{"id":41703,"date":"2022-04-06T07:10:05","date_gmt":"2022-04-06T06:10:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41703"},"modified":"2022-04-06T07:10:05","modified_gmt":"2022-04-06T06:10:05","slug":"vagen-man-gar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41703","title":{"rendered":"V\u00e4gen man g\u00e5r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Livet som pension\u00e4r? Jod\u00e5, det \u00f6vertr\u00e4ffar alla f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar. Fast egentligen \u00e4r v\u00e4l allt precis som f\u00f6re. F\u00f6rutom utbetalningarna man f\u00e5r utan krav p\u00e5 motprestation d\u00e5. Jag kan inte p\u00e5st\u00e5 att man lider. Tur att man inte \u00e4r konstn\u00e4r… Eller \u00e4r man det?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ett liv p\u00e5 en kulle \u00e4r vad det handlar om allts\u00e5. Gott liv. Jag tr\u00e4ffar iof s\u00e4llan n\u00e5gra m\u00e4nniskor och det kan kanske tyckas vara tragiskt. Man kan definitivt betygs\u00e4tta en m\u00e4nniska i det antal kompisar man har i slutet av livet, japp, de d\u00e4r som kommer p\u00e5 begravningen. H\u00e4r blir det r\u00e4tt tomt. Men ett val d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Man m\u00e5ste alltid v\u00e4lja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har valt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dagen skall anv\u00e4ndas till att koda v\u00e4l valda partier i o\u00e4ndlighetsprojektet. Varf\u00f6r jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med detta \u00f6verg\u00e5r mitt f\u00f6rst\u00e5nd varje g\u00e5ng jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker t\u00e4nka efter och svara p\u00e5 fr\u00e5gan “varf\u00f6r”? Men ibland m\u00e5ste man antagligen. Man kan inte l\u00e4mna fr\u00e5gor obesvarade. Allts\u00e5 s\u00e5dana man har inom sig. Jag har alltid varit d\u00e5lig p\u00e5 det. Alltid dragit iv\u00e4g och s\u00f6kt svaren.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast dumheter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Google meddelar att mina bilder besk\u00e5dats av en halv miljon m\u00e4nniskor. Ber\u00f6r mig inte i ryggen. Varf\u00f6r skulle det? Men mest Moviken. Trolska skogen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

LIllkatten \u00e4r piggare \u00e4n oss andra. Ute redan f\u00f6re sex. Men kallt idag, minus nio, g\u00e5r in och skiter. R\u00e4dd om rumpan. \u00c4r som en blondin. Snygg men dum. Kommer undan med allt. Gulligull i alla fall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skatte\u00e5terb\u00e4ring, elbidrag, allt ramlar in samtidigt. Pengar in snabbare \u00e4n man hinner skyffla ut. Vettefan vad som h\u00e4nder just nu. St\u00e4ller mig fr\u00e5gande till om vi f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar detta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi ser ondskan i Ukraina. Om man nu skall kalla den det. Det d\u00e4r vi alla har inom oss. Tortyr, n\u00f6jesd\u00f6dande, v\u00e5ldt\u00e4kter. De flesta som utf\u00f6r som d\u00e4r hemskheterna \u00e4r som dig och mig. De uppf\u00f6r sig precis p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt som de som tysta ser p\u00e5 och tyst deltar n\u00e4r n\u00e5gon mobbas p\u00e5 skolg\u00e5rden. Det \u00e4r bara graderna i helvete som varierar. Vi har det inom oss allesammans. M\u00e5ste bek\u00e4mpa och trycka undan den d\u00e4r sidan varje dag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men har du tyst sett p\u00e5 och st\u00e5tt d\u00e4r i mobben vet du att du \u00e4r en av dem som utf\u00f6r hemskheter i krig ocks\u00e5. Hoppas ner fr\u00e5n dina h\u00f6ga h\u00e4star i s\u00e5 fall och g\u00f6r b\u00e4ttring. Du har en os\u00e4krad handgranat inom dig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men FN. Ett sk\u00e4mt. I alla fall till stora delar. M\u00e5ste reformeras. S\u00e5klart m\u00e5ste det det. Vi kan inte ha l\u00e4nder som kan stoppa folkr\u00e4ttsfr\u00e5gor genom veto. Nope. Men dom med vete har maken. S\u00e5 r\u00e4dda att f\u00f6rlora den. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kulle p\u00e5g\u00e5r inga krig. Jo, bland sm\u00e5f\u00e5glarna p\u00e5g\u00e5r visserligen sm\u00e5skaliga strider. Men de reder ut sina grejer r\u00e4tt snabbt. Vi gamlingar skulle v\u00e4l ta oss bort fr\u00e5n v\u00e5ra kulla och bege oss till Ukraina. Ta en solros i h\u00e4nderna och vandra obev\u00e4pnade mot fronten. L\u00e5ta dom meja ner oss tills kulorna \u00e4r slut och vi kan ta oss fram och dr\u00e4nka de som \u00e4r r\u00e4dda i solrosor och k\u00e4rlek och skicka hem dem till moder Ryssland. Men vi sitter kvar s\u00e5klart. K\u00f6per oss m\u00f6jligen fria f\u00f6r en hundring. T\u00e4nker att n\u00e5gon annan f\u00e5r ta tag i det d\u00e4r. Vi har det ju s\u00e5 bra. Letar upp ett extrapris p\u00e5 kaffe ist\u00e4llet. Tar en tupplur. Innan vi yrvaket vaknar upp igen och f\u00f6rfasar oss lite f\u00f6r syns skull. Precis som vi alltid har gjort.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Livet som pension\u00e4r? Jod\u00e5, det \u00f6vertr\u00e4ffar alla f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningar. Fast egentligen \u00e4r v\u00e4l allt precis som f\u00f6re. F\u00f6rutom utbetalningarna man f\u00e5r utan krav p\u00e5 motprestation d\u00e5. Jag kan inte p\u00e5st\u00e5 att man lider. Tur att man inte \u00e4r konstn\u00e4r… Eller \u00e4r man det? Men ett liv p\u00e5 en kulle \u00e4r vad det handlar om allts\u00e5. 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