d\u00e4r. Jag kan njuta i det som sker. Lyckans ost borde folk t\u00e4nka n\u00e4r de ser mig ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r stackare. Kunder man tycka. Som n\u00e4r de ser vilken som helst annan d\u00e5re. Men det fungerar visst inte s\u00e5. Nope.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu. Vill bara krypa till s\u00e4ngs. Vaknade vid fyra. Men det g\u00e5r s\u00e5klart inte. Vaknar pigg vid tolv om man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker det tricket. Testat. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla ut till \u00e5tminstone elva. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Frasse skulle allts\u00e5 ha blivit tjugo idag. V\u00e4n katt. Aldrig gl\u00f6md. K\u00e4nns som han fortfarande \u00e4r med varje dag. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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S\u00e5 jag ser lite av v\u00e4rlden idag. Synnerligen lokalt dock. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Byskvaller. Bj\u00f6rnar. Flyttifr\u00e5n och flyttihop. Allt det d\u00e4r som g\u00f6r liv. Lite trevligt. Inte mycket gn\u00e4ll har h\u00f6rts. Uppskattat. Men jag mest p\u00e5 stegar. Ner i h\u00f6rn d\u00e4r ingen varit p\u00e5 l\u00e4nge. V\u00e4rme. Varmt under tak. Kabeltattarliv. N\u00e4tverksslav. Mer fysisk arbetsdag \u00e4n vanligt. 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