{"id":41763,"date":"2022-04-20T08:49:17","date_gmt":"2022-04-20T07:49:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41763"},"modified":"2022-04-20T08:49:17","modified_gmt":"2022-04-20T07:49:17","slug":"storhetsvansinnet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41763","title":{"rendered":"Storhetsvansinnet"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Om man vandrar d\u00e4r bland mina gitarrer. Jod\u00e5, mest gammalt, Levin och s\u00e5dant. Arvegods som man inte haft mage att kasta eller ge bort. Men bland de d\u00e4r en “Martin<\/strong><\/em>“. “Storhetsvansinne<\/em>” t\u00e4nker s\u00e5klart betraktaren och g\u00e5r vidare. “Man borde ju \u00e5tminstone kunna spela f\u00f6r att \u00e4ga en s\u00e5dan<\/em>“. Dom kostar en slant dom d\u00e4r sakerna. Sexton tusenlappar och mer. Fyra ggr v\u00e4rdet p\u00e5 v\u00e5r bil, eller n\u00e5ja sexton ggr mer troligt. Eller liggande \u00e5ttor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hade betraktaren inte blivit s\u00e5 sur och avundsjuk s\u00e5 kunde jag ber\u00e4tta att det d\u00e4r, ja det \u00e4r en \u00e4kta Kinesisk kopia. V\u00e4rd en tusenlapp. Inte s\u00e4rskilt bra ens. Men f\u00e5r duga s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge till mig. “Till musik som suger<\/em>“.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 kan det vara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Till Ljusdal ig\u00e5r igen. Saknat en av mina mediciner f\u00f6r blodtryck n\u00e5gra dagar i v\u00e4ntan p\u00e5 nytt recept. F\u00e4rila st\u00e4ngt. Oklart varf\u00f6r. S\u00e5 Ljusdal blir det. Igen och igen och igen k\u00e4nns det som. Nu vill jag inte se Ljusdal igen p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r sidan om midsommar. Hoppas kan man ju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 kontoret. Upp med alla d\u00f6rrar. Upp med alla f\u00f6nster. Ner med alla persienner. H\u00e4rliga tider. Men allt det d\u00e4r bryter visst p\u00e5 l\u00f6rdag. Men lidandet \u00e4r inte s\u00e4rskilt stort efter denna dag heller. Men mer normalt v\u00e4der f\u00f6r \u00e5rstiden fram\u00f6ver. Man tackar och tar emot f\u00f6r det som bjudits p\u00e5. Vet att snart kan man vandra omkring h\u00e4r barfota. Inget behov att s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 strumpor igen f\u00f6rr\u00e4n bort\u00e5t september. Gott liv. Lyckligt liv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Finns inget att klaga p\u00e5 idag. I min \u00e5lder vill man ju spy galla \u00f6ver i alla fall n\u00e5gon eller n\u00e5got. Men ingenting. Allt \u00e4r bra… N\u00e5ja Putin. Den d\u00e4r j\u00e4vlen och hans kompisar skulle jag kunna rikta en pistol mot huvudet p\u00e5 och trycka av den utan problem. Jag \u00e4r kall p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r viset. G\u00f6r det som som beh\u00f6vs. S\u00e5 b\u00e4st f\u00f6r honom vore det kanske att han inte d\u00f6k upp h\u00e4r. Ja och om han gjorde det borde skjutvapen h\u00e5llas borta fr\u00e5n ocoola gubbar. S\u00e4kert.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag gissar att Kina egentligen \u00e4r den stora f\u00f6rloraren p\u00e5 allt det h\u00e4r. Alla har liksom fattat att: “fan, vi m\u00e5ste plocka hem mer produktion och det snabbt<\/em>“. Dom \u00e4r ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 bara \u00e4nnu ett av de d\u00e4r tokl\u00e4nderna som egentligen inte f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar att finnas med i v\u00e4rldssamfundets gemenskap. Ja och vi pratar ledare. Folket \u00e4r det inget fel p\u00e5. \u00c5tminstone inte de flesta. Men samma kappv\u00e4ndare d\u00e4r och h\u00e4r och \u00f6verallt s\u00e5klart. De flesta nyttjar minsta motst\u00e5ndets lag som livsprincip.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast h\u00e4r skall knappas idag. En liten nyfas. Allts\u00e5 lite nyt\u00e4ndning. Borde dessutom bli lite mindre i omfattning \u00e4n f\u00f6rra delen. Man borde allts\u00e5 kunna h\u00e5lla \u00e5ngan uppe. Men mycket kvar fortfarande. K\u00e4mpar med tanken p\u00e5 “\u00f6verm\u00e4ktigt” f\u00f6r en person. Men har hittills lyckats h\u00e5lla ihop motivationen och vandra fram\u00e5t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5… kanske h\u00f6rs vi igen p\u00e5 denna (k)anal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Om man vandrar d\u00e4r bland mina gitarrer. Jod\u00e5, mest gammalt, Levin och s\u00e5dant. Arvegods som man inte haft mage att kasta eller ge bort. Men bland de d\u00e4r en “Martin“. “Storhetsvansinne” t\u00e4nker s\u00e5klart betraktaren och g\u00e5r vidare. “Man borde ju \u00e5tminstone kunna spela f\u00f6r att \u00e4ga en s\u00e5dan“. Dom kostar en slant dom d\u00e4r sakerna. 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