Davie Bowie f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker pigga upp. Men jag orkar inte mer. Inte ikv\u00e4ll. S\u00e5 ser faktum nummer ett ut just h\u00e4r och nu. S\u00e5 st\u00e4nga ner. Sl\u00e5r av. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fylla pellets. Vandra upp\u00e5t. D\u00e4r mata katter. Ta medicin (tv\u00e5 plus halv f\u00f6r blodtryck och tv\u00e5 f\u00f6r stor prostata). Smyga i sig en liten, liten macka som man inte borde smyga i sig. Eller tre. Borsta t\u00e4nder. L\u00e4gga sig. L\u00e4sa tills man inte orkar l\u00e4sa mer (\u00f6gon g\u00e5r i kors). Sova. Hoppas p\u00e5 mer och ny ork imorgon. Jod\u00e5…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ett enkelt liv. Jag blir n\u00e4stan avundsjuk p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv. F\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar jag detta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Davie Bowie f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker pigga upp. Men jag orkar inte mer. Inte ikv\u00e4ll. S\u00e5 ser faktum nummer ett ut just h\u00e4r och nu. S\u00e5 st\u00e4nga ner. Sl\u00e5r av. Fylla pellets. Vandra upp\u00e5t. D\u00e4r mata katter. Ta medicin (tv\u00e5 plus halv f\u00f6r blodtryck och tv\u00e5 f\u00f6r stor prostata). 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