{"id":41862,"date":"2022-05-08T20:50:23","date_gmt":"2022-05-08T19:50:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41862"},"modified":"2022-05-08T20:50:23","modified_gmt":"2022-05-08T19:50:23","slug":"inte-sa-pjakigt-anda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41862","title":{"rendered":"Inte s\u00e5 pj\u00e5kigt \u00e4nd\u00e5"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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Pysslar om tanterna idag. Pelagonerna har blivit eftersatta den h\u00e4r vintern och v\u00e5ren. Nu idag f\u00e5r f\u00e5r de lite k\u00e4rlek och lite prat och en frisering. Men vintern har varit h\u00e5rd f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga av dom. Tanterna har l\u00e4ngtat efter sommartider precis som jag. Men lite g\u00f6dning nu bara sen \u00e4r jag s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att dom sk\u00e4mmer bort mig med blommor i m\u00e4ngder i \u00e5r ocks\u00e5. Man \u00e4r en bortsk\u00e4md ocool gubbe. Varje \u00e5r och j\u00e4mt och st\u00e4ndigt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen b\u00e4rs det. Rensar ut lite av det som samlats i studion under vintern. M\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00e5 till fria golvytor s\u00e5 att jag kommer \u00e5t med st\u00e4dverktyg. Just nu \u00e4r kontor + studio en mancave ^ 2. Det kan inte forts\u00e4tta s\u00e5. Nope. Lite sj\u00e4lvrespekt har till och med jag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I allt annat vila. Influensa har h\u00e5llt oss b\u00e5da h\u00e4r i huset i shack under en full vecka. D\u00e4rtill sover jag f\u00f6rbannat d\u00e5ligt. Har allts\u00e5 varit r\u00e4tt sega dagar. Men idag k\u00e4nns f\u00f6rkylning \u00e5tminstone i det n\u00e4rmaste \u00f6verst\u00f6kad. Man hoppas att den goda s\u00f6mnen ocks\u00e5 \u00e5terv\u00e4nder. Inte ofta jag sover d\u00e5ligt men \u00e4ven jag har mina perioder s\u00e5klart. St\u00e5r ut. \u00c5tminstone hittils.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man lever liv. Under ett liv s\u00e5 har en massa m\u00e4nniskor velat ha saker av en. Ha men inte ge. Jag tror det stora undantaget \u00e4r just Backa-Jan. Han gav bara. Var nog en livs levande \u00e4ngel. Fler s\u00e5dan har jag inte tr\u00e4ffat. Och n\u00e4r man t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 ett liv som har varit fullt av tillfredst\u00e4llande av andra. D\u00e5 tackar jag all himlens stj\u00e4rnor \u00e5ter igen f\u00f6r att jag inte blev den d\u00e4r stj\u00e4rna som jag en g\u00e5ng dr\u00f6mde om att bli. Som k\u00e4nd person \u00f6kar det d\u00e4r med en faktor tusen och mer. Allt och alla blir utsugare som bara vill ha en bit av en – mer om m\u00f6jligt. Som en obetydlig ocool gubbe p\u00e5 en kulle ute i ingestans kan man i alla fall h\u00e5lla sig g\u00f6md och h\u00e4vda att det enda man egentligen \u00f6nskar sig \u00e4r bara att f\u00e5 vara i fred. Inget mer. Gott d\u00e4r. Fast helt i fred l\u00e4mnas man s\u00e5klart aldrig. Det finns alltid n\u00e5gon som vill ha n\u00e5got av en. Som kr\u00e4ver och kv\u00e4ver.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Till salu blev jag i alla fall inte. Aldrig n\u00e5gonsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon skulle Frasse ha fyllt tjugo. Gammelkatten. Men blev nitton i alla fall. Alla v\u00e5ra katter har n\u00e5tt en \u00e5lder n\u00e4ra tjugo. N\u00e5gra har r\u00e5kat ut f\u00f6r olyckor i och f\u00f6r sig. Men dom andra har allts\u00e5 h\u00e4ngt med l\u00e4nge. Lillkatten som ligger h\u00e4r bredvid mig \u00e4r bara \u00e5ret. \u00d6verlever antagligen mig d\u00e5. Om man nu inte r\u00e5kar blir riktigt gammal. Men det ser jag inte som en trolig utveckling. Men lever tills jag inte g\u00f6r det l\u00e4ngre. Inga halvmessyrer eller give up’s h\u00e4r inte innan dess. Vi k\u00f6r s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det g\u00e5r och h\u00e5ller. Liv skall levas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Liv skall levas<\/em>” hummar n\u00e5gon h\u00f6r jag. Vad lever den d\u00e4r g\u00f6ken f\u00f6r liv? Bara jobbar ju. Och sant d\u00e5 kanske. Men det h\u00e4r \u00e4r mitt liv, min v\u00e4g, den jag valt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r allts\u00e5 gott s\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Pysslar om tanterna idag. Pelagonerna har blivit eftersatta den h\u00e4r vintern och v\u00e5ren. Nu idag f\u00e5r f\u00e5r de lite k\u00e4rlek och lite prat och en frisering. Men vintern har varit h\u00e5rd f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga av dom. Tanterna har l\u00e4ngtat efter sommartider precis som jag. Men lite g\u00f6dning nu bara sen \u00e4r jag s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att dom […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-41862","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36976,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36976","url_meta":{"origin":41862,"position":0},"title":"Tanterna och jag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-12-01","format":false,"excerpt":"Tanterna och jag tittar f\u00f6rundrat ut idag p\u00e5 f\u00f6rmiddagen. 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