{"id":41615,"date":"2022-03-25T09:17:38","date_gmt":"2022-03-25T08:17:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41615"},"modified":"2022-03-25T09:17:38","modified_gmt":"2022-03-25T08:17:38","slug":"blev-det-bara-sahar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=41615","title":{"rendered":"Blev det bara s\u00e5h\u00e4r?"},"content":{"rendered":"
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N\u00e5gonstans, n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng i livet, kommer nog alla till det d\u00e4r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Blev det bara s\u00e5h\u00e4r?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja i alla fall kommer man dit tror jag om man \u00e4r en n\u00e5gorlunda t\u00e4nkande m\u00e4nniska. Vissa kanske bara tittar vidare p\u00e5 Bonde s\u00f6ker fru och n\u00f6jer sig med det. Vad vet jag. Men de flesta n\u00e5r nog den d\u00e4r punkten n\u00e4r dr\u00f6mmar och ambitioner m\u00f6ter verkligheten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lite sanningens \u00f6gonblick det d\u00e4r allts\u00e5. Priser. Pengar. \u00c4ra. F\u00f6r de flesta blir det som mest 15 sekunder i rampljuset och sen bara vanligt liv. Vi \u00e4r som andra. De flesta av oss ganska lika. Delar vanliga liv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men n\u00e4r tanken dyker upp. Rannsakning. Jo man kan byta partner. Skaffa yngre. Vackrare. Fler. Eller hitta andra v\u00e4gar och riktningar dit man kan fly utan att beh\u00f6va besvara sv\u00e5ra fr\u00e5gor. Feghetens v\u00e4g. Den lurades v\u00e4g. F\u00f6r allt blir vardag och allt \u00e5ldras. Eller man kan bl\u00e5neka, blunda, ja allts\u00e5 se vidare p\u00e5 Bonde s\u00f6ker fru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jodo, nog har man st\u00e5tt d\u00e4r och fr\u00e5gat. Blev det bara s\u00e5h\u00e4r?<\/em> Mer \u00e4n en g\u00e5ng. Men \u00e4ven om fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r den viktiga h\u00e4r s\u00e5 \u00e4r svaret \u00e4nd\u00e5 det intressanta. Olika svar finnes s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r var och en av oss. Hur \u00e4n lika liv ter sig s\u00e5 \u00e4r de i grunden olika. Svaren olika. Vill man n\u00e5 en slutsats beh\u00f6ver man allts\u00e5 t\u00e4nka efter. Sj\u00e4lv. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r viktiga grejer. Ingen annan kan ge svaret till en.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6r min egen del har jag kommit fram till att det r\u00e4cker. Ja just det. “Det r\u00e4cker<\/em>“. I musiken. I skrivande. I programmerandet. Allt annat. “Det r\u00e4cker<\/em>“. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allts\u00e5 det r\u00e4cker med att f\u00e5 ynnesten att f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r jag g\u00f6r. Jag vet att de flesta, ja i princip alla, inte kommer gilla eller appl\u00e5dera det jag skapar och f\u00e5r till. Det till och med hatas, f\u00f6rl\u00f6jligas och stampas p\u00e5 ganska mycket. Men en och annan gillar det \u00e4nd\u00e5. Uppskattar. P\u00e5 riktigt. Ja och det r\u00e4cker med det. F\u00f6r jag \u00e4r sann mot mig sj\u00e4lv och \u00e4lskar det d\u00e4r jag g\u00f6r. Har skoj n\u00e4r jag g\u00f6r det. Ja kan faktiskt inte ens l\u00e5ta bli. Han\/hon\/det\/gud m\u00e5 f\u00f6rl\u00e5ta mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 min slutsats har alltid varit. Det r\u00e4cker<\/strong>. \u00c5tminstone f\u00f6r mig och h\u00e4r och nu p\u00e5 just den h\u00e4r platsen i livet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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N\u00e5gonstans, n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng i livet, kommer nog alla till det d\u00e4r Blev det bara s\u00e5h\u00e4r? Ja i alla fall kommer man dit tror jag om man \u00e4r en n\u00e5gorlunda t\u00e4nkande m\u00e4nniska. Vissa kanske bara tittar vidare p\u00e5 Bonde s\u00f6ker fru och n\u00f6jer sig med det. Vad vet jag. 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